Chen Jialing's PhD Diary

Hello, Carina Chen. I am also studying for a Ph. D. This year, but I just got in. Teachers prefer students who have obtained a Ph. D. Because they have started doing research early. Compared with them, students recruited from other schools may not even be able to compare with their first-year graduate students. After following the research group for more than a month, I was finally kicked out on the morning of last Tuesday, so I started to retaliate and mess around. I lay in the dormitory for almost a week, making up for short videos of variety shows, novels, movies, and fan fiction. During this period, I gave a report, and it was still pretty bad. On the day I was kicked out, I wanted to express myself well during the report and save my good-for-nothing image in front of the teacher. But then I really wasn't in the mood, so I made a hasty ppt. Now that I think about it, I deserved to be scolded. It was really not that good. My perfume sample will arrive tomorrow. I have never learned about perfume before, but Carina Chen's review is so attractive. I entered a no-man's land, a super cedar, and a Jo Malone orange blossom. I originally wanted to buy Gabrielle or Nile Garden, but the price was not suitable. In the end, after reading various fragrance descriptions, I chose apricot, peach blossom and honey. I am not sure whether it is suitable for me. In fact, it is quite frustrating. I have a purpose in buying perfume, that is, I hope it can deepen the first impression on others. This is really important for a PhD student in liberal arts who is single and wants to be single. However, I am very desperate. As before, there is no one who can develop in my circle. Potential partners, and the one who is blocked every month is not the campus, but my already narrow social circle, so I really envy Carina Chen, and I also envy the girls studying science and engineering. I am almost crying with envy, and Xiaowen happened to see the beautiful Carina Chen. What a wonderful thing! In the world of liberal arts, boys who are slightly similar are all chased by girls in a queue, like an emperor choosing a concubine. If I were to go back to the time when I filled out my application for the college entrance examination, I would definitely not come to study literature unless it was archeology. If I go to study archeology, I am willing to spend my whole life in the base with historical materials and cultural relics. Ha, who will care about whether I have a boyfriend? My desire to be single was mostly imposed on me by the outside world. They would always say that the later you move, the less likely you are to find a suitable person because the good boy has already been taken away. In fact, I have a premonition that love is only sweet when we release our desire to share and hang out together. My personality sometimes feels that others are annoying and wasting my time, and I become impatient and indifferent. How can I establish a stable intimate relationship like this? Realistic love is not as tempting as literary works. A few days before Carina Chan did not update, I miraculously fell into the trap of Haha CP. Although I have been interested in "Harry Potter" since I was a child, I had never stood by them before. When I was a teenager, I thought all the love descriptions in it were redundant. At that time, I was keen on adventurous growth stories, and I was a non-CP party. When I was in college, I took Deh, which was completely the performance of the second grade. Two years ago, I cried in WB "Young Youth" "I don't know Luo Hexiang", admitting that official marriage is the most correct, strong women and tolerating her little men are in line with my petty habits; and now I am moved by the companionship and encouragement of strong men and women, so I actually summarized my growth from the timeline of CP's preferences. When I discovered this, I was particularly surprised and shared it with my good friend, but she was not interested at all, and changed the topic in two sentences. It was quite depressing at that moment, especially when none of my friends around me could understand my boring discovery. I don't know how much Carina Chen knows about Harry Potter, but I can talk about it casually and she can listen casually. It doesn't matter if she doesn't know it or not. I'm really holding it back. I finished writing these words while listening to OneRepublic's "Apologize", which felt like I had vented my worries during this period. It is the accompaniment to one of the chapters of the fanfic. The belated apology is worthless. My English is not good, so I switched back to the music software and spelled it out, so Carina Chen is also very kind to me. Good night then, it's really time to cheer up and study tomorrow. I have a meeting tomorrow. Although I no longer have any illusions about being single, I still want to put on perfume and look pretty when meeting people.

My last relationship also ended in being green. What should I do? After all these years, I still hate the color green. It is so full of life and it always reminds me that I fed the dog with my passion... Wait! Jinjiang app is also green! T_T

I'm so moved when I see this book in my favorites again. It's been three years. I wish you all the best.

Chen Jialing's imagination has always been good, but she is too calm. If it were me, the moment I found out that Daozhi could change the ppt, I decided to rescue him and then specially change the ppt for me.

What a sparse update hhh

Qiuqiu update the article about male celebrities qwq

I really like to read Jia Ling's daily life, I find it very interesting, but I quickly skip the emotional world hhh, such a diary is great!

There is nothing to be anxious about turning 28 in three years. I have to consider working for two years after studying. Now the average life expectancy is very long, and there will be at least fifty years in the future. It will be too painful to live with the wrong person for such a long time.

Plain narrative, very touching

Are you all here yet? I can't see you if I'm not at 72