I'll Bend Myself, and I Won't Let You Go Either

[The End] (Read the highlighted warning below before starting. Thanks.) - Xu Nan is a cross-dressing streamer who specializes in playing cute girls. His account on the platform is called "Nanmei." He'd always been a middling streamer, until one day he gained a generous, stylish