On Cosplaying with Relatives and Friends, I Was Assimilated by Dazai

As a time traveler, Masaharu Kamiko has traveled to the world of Fumino countless times. He saved Momiji, who rebelled because of love, and gave Ogai Mori an operational research textbook; he adopted Fyodor, and defrauded the clown of his money; he saved the world, and tried to make Osamu Dazai into the son of God; he promoted Saruyuki Oda to the position of leader, and he also depended on the clown... He traveled through time and again and jumped off the tall building again and again. He saved everyone, but no one could save him, including the leader Zai who had watched him in countless worlds. A sympathetic partner "You can't do this... It will lead to destruction." The detective who can see through everything tried to persuade him to stay. "Idiot! I am your partner!" "Pampering can be addictive." It cannot hold you every time. If the power of one person cannot hold you, then... What about the power of the world? The same kind as they should be You should understand that we are the same kind. "You always love these pretty clothes." "I have always liked these gorgeous clothes. The world is too dirty, and I want to live a more beautiful life." "Yes, this world is too dirty. A world filled with sin... Everything will pass, but only the truth will last forever." "Fyodor, are you still thinking of doing that?" "Masaharu, you know, I have always had the desire to serve humanity in my fantasies... However, I can't do it. As long as people touch me a little bit, I will become their enemy. The deeper my love for all mankind, the less I love specific people. But I still love them, don't you do the same - 'May everyone be born with the right to choose mediocrity.'" "So, is the ending destined?" "I love humans more than anyone else, but I can't touch them. You are the only warmth I can touch. God will bless you. You are also a human being." If love can't make you stay, can responsibility? Absolutely trusted relatives and friends I believe in God, I am his most loyal believer, I will sacrifice myself, but I also hope to use my dirty soul and so-called bonds to trap him and drag him into the swamp. I used to feel that she saw through everything, but tolerated me with some arrogance. I often huddled in a corner, clinging to her with the best human emotions and the meanest eyes. When her uneasiness and pain slowly unfolded in front of me, I felt ashamed of my happiness. I have never had a free and pure soul, but I always wanted to be a child in the sunshine worthy of clean memories in front of her. I often change, I am contradictory and a little paranoid, and I am sure that I will stay with my little god son. When the little Son of God merged into the human world, I felt unprecedented joy and sorrow for my arrogant secret. "I want to pull Him off the altar and stain him with the world, let the freshness crawl onto His cheeks, and let the pure pupils become dirty. I want to make God a human being." Reality cannot save you, can this world save you? [Accomplices running in both directions] I have seen every part of your life, I have seen every time you fly into a flame. Other Dazai Osamu can't hold you, no one else can hold you, but I want to catch you, even if I accompany you to death. "Imagine what it would be like to give silent companionship to a person who has been alone for too long, absolute understanding to an extremely sensitive person, fearless courage to a timid person, and then disappear without warning... Especially for that person, he also knows the reason why all "happiness" disappears - "disqualification in the world." They can't hold you back, but I can. … After traveling through time and again, and establishing bonds with countless people, Masaharu Kamiko lost his memory. Masaharu Kamiko, who had forgotten everything, started anew in this world, sharpening his knife while letting himself go. He even went to the next world to elope with the leader who kidnapped Gojo Satoru, until everyone in Fumino who had watched him jump off the building again and again regained their memory... Kamiko Masaharu, who has been burdened with countless love debts and numerous breaches of contract, looked at the "kind" people in the literary field who were looking at him with a smile: Otherwise, should I jump off the building to calm down? —————— "Why do people live?" I asked, and then said to him, with despair and confusion in my eyes, "I'm so scared, clown, when we seem to be living seriously every day, are we really living for ourselves? "Just like the vast majority of ignorant people, human beings themselves are like simple creations constructed by power and knowledge. I can't find the meaning of living at all. Why do they seem to live seriously and find meaning for their lives every day? "Both of them are just gears in the mechanical existence of society's rules and systems. What's the difference between living like this and dying? "So, clown, you see, the meaning we have constructed is so absurd. "Joker, what's the difference between living like this and dying like this?" "I am a kind of traveler who still chooses to end his life in the embrace of happiness, until the light catches me." "You are the darkest darkness in Yokohama night, but you are the light I want." ※The golden finger is very open, in order to recycle all the knives Purpose: Even cowards should support each other