Why Don't You Just Kill Me Already?

Why don't you just kill me already?

Xing Baiwei's last life was miserable. Surrounded by deceit and attacked from all sides, she simply started killing, even her own blood relatives.

Stepping over trails of blood that had yet to dry and corpses still warm beneath her feet, she was only half a step away from the mastermind. Then, realizing her luck had run out, she knew she could go no further...

Her former fiancé, Cen Zeguang, had been chosen as the leader of the righteous sects and came to vanquish her. His expression anguished, he stroked the hilt of his sword and said hoarsely, "Baiwei, if you want, I can take you away from here forever."

Xing Baiwei wasn't interested.

She remembered a time many years ago, in the human realm. During the Lantern Festival, lanterns blazed like daylight, their shadows flickering everywhere. Beneath the lanterns burning like flames, she made a wish: she had to see Cen Zeguang cry.

So she smiled, drew her sword, and without hesitation pointed it at her own throat...

Her wish came true.

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Reborn into another life, Xing Baiwei was already content. She had gotten her wish: seeing the man she loved sob over her blood-soaked corpse. Now she felt there was nothing left to live for. This was probably enough. So she found her fiancé while he was still young and decided to negotiate with him.

"Why don't you just stick to your original plan and kill me?"

The future leader of the righteous sects, who was working hard to become someone worthy of her, nearly fainted on the spot.

A female lead with a cognitive disorder who likes seeing people cry x a seemingly proper male lead who is the leader of the righteous sects

Theme: A life of giving up