A Little Obsession

[Main story complete.] [Check out my upcoming novel, Surrender to Desire: a truly twisted obsessive type x a pitiful sweetheart. The blurb is at the bottom. Weibo: Ruoshu-] The boldest thing Yu Xin'er ever did was nod on the night of her fourth meeting with Lu Songyan. From then on, she stayed by his side. He and she were worlds apart, yet he gave her everything she asked for, gradually making her lose herself. On a rare sunny day, she returned everything he had given her and sent a cold, emotionless message: "I don't want to play anymore. We're over." Yet on a day of torrential rain, she returned to the man's side and looked into his unfamiliar eyes. She backed away, and he closed in. Then came his voice, edged with coldness: "You betrayed me. Do you really think you can just walk away?" - Caught in this unequal relationship, Yu Xin'er always believed that they were simply tormenting each other. Lu Songyan hated her, yet couldn't leave her. She resented him, yet needed him. At least the relationship would eventually end, and they would both return to the paths their lives had once followed. When she plotted to leave for the second time, Yu Xin'er didn't hide it from Lu Songyan. Under his watchful gaze, she decisively packed up everything that belonged to her. Meeting his eyes, she leaned against her suitcase and teased him with a smile. "I'm really going this time. You won't get angry again, will you?" The man said nothing. He simply watched her leave. One day later, Lu Songyan stared at the inseparable pair across the street, his eyes bloodshot, and quietly turned away. But that very night, he climbed the stairs and appeared before Yu Xin'er in the most wretched state, trembling as he whispered over and over, "I miss you so much." While the other person wasn't looking, he pulled her into his arms. Softly, he said, "Just say you miss me once, and I'll forget everything else." *Both are sexually inexperienced; six-year age gap Content warnings: 1. The male lead is very controlling at first. 2. Neither character is perfect, and both grow over the course of the story. 3. If you don't like it, leave via the top left. There's no need to tell me you're dropping the story. No unsolicited writing advice. Wishing everyone a pleasant read. Upcoming novel Surrender to Desire: Blurb Not long after confirming their relationship, Song Luoyun followed Fu Zeming home and appeared before his inscrutable older brother. Fu Zeming was afraid of him too, and held her hand tightly. "Big Brother, this is my girlfriend." When he heard the news, the man's hand paused on the newspaper. His gaze, deep as a still pool, settled on Song Luoyun for a long moment. He slowly took off his half-rimmed glasses, his expression tinged with meaning. "Is that so? What a shame." Song Luoyun kept her eyes lowered and her lips pressed together, not daring to say a word. - Song Luoyun first met Fu Huaizhi at the birthday party of her longtime friend Fu Zeming. Back then, she thought of him only as an older brother who took good care of her. But later, she inadvertently glimpsed a side of him no one else knew. Including the almost pathological interest he had in her. She was afraid of him, so she asked Fu Zeming to put on this act, hoping it would make Fu Huaizhi lose interest in her. But would a wolf retreat just because its prey threatened it? That would only inflame its possessiveness, making it fix its blood-red gaze on the prey it considered its own. It would lay its trap little by little, controlling every move, then close the net on a rainy night and savor its victory. That day, he smiled and wiped away her tears with his calloused fingertip. Then he lifted her chin and made her look at Fu Zeming outside the glass. "Do you dare let him turn around and see how alluring you look right now?" Song Luoyun couldn't take it anymore. She turned around and hit him, her whole body trembling and numb. Fu Huaizhi effortlessly pinned her down, his eyes gleaming with wild abandon. "Do you hate me? Then why do you keep accepting me?" Lightning flashed wildly. Rain and wind battered the world, which flickered between light and darkness. He bent toward her ear, his voice especially clear. "Admit it. You're addicted to me too." - Theme: Take responsibility for your actions