I'm a girl, and she's a girl, too.
She's not a lesbian, but I love her. From when I was twelve until the day I died, I never knew whether she could tell.
She was a top student, while my grades were average. She was so dazzling. If we hadn't practiced dancing together during summer vacation, I would never have met her.
By a twist of fate, we became friends. I was in the honors class, while she was in a regular class.
I discovered how possessive I was. My friendship with her had changed into something else...
Later, I worked hard to get into the university she attended. She studied law, and I studied literature. She had fallen for someone, and he treated her well. But I was too timid to confess...
They got married as soon as they graduated from college. That man also showed his true colors: domestic abuse, cheating...
They divorced, and she turned away from romance, afraid to fall in love.
In the end, she found someone and got a marriage certificate, without any expectations.
I regretted not confessing back then.
I regretted that I could see that man was a beast in fine clothes, yet I didn't stop them from getting together.
I regretted my cowardice, but by then it was too late...
It was as if I were waiting for someone, but no one ever came.
Theme: Don't be a hopeless romantic!!!
If I had known there wouldn't be an update today, I wouldn't have come here. I read these chapters on weekdays, and my mind flew away. I saw there was no update, but I felt heavy again. After all, my sister has overstepped. If my sister didn't update, my sister would have nothing to say. My sister was stuck today, which really hurt my sister's heart. But it's my sister's bad luck to be as cold as ice slag. I should have been content with the update these days.
Sorry, the author and my good friend in the book are together. I'm afraid she will be jealous.