The year they graduated, Jing Huan pointed at the line "I am a despicable person" in Hai Yin's textbook and laughed without a care in the world.
Later, at their farewell dinner, everyone got together to play Truth or Dare.
When the bottle pointed at Hai Yin, seventeen-year-old Jing Huan curled his lips into a smile and casually asked, "By the way, what despicable thing did you do?"
Not every story has a happy ending. Hai Yin had known that for a long time. She knew Jing Huan didn't like her, and that he would eventually forget her.
Hai Yin chose dare: kiss one of the boys present.
The day she kissed Jing Huan, she wrote in her diary: Let this love that never happened end with my first kiss.
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Much later, Jing Huan helped Hai Yin move. In a corner, he found several yellowing notebooks. On the title page of each one were the words: Having a crush is despicable.
He was secretly delighted, thinking he had glimpsed her secret, hidden from the light. But when he saw the name Jing Huan appear again and again on the pages inside, he froze in place.
So he had once missed a heart that shone so brightly.
"Having a crush is despicable. I'm the despicable one."
Theme: Love should be expressed bravely
