(Stop reading, don't buy it, it was abandoned, stop reading, thanks.)
Note: If it's not for you, don't read it. Cut your losses in time. Check the pinned comments for content warnings.
About the protagonist: He's simply imperfect, with psychological issues. That's just his personality. If you want a perfect hero who saves the world and is richer than kings, go read something else.
// Going VIP on September 2, with a 10,000-word update then. VIP chapters start at Chapter 48, so that's the day it goes VIP. //
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CP: Hiiragi
There is correspondence by letter. Not sure if that counts as a story within a story. Maybe it's an epistolary novel?
Content warnings:
In the first five chapters, the sword warriors hurt the protagonist. They apologize later, but it can be infuriating to read. If you get upset easily, please don't come in and put yourself through this. Thanks.
The protagonist has social anxiety because of psychological trauma.
The logic in this novel isn't always very smooth. Most of the time, it's just nonsense.
Very leisurely and slice-of-life.
Manaka Naru dreams of becoming an idol everyone loves.
His technique, too, is very useful for pursuing that dream: [Presence].
Unfortunately, he's socially anxious, and psychological issues make it difficult for him to communicate with people face-to-face. His biggest social interaction each day is snuggling under the covers with his phone.
Wanting to be useful, he gets lured by a fox spirit named Konnosuke to the rumored corrupted citadel with the promise that all he needs to do is maintain swords every day.
When he arrives at the citadel, he discovers that this world has deceived him once again.
Manaka Naru: Don't come any closer, aaah!
After learning that their new master, a Saniwa, can't bear to be around them, the sword warriors, who had wanted to scare him by forcing a nightly bedroom visit, fall silent.
But because of their work, they have no choice but to communicate.
To find a way to communicate with their socially anxious master, everyone at the citadel decides to write letters. They write Manaka Naru a letter every day, communicating on paper.
Until one day, Manaka Naru receives a letter from another world:
[Is there any way to reach the other shore without pain?]
Manaka Naru: ???
Content warnings:
The protagonist has psychological trauma, which might be half-cured.
His personality is contradictory and conflicted, and he overthinks everything.
An imperfect protagonist, very timid and afraid of dying.
The views expressed in the protagonist's letters do not represent the author's views.
Heavily altered, nonsensical, OOC.
For more specific content warnings, check the comments. They're not very comprehensive, but if you find something that bothers you, please cut your losses in time.
CP: A certain Green King. He appears late, and the two meet through online dating. ()
Idea noted on May 27, 2023
Also, a future release:
A College Student's Care Manual
[Oh my god, Kyubey found a college student who's about to die.]
With three hours to go before his 8 a.m. class, Gong Yiling passes out in his original world. When he wakes up, Kyubey has taken him to the so-called "crossover anime world."
Faced with the prospect of dying if he doesn't complete his missions, and of having to start kindergarten all over again if he returns to his original world, Gong Yiling, who knows almost nothing about anime beyond fanfic tropes, sets off on a journey to find someone to take care of him, prepared to face death.
Ability: Special Grade Vengeful Imaginary Cursed Spirit: 8 A.M. Class
*
Watching the black-haired boy curled up in a cardboard box, soaked through, the red-haired man eventually takes him in and introduces him to his friends.
The bandage-wearing oddball is wary of his friend's new family member, but gradually lets his guard down because of the boy's incredibly strange behavior.
Dazai: It's so sad when someone's lost their mind. I can't bring myself to bother him.
*
A boy haunted by a cursed spirit, just like Okkotsu Yuta, appears in someone's dreams, drawing countless sorcerers into pursuit.
The white-haired strongest sorcerer, the only one who knows the truth, watches the black-haired boy rolling around in the room and twitches. In the end, he lets him do as he pleases.
Gojo: Oh well, he's pretty pitiful. Besides, I'm the strongest.
*
Seeing a boy like himself, homeless and supporting himself by running errands for others, the blue god kindly lets him follow along, and the two form a bond that lets them survive in this world.
Until the day the Hour of the Demon arrives, all light is swallowed up, and a huge shadow rises behind the boy, plunging everyone into a nightmare.
Yato: ...We're screwed.
*
The truth:
Gong Yiling, who knows nothing about the characters.
About Oda Sakunosuke: I think he's supposed to die, but he's a meal ticket.
About Dazai Osamu: He's good at picking locks. I can learn useful skills from him and support myself. He's got a wife named Nakahara Chuuya, so I should keep my distance.
About Okkotsu Yuta: A character I can copy.
About Gojo Satoru: A beauty! A widowed beauty! White-haired beauty lovers rejoice!
About Yato: I have absolutely no memory of him.
And so on.
Future release 2:
The Saniwa Refuses to Play the Dating Game
Ayano Koji Genei is a veteran gamer who claims there's no game he can't beat.
Because he was such a chuunibyou, he once wrote online, "Reality is just a boring game," laying the groundwork for being tricked by a fox later on.
After his spiritual powers are discovered...
Fox: A corrupted citadel? Are you sure, Master Saniwa?
Genei: Isn't it just a matter of talking them around? I'm an expert!
And so he resolutely sets off down the point of no return to the corrupted citadel.
Ayano Koji Genei has a secret he's never told anyone.
There's a system inside his head.
As soon as he sets foot on the citadel's grounds, the system activates and assigns him a mission.
Just as Ayano Koji Genei is overjoyed at the system's appearance, thinking heaven is helping him, he suddenly reads the words on the system screen clearly.
To survive or perish, it all comes down to a single thought.
Welcome to the Survival System.
Ayano Koji Genei falls silent.
"A real man never gives up," he says. "A Survival System, huh? No problem. If I successfully win them over here, I'll survive!"
System: Really?
Idea noted on July 21, 2023
Theme: Break through the darkness and welcome the sunlight. Everyone can achieve great things.
