I thought I'd caught the light, but it was only my imagination. Still trapped in darkness, I struggle again and again, never tiring. A broken rose may no longer be dazzling, but it still has thorns to protect itself. Despair has overwhelmed my heart time and time again, and I long to be warmed by the light. Life is a mess, and my exhausted body and soul are slowly fading away. When the light I've pursued for so long finally appears, after a brief moment of happiness, what descends is an even more painful, complete abyss of despair. Once innocent and carefree, with sunlight filling my eyes, I have been through darkness, pain, and despair. Now I'm a walking corpse, covered in wounds and drowning in debt. Even the cappuccino that once rose in the east and set in the west has become the last straw that broke the camel's back...
Theme: Life doesn't always go the way you want
