Jinpei Matsuda Wants to Break Up with His Childhood Friend

Tied! ! Although I was already prepared to stop when I was chasing him, it was still very uncomfortable to actually get stuck here. Because I basically read it in one sitting, I didn't leave any feedback during the process. It was also because this article kept pulling on my emotions and made me want to know the follow-up quickly, so I couldn't find the energy to comment on TAT. I just opened the comment area to find resonance points with some plots. I saw a lot of mean and accusatory comments, and I felt very sad for the author and teacher at the time. This article was almost perfect for me before Matsuda was resurrected for the second time. In order to make the protagonist's portrayal more pure and ideal, and to avoid heavier expressions, most fans tend not to describe some social issues and real-life conflicts. However, the content that the teacher started made Hagi's transformation smoother and well-founded, and also made the difference in outlook between him and Matsuda more contrasting. There is also a good use of two people's standpoints to express their views on issues, making the characters more moving and three-dimensional, which is really touching. The emotional pull even made me toss and sigh in the middle of the night. I felt sorry for Hagi who prayed hard in the early stage but got no response, but I continued reading with the certainty that the two people would always stay together with the same love. It's just that the character of Miyazaki, from the very beginning, made me feel frightened and depressed by the strong pressure, but now it has become as annoying as a slimy bug that can't be shaken off. I skimmed every section where he appeared, and the communication between him and Matsuda was really frowned upon. Mainly the problem is Matsuda after his resurrection. I always feel that his portrayal is heading in a strange direction. Whether it is his character or his judgment of people and things, the most important thing is that he is really weird and awkward towards Hagi. He has his own thoughts and ideas, but from God's perspective, he always makes very wrong decisions for various reasons. He is led around by various factors, and his due sharpness, decisiveness, and personal charm are becoming dull. There seems to be a huge gap between three years ago and three years later. The two sides do not interfere with each other and have not grown up. Including the treatment of Hagi's changes, they have reached a cold level. If Matsuda rejected Hagi three years ago out of principle and sense of responsibility, it can show his responsible and rational personal charm. Later, after being shaken, his attitude towards Hagi gradually became softer and the boundaries were blurred. It was originally a very smooth and stretched plot. But after his rebirth, it became very confusing to me. Maybe it was my misunderstanding and wrong feelings. His feelings for Hagi were really numb and cold as they should be. His view of Hagi was not "this person, Hagiwara Kenji, is extremely important to me. No matter what his identity is, I love him", but a weird "the feelings and relationships of more than 20 years are very important to me, and I want to keep him." My expression is inaccurate, but that kind of deviation makes me feel very uncomfortable, because he does not really care about the current Kenji Hagihara at all. While watching, I had many thoughts that I can't quite figure out now. My current feeling is that Matsuda was clearly aware that Hagi had changed, but he did not try to find the key to Kenji Hagihara's change and comfort him. This was because Hagi's acting skills confused him. But what puzzles me the most is that Matsuda just points out Hagi's changes in a straightforward and cold manner every time, telling him that I don't want the current Hagiwara Kenji. I miss the past, and only the Hagiwara of the past can make me fall in love with him. He also ignores the other person's needs and ideas and constantly stimulates him unconsciously. And his rightful naivety about a lot of things. The same goes for Hagiwara. Miyazaki really has a big bug. Although the teacher explained it, he still wonders how he realized that there was something wrong with Miyazaki only three years later with his keenness. Also, it feels like his attitude towards Xiao Zhenping is constantly drifting away... I don't know if I will have a chance to read the continuation of this article. I have a lot of confusion and confusion, but I really like this article, and I also like the teacher's description and shaping of the emotions of many people and things three years ago. Maybe the teacher's outline has changed a little because of the long interval, but I really hope that after reading the two people, there will be a happy ending... Thank you, teacher, for the emotional roller coaster that you brought me these two days!

The consequences of running out of credit are reflected srds Song Tiantian, you actually want to kiss me too! Even though she knew she was upset and couldn't win, she still continued, and then kissed her many times. [Cover your face and peek][Cover your face and peek][Cover your face and peek]

It's really great. After I came back, I saw the update from the author and teacher. The atmosphere between the two of them is super ambiguous and sweet, and Hagiwara, who is a bit crazy, is also very charming. That kind of dank emotion really touched my heart. I want to see Matsuda become a heartthrob and be liked by everyone more and more, and then Hagi becomes crazy jealous Shuraba. I am looking forward to the teacher's article. I hope the author can continue to write the novel slowly and keep a happy mood. [Red heart]

I always feel that this is the sweetest plot in a short period of time. Yan Er has gone too deep into darkness and cannot go back. The bugs and drugs are all a thunderstorm [Caigou]

In fact, Matsuda still can't adapt to and accept the current Hagi, otherwise he wouldn't say "I believe you will change back to your original appearance". It feels so sad.

I'm too busy now and haven't checked in for updates for a long time. I didn't expect the teacher to be so difficult? Nothing is as important as yourself, so please make sure to give priority to taking care of yourself, especially adjusting your mood and state as much as possible. Many times, upward is an overall state. If necessary, you can temporarily give up things that will make you negative, including things that you once loved but currently only affect your mood. It's a great thing to still be alive, so please don't lose confidence in yourself. It's so, so, so good of you to be able to persist in what you like until now and write such a story. Please be kinder to yourself.

Oh no, I just found out it's 2025, ah, it should be 2026, don't give up

Boss hasn't updated yet? I really want to read the novel you wrote. Please come back. Don't give up. I am willing to wait for you until the end of the world. [Crying] [crying] [crying]

Boss, please come back and update soon. I miss you so much. Your writing is so beautiful. Please come back soon. It doesn't matter if you update slowly, please! ! ! [Crying] [crying] [crying]

When will the author come back? I miss you so much!