Hahahahahahaha, I thought the same thing when I saw Taige for the first time. It's clear that Zuo Wenzi's family are all brain wave people (?) How come he made such a straight shot?
Zuo Wenwen's only little joy is hahahahaha
Why do you still receive invitations from others when you are so afraid of society and immediately think of a reason to go?
If it were me, it would be enough to ask them to write letters and then reply. If you can't meet in person, why meet in person? If you can chat via text, why meet in person? Speaking in person is not as clear as text in terms of social anxiety. When speaking in person, your brain simply doesn't have the time to organize the words and then think about how to answer. Even if you ask them to wait for you to organize the words before answering.
During that period, just thinking about a group of people surrounding you, looking at you, waiting for you to say, I am afraid that I am going to die. I want to run back to the room immediately, bury myself under the quilt, scream and kick the quilt. It is so embarrassing that I will suddenly feel uncomfortable thinking about it next year.
I have been thinking in my heart whether I am sick, where do I get the courage, what are you talking about, is it a chuunibyou? Too embarrassed to see anyone? They must be thinking about me, what would they think of me? Help! I don't go out anymore, I start to be autistic, and then I start playing games like crazy, reading novels, trying to forget all this, and then in real life, whenever someone talks to you, I will immediately think about everything before, and then I will be so embarrassed.
Make a prepayment~
"The Judge of Gods He Refuses to Be a Strategy Guide"
Ayanokouji Genhide, a veteran gamer, claims that there is no game that he cannot pass.
Because I was too addicted to middle school, I once left words like "Reality is just a boring game" on the Internet, which paved the way for me to be deceived by foxes in the future.
And after it was discovered that he had spiritual powers——
Fox: Darkly fell into Honmaru? Lord Judge, are you sure?
Xuanying: Isn't it just a heart-to-heart talk strategy? I'm familiar with it!
So he resolutely embarked on the road of no return to the dark side of Honmaru.
Ayanokouji Xuanying has a secret that she has never told anyone.
He has a system in his head.
Just when he set foot on Honmaru's land, the system was activated and a mission was issued to Ayanokouji Xuanying.
Just when Ayanokouji Genying was ecstatic because the system appeared and felt that God was helping him, he suddenly saw the words on the system panel clearly.
Survival or destruction is all a matter of a thought.
Welcome to the survival system.
Ayanokouji Xuanying was silent.
"Real men will never give up." He said, "It's a survival system, right? It doesn't matter. Success here means survival!"
System: Really?
Meme 2023.7.21
Let me ask, will you give away knives in the first place? In addition to the initial knife, I was given five other knives. I only remember Xiaowuwan and Yingwan, but I can't remember the other three.
Teacher, is this article no longer updated?
Damn it, I can't watch the update since school starts today. Woohoo.
Night fight! ! Five Yuanshen! ! !
Three dozen white-bone spirits?
It feels like déjà vu
Hahahahahahaha, I thought the same thing when I saw Taige for the first time. It's clear that Zuo Wenzi's family are all brain wave people (?) How come he made such a straight shot?
Zuo Wenwen's only little joy is hahahahaha
Why do you still receive invitations from others when you are so afraid of society and immediately think of a reason to go? If it were me, it would be enough to ask them to write letters and then reply. If you can't meet in person, why meet in person? If you can chat via text, why meet in person? Speaking in person is not as clear as text in terms of social anxiety. When speaking in person, your brain simply doesn't have the time to organize the words and then think about how to answer. Even if you ask them to wait for you to organize the words before answering. During that period, just thinking about a group of people surrounding you, looking at you, waiting for you to say, I am afraid that I am going to die. I want to run back to the room immediately, bury myself under the quilt, scream and kick the quilt. It is so embarrassing that I will suddenly feel uncomfortable thinking about it next year. I have been thinking in my heart whether I am sick, where do I get the courage, what are you talking about, is it a chuunibyou? Too embarrassed to see anyone? They must be thinking about me, what would they think of me? Help! I don't go out anymore, I start to be autistic, and then I start playing games like crazy, reading novels, trying to forget all this, and then in real life, whenever someone talks to you, I will immediately think about everything before, and then I will be so embarrassed.
Make a prepayment~ "The Judge of Gods He Refuses to Be a Strategy Guide" Ayanokouji Genhide, a veteran gamer, claims that there is no game that he cannot pass. Because I was too addicted to middle school, I once left words like "Reality is just a boring game" on the Internet, which paved the way for me to be deceived by foxes in the future. And after it was discovered that he had spiritual powers—— Fox: Darkly fell into Honmaru? Lord Judge, are you sure? Xuanying: Isn't it just a heart-to-heart talk strategy? I'm familiar with it! So he resolutely embarked on the road of no return to the dark side of Honmaru. Ayanokouji Xuanying has a secret that she has never told anyone. He has a system in his head. Just when he set foot on Honmaru's land, the system was activated and a mission was issued to Ayanokouji Xuanying. Just when Ayanokouji Genying was ecstatic because the system appeared and felt that God was helping him, he suddenly saw the words on the system panel clearly. Survival or destruction is all a matter of a thought. Welcome to the survival system. Ayanokouji Xuanying was silent. "Real men will never give up." He said, "It's a survival system, right? It doesn't matter. Success here means survival!" System: Really? Meme 2023.7.21
Let me ask, will you give away knives in the first place? In addition to the initial knife, I was given five other knives. I only remember Xiaowuwan and Yingwan, but I can't remember the other three.
Teacher, is this article no longer updated?
Damn it, I can't watch the update since school starts today. Woohoo.
Night fight! ! Five Yuanshen! ! !
Three dozen white-bone spirits? It feels like déjà vu
It went straight to the protagonist's head.