Matsuda Jinpei Wants to Break up with Kodome

Tied! ! Although I was already prepared to stop when I was chasing him, it was still very uncomfortable to actually get stuck here. Because I basically read it in one sitting, I didn't leave any feedback during the process. It was also because this article kept pulling on my emotions and made me want to know the follow-up quickly, so I couldn't find the energy to comment on TAT. I just opened the comment area to find resonance points with some plots. I saw a lot of mean and accusatory comments, and I felt very sad for the author and teacher at the time. This article was almost perfect for me before Matsuda was resurrected for the second time. In order to make the protagonist's portrayal more pure and ideal, and to avoid heavier expressions, most fans tend not to describe some social issues and real-life conflicts. However, the content that the teacher started made Hagi's transformation smoother and well-founded, and also made the difference in outlook between him and Matsuda more contrasting. There is also a good use of two people's standpoints to express their views on issues, making the characters more moving and three-dimensional, which is really touching. The emotional pull even made me toss and sigh in the middle of the night. I felt sorry for Hagi who prayed hard in the early stage but got no response, but I continued reading with the certainty that the two people would always stay together with the same love. It's just that the character of Miyazaki, from the very beginning, made me feel frightened and depressed by the strong pressure, but now it has become as annoying as a slimy bug that can't be shaken off. I skimmed every section where he appeared, and the communication between him and Matsuda was really frowned upon. Mainly the problem is Matsuda after his resurrection. I always feel that his portrayal is heading in a strange direction. Whether it is his character or his judgment of people and things, the most important thing is that he is really weird and awkward towards Hagi. He has his own thoughts and ideas, but from God's perspective, he always makes very wrong decisions for various reasons. He is led around by various factors, and his due sharpness, decisiveness, and personal charm are becoming dull. There seems to be a huge gap between three years ago and three years later. The two sides do not interfere with each other and have not grown up. Including the treatment of Hagi's changes, they have reached a cold level. If Matsuda rejected Hagi three years ago out of principle and sense of responsibility, it can show his responsible and rational personal charm. Later, after being shaken, his attitude towards Hagi gradually became softer and the boundaries were blurred. It was originally a very smooth and stretched plot. But after his rebirth, it became very confusing to me. Maybe it was my misunderstanding and wrong feelings. His feelings for Hagi were really numb and cold as they should be. His view of Hagi was not "this person, Hagiwara Kenji, is extremely important to me. No matter what his identity is, I love him", but a weird "the feelings and relationships of more than 20 years are very important to me, and I want to keep him." My expression is inaccurate, but that kind of deviation makes me feel very uncomfortable, because he does not really care about the current Kenji Hagihara at all. While watching, I had many thoughts that I can't quite figure out now. My current feeling is that Matsuda was clearly aware that Hagi had changed, but he did not try to find the key to Kenji Hagihara's change and comfort him. This was because Hagi's acting skills confused him. But what puzzles me the most is that Matsuda just points out Hagi's changes in a straightforward and cold manner every time, telling him that I don't want the current Hagiwara Kenji. I miss the past, and only the Hagiwara of the past can make me fall in love with him. He also ignores the other person's needs and ideas and constantly stimulates him unconsciously. And his rightful naivete about a lot of things. The same goes for Hagiwara. Miyazaki really has a big bug. Although the teacher explained it, he still wonders how he realized that there was something wrong with Miyazaki only three years later with his keenness. And I feel like his attitude towards Xiao Zhenping is also constantly drifting away... I don't know if I will have a chance to read the continuation of this article. I have a lot of confusion and confusion, but I really like this article, and I also like the teacher's description and shaping of the emotions of many people and things three years ago. Maybe the teacher's outline has changed a little because of the long interval, but I really hope that after reading the two people, there will be a happy ending... Thank you, teacher, for the emotional roller coaster that you brought me these two days!

Happy New Year. I really like the article about group portraits of women wearing vests. I still like this book now that I'm reading it. I don't know when the author will come back.

It doesn't matter. I wish you good luck, teacher, and everything goes well! !

Damn, what you wrote is really good. It's okay, we'll wait for you.

Boss, please come back and update soon. I miss you so much. Your writing is so beautiful. Please come back soon. It doesn't matter if you update slowly, please! ! ! [Crying] [crying] [crying]

I have been looking forward to the teacher updating this article. When I saw an update, I clicked in immediately. I waited for two hours for review. Although I saw the leave request, I was sorry but I understand. I wish the teacher a good life. I really want to read the follow-up. If the teacher has a few chapters saved, I don't know if I can consider releasing them for the sake of my eagerness. At least don't let the plot end here. Of course, I respect the teacher's decision and will continue to wait.

Ah TT, I feel like the two of them still have a long way to go... I will always wait for Matsuda to take the initiative to kiss Hagi one day and I will not know what the world is...! ! ! !