Someone on Zhihu asked: What does it feel like to study hard and struggle through life, only to end up making a complete mess of it?
[Thanks for the invite. This describes me perfectly. It's been years since graduation, and I've achieved nothing. I'm still struggling to stay above the poverty line. The person I may have let down the most is probably my former, carefree self.]
There were many times when
Ning Xinyu felt she couldn't go on any longer.
Her life was about to reach its end.
Perhaps it was time to end it.
But just before she ended everything,
a lively twelve-year-old version of herself suddenly appeared in her life.
“Waaah, you can't kill me! I want to live to ninety!”
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One year later, the original poster edited her answer.
[Perhaps your past self is far more forgiving of you than you imagine.]
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When little Xinyu met Ning Xinyu, she asked curiously, “How many ex-boyfriends have I had? Can I see them?”
Looking into little Xinyu's wide eyes, brimming with curiosity,
Ning Xinyu felt a faint pang of guilt for the first time.
Faced with the rare silence,
little Xinyu looked disbelieving. “N-none?”
Waaah! She thought she'd have at least two handsome exes!
Give them back! Give them back! Give them back!!!
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Jiang Yunzhi has a secret: the person he has a crush on is very aloof.
Even after he becomes famous, with countless fans all over the country,
she still won't reply to a single one of his messages.
Then one day, he sends her a holiday greeting as usual.
For once, she replies: You too!
Jiang Yunzhi is so happy that he tries to keep the conversation going,
but she doesn't seem very interested.
So he cautiously tries to back off: Am I bothering you?
To his surprise, she replies outright: Yes.
Jiang Yunzhi: !
What kind of cruel joke is this?!
Jiang Yunzhi questions his entire existence, racking his brain without realizing
the truth: the little kid playing with the phone simply doesn't want to type~
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A little sunshine in human form vs. a twisted weirdo vs. a big puppy
[A short, heartwarming little story. I hope this adult fairy tale brings you some warmth.]
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My new novel is out! Feel free to bookmark The Villainess Is Coveted by the Male Leads.
[Multiple male leads + rivalry for her affection + love-triangle drama + over-the-top Mary Sue romance + all male leads are virgins]
Mu Huanyu suddenly awakens a System in her mind.
The System tells her that she is a vicious villainess in a novel.
But because of a glitch in the world, there are N pairs of male and female leads, while only one villainess has been created: her!
As a result, the plot can't proceed and is about to collapse. That's why the System has come to ask for her cooperation.
If she refuses, she will cease to exist.
Mu Huanyu: So you're saying I have to madly fall for all N of these peerless male leads, who might even know each other, and do everything I can to drive a wedge between them and their female leads?
System: That's right.
System: First, you need to drug Male Lead No. 1 and sleep with him, creating the false impression that something is going on between you so that the female lead, who's secretly in love with him, will see it and suffer.
Mu Huanyu: Fine.
System: Then you need to drug Male Lead No. 2 and sleep with him, creating the impression...
Mu Huanyu: Hold on, why are all your tasks exactly the same?
System: That's how angsty romance novels work~
Mu Huanyu: Give me something different.
System: You need to be Male Lead No. 3's substitute lover. When his white moonlight returns, you should cause as much trouble as you like, then get thoroughly humiliated, bringing the male and female leads together before making your exit.
Mu Huanyu: ...
Mu Huanyu diligently follows the System's instructions.
It's just that the plot seems to be getting more and more out of control.
Weren't the male leads supposed to have no interest in anyone but their female leads?
Why are they all starting to look at her like hungry wolves?
Why aren't they pursuing their destined partners? Why do they keep coming after her?
Mu Huanyu can only think, I'm doomed. Her N secret identities are about to be exposed, and it seems like everyone will find out that she's been professing her love to N men at once. Aaaah!
It's so hard being a vicious villainess!
Theme: Cherish life and live positively.
Yi...'S ex-girlfriend must have been bored. A classmate of mine was the same way. They were noisy and separated. I felt that in the eyes of the boy, it should be love, but in the eyes of the female classmates... I felt that she was really bored. When they broke up for the last time, another, more handsome boy took advantage of the situation... The two of them were completely...
Male protagonist: Fortunately, I broke it early, now I start licking it hahahaha!
😭 After staying up all night, I really want to reward myself for waking up and not going to work, but I have to earn money for being late. "[Naughty] But you can reward yourself for being late." You are right. I have obviously tried my best to live a better life than before, but sometimes I am always anxious and afraid of being left behind by the times. But I feel that if my younger self traveled through time, I should feel that I am great. I talk nonsense before going to bed. I wish you better and better.
The writing in big letters is really great, and it suddenly reminded me of how afraid I was of dying before, and how indifferent I am of dying now...
Beautiful, beautiful, great, well written
Reading this novel made me feel very close to the common problems of many young people nowadays...
Hahahahahahahahaha
The self-control and dedication in youth are full of future expectations and confidence in hard work. Now that I think about it, I feel like I'm asking for trouble. Dedication brings no rewards, only a cold heart and feeling ridiculous. Hard work always leads to understanding of the path because of the detours and forks in the vision.
I want to read Bai Zhenglan's article, why doesn't my wife write it? 😭 😭 😭
Hahahahahaha Bai is quite interesting