[Neither romantic nor comedic. A tearjerker to read before bed, a bittersweet little love story, a semi-autobiographical novel. Please don't attack the characters' values and choices.]
He Yue's name means "moon," but she had never lit up the night.
A solitary moon, never once full.
The night was silent and still.
Until she met the bright moon that truly hung high in the sky.
A gentle breeze, a bright moon, and twinkling evening stars.
It was a scene He Yue had never even dared to dream of.
Only later did she understand:
It wasn't the moonlight that moved her, but her heart that could no longer endure its longing.
That moon did not belong to He Yue.
Some feelings are destined to be whispered beneath the night sky.
Beautiful, yet bittersweet.
Only those who stand in the moonlight know
that the moon's taste
is bitter.
At the moment she tasted the moon, He Yue suddenly remembered her first-year Introduction to Ethics class.
The professor had asked the students, "What is ethics?"
No one answered.
So the professor asked them to write down words they associated with ethics.
The answers were endless and varied:
"Morality," "desire," "social conventions"...
He Yue remembered what she had written on her slip of paper:
"Transgression."
Those two words from years ago had come true, a prophecy fulfilled.
He Yue thought, willing to let herself fall:
Even if the moon isn't mine,
can the moonlight stay on me
just a little longer?
Even if it has to be stolen.
Theme: Life is beautiful, and there is so much more to it than a crush.
I came from a certain book, but I no longer have a home in a certain book! My sister may have had her account hacked. Anyway, that person is not her now. I have been blocked by her and cannot comment. I don't know if Xiaolujiang is still safe. Fortunately, I have a second home. I feel so wronged. I feel like a child who is bullied by others when the adults are not at home. There are many sisters who expressed doubts, but they have been deleted. I only realized something was wrong when I saw them. Now only the uninformed people are left. I burst into tears. Is your real sister okay now? Look at us. We have been deceived so pitifully. Today she also posted a selfie, which made me very confused, and that selfie was completely different from the image of my sister in my mind. I comforted myself that there might be a gap between the Internet and reality! And! What she posts every day about "I don't know how to love myself" and "anti-love brain literature" are just correct nonsense. I'm still surprised that my sister has come out of it so quickly. Sometimes it is even a direct quote without any cover-up. My sister has always been original, and the quality of her text is infinitely higher than that of this fake! And she never replies to comments. My sister used to dote on us!!! And this update frequency is weird enough! It was obvious that she was eager to replace her sister. Just now, I couldn't even see my sister's homepage. I miss my sister so much. Wow.
In response to the request, holiday gift: gzh "siesta", the name of the bar is written in the article, I will open an electronic bar
I felt regretful when I saw Teacher Ye saying that he had a girlfriend. Seeing that Teacher Ye has a girlfriend, he was still... Shocked with his head in his hands, and his mood was a little complicated. (Well I just can't accept an open relationship
Ah sister! When you see the content posted by that account on the red book, you will know it is not you! I feel really lucky to have found you by chance! The power those words gave me still exists. I am more confident in learning philosophy!! Although I'm a little sad that I won't see any news from you in the future! But I still hope that my sister will walk towards the light in life! Mountains and seas have their own return dates, and wind and rain have their own encounters. If we are destined, I hope to meet you in the philosophy department in the future. Even though we are strangers, I will definitely feel that it is you. Elder sister! Best wishes.
When I see the words "abroad" and "open relationship", I feel ptsd. My girlfriend is abroad and I can't contact He Yue. It's unclear whether it's really open... I don't want to speculate on people in the worst possible way, but I had a similar experience a few months ago. His girlfriend went abroad, but he still took the initiative with me. It's just that his girlfriend is my senior sister and I was able to verify it directly, so I stopped the loss in time.
I started following Xiaohongshu and it's my second time. The first time I played the role of the heroine, I was very disappointed. After a few months, I saw the role of the heroine's best friend and I was very angry. But I also feel that the heroine is not greedy, so this experience can be considered a reward for her. In fact, in my opinion, Teacher Ye is not the moon of He Yue, he is the clear channel, reflecting the light of the moon. And He Yue herself is the moon. It is the heroine's heartbeat that illuminates Qingqu, making the light reflected by him appear dazzling. But this might be good, as you can use the clear channel to see your own light. Seeing on the public account that my sister went to City D, it can be regarded as making up for the regret. Finally, I wish my sister success in life, studies and work, and to become a rich woman!!!
Sister, is that you the person on xhs? I feel like my writing style is different from before.
It's really thought-provoking to see the chaos in the comments section. Everyone's attack point is simply that the heroine still chooses to be with the teacher even though she knows that the other party has a girlfriend. Let's not talk about whether it is a real incident. If the genders are swapped, He Yue is a male and Ye Sinian is a female. The plot of a man doing "three" for love may be applauded by everyone. Even in many female-oriented novels, everyone will like a female harem or one-to-many. So first of all, the disdain for the heroine's behavior in the article actually seems to be a fixed view of gender. Women like He Yue are shameless, because it is unfair to the real girlfriend. But the different answers to gender replacement will show that in fact this is just the cognitive result of our gender group concepts. Second, someone must say that the gender of this article is fixed, regardless of whether it is replaced or not. But judging from this article, there is no interference in the relationship at all. Teacher Ye's girlfriend can also have fun abroad. It's not just Ye who can find someone, so He Yue should be the only one who is hurt in this relationship. Why do you call the victim??? Third, there is no right or wrong in this article. Everything is a struggle between emotion and reason. The only moral point may be the teacher-student relationship, but this relationship no longer exists after the elective course is over. So what is there to complain about? It's so strange. Anyway, I like this story very much. It has a very advanced crying feeling and the emotional sourness is vivid. Come on!
Sister, I really follow your articles seriously. I cry while reading them. Sister, when will you come back? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Sister, xiao hong shu said in the comments that you are no longer in the account of xiao hong shu. Is it true? Sister, please come back soon. I will cry to death.