The male protagonist Wu Mengyang is a sophomore in high school. He is very good-looking, but in fact he is more than just a handsome man. He has a heart that is different from his appearance.
He has never seen his mother since he was a child, lacking maternal love, and his father did not give him the love he deserved.
He has been accustomed to seeing the warmth and warmth of people since he was a child, and has seen life and death; he has good friends, and he thought that each of them lived happily in their own time zone. In fact, each of them has his own suffering, and no one is better than the other.
In his sophomore year of high school, he met Song Xuanyue, a beautiful girl in the class, and became her boyfriend during a rainy day. He thought that the taste of love was like sugar, a sugar that could never be melted in his mouth. However, the result was that his personality destined that he would never get the happiness he longed for from love.
In his senior year of high school, his mother came. He recognized her and was laughed at by his friends, but he knew that only in this way could he have the opportunity and money to pursue his dream and engage in painting.
Just when everything seemed to be back on track, the dad he always hated made a fool of himself in school and he couldn't go to school anymore, so he dropped out.
Later, Xuan Yue went abroad to study, but the distance still changed a lot, and she finally chose someone else.
Love, family, friendship, none of them he encountered was perfect, they were all like the waning moon in the sky.
From then on, he became dark and closed, like an isolated island, just waiting to die without being disturbed.
At the place where he worked, he met Lin Qinghe. Qinghe has had an unfortunate experience, but she is very optimistic and will take the initiative to talk to him. At first, he was not interested in anything, but she changed him little by little, making him get rid of his original gloomy self.
He fell in love with her, but he didn't say it out loud. After being in the darkness for so long, he was afraid of seeing the light. It wasn't until an accident that he learned that Qinghe was dying and died soon. He hated her and hated that she had brought him all the love but wanted to take it away again.
Before he died, Qinghe told him: A person must learn to live well and see the scenery of the world for himself.
After Qinghe left, he visited her favorite places as agreed. Slowly, he realized that this was not just her wish. She gave him the opportunity to find himself. Every time he was close to the world and the distance, he had the motivation to live well because he had a destination.
Sometimes, when I was young, I looked at the sea and wanted to jump off and be done with it. But I knew that in this world, there were still many sights I had not seen, many people I had not met, many people I had not loved, and many delicacies I had not tasted. The waves were up to my knees, and I was thinking that maybe I could be a little stronger. After thinking about it, my black hair turned into white hair. Looking back, I came here alone.
In this life, I have said thank you and sorry to countless people, but I have never said it to myself.
Today, I want to say to myself: I'm sorry for making you suffer so much and making you cry so many times.
Thank you, you are strong and you are always good.
——Message from Wu Mengyang
I would like to dedicate this book to you in the past, you now, and you in the future, to that annoying, scared, lonely, and lost you...
Life is difficult, only by crossing yourself, don't give up, don't give up, will the clouds bloom.
You are always good, good, good. There will always be someone who will treat you as your darling, tolerate all your shortcomings, and love you. He is the person who has been waiting for you in the future, especially you.
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