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During the days she spends home alone, Jingyan dreams of becoming someone surrounded by lots and lots of love.
She thought that was what being an idol was like.
But after joining SM and debuting, she realizes it might all be fake.
She thought she could finally settle down, but an accident turns her into someone who keeps a monster hidden inside.
Love, love, love.
I want lots and lots of love.
Would you still love me then?
The first step toward finding yourself is sacrificing yourself.
The cover shows the heroine's light stick, but its light is bluish purple.
Warnings:
It won't be pure romance in the later chapters!!! The rapper isn't a virgin, either. Everyone has their own life experiences.
My writing is poor, and the story progresses slowly. I'll revise it, but revisions generally mean adding more plot.
No System. The heroine's morals will fall apart for a while. This isn't a wish-fulfillment novel. (The chaotic, melodramatic love triangle begins in 2018. The current timeline is 2017. The actors won't be involved; they'll have a separate extra.)
The only golden finger is the career storyline: she debuts as a solo artist. Her debut won't be made public beforehand. Many people will have one-sided feelings for her, all after her debut. The A-society storyline starts earlier, in 2017.
There are extras featuring other characters.
There is a girls' love storyline, but it has a bad ending. Overall, though, this is still a romance.
Very slow-burn and centered on the heroine. The male lead's storyline begins in 2016, and the heroine's in 2018.
Idols will date (their relationship status is uncertain).
There will be individual endings, a multiple-partner ending, and bad endings.
P.P.S. I write to indulge my personal preferences. It's a Mary Sue story, a Mary Sue story.
Theme: It's all a dream
It's okay, keep working hard!! Once your job is stable, you can come back as soon as you can write. After all, the prerequisite for generating electricity for love is to fill your stomach, right? Come on! As long as you don't give up, Jingyan's chapter is a bit cute!
Like 🤩 It just feels like the heroine is psychologically controlled by Jiang Lin:(
[Let Me Kangkang] It looks good, but many chapters are locked.
Oh my god, it's so exciting. It's so well written.
I read it again, it was so exciting, I can already feel the tension of the plot behind it, and the writing style has improved a lot! Super looking forward to the update!
Woohoo, it's great that they can live a good life again
South Korea's strongest 0.5 Donghyuk baby applies to compete
Come on, madam, there are so few articles about Meng Meng.
Are you going to stop updating? 🥺
When will it be updated? [Spread Flowers]