Twilight Sword Spirit

On impulse, I deleted the finished work that I had originally written... I regretted it later... And then re-wrote it... Changed the name... The original name was - Twilight, My Vampire Life... I feel like I'm about to die... I hope I can be like the heroine... And become a vampire in another world... I hope that when I wake up... I am not in this world... I hate this world... Or die... Or be reborn in another world... In a sense, I felt like I was Lucy King... In the dream, I was her... Sword Spirit... This is the prince who belongs to me in my imagination... It's just that such a perfect person can only exist in stories... Therefore, I have not accompanied the heroine to him... Because I think Sword Spirit is too idealistic and unreal... This is just my dream... I hope that I will be liked by such a person... But it is just a dream, isn't it... So... As for John, he is a normal human being, more like someone I have a crush on in the past or now... Therefore, my original idea was to match the female protagonist to him... Because this is a normal boy I want to rely on in real life... (I completely regard myself as Lucy King, so her choice is my choice... If my thoughts stayed in reality, then Lucy would be assigned to John. Although this kind of boy is the incarnation of someone I have a crush on, this is closer to reality... If I am hopeless, then Sword Spirit, I will allocate him to the heroine... This is the convenience of starting over, I can change the ending...