She doesn't want to love because love is a luxury
She cannot love because love does not belong to her
She shouldn't love because love will destroy her
But, she loved, even though she knew that she would really be destroyed by love in the end, she still loved, and loved without regret.
She didn't know what the outcome would be. The only thing she knew was to protect him.
Conception:
Sofa~(￣▽￣~)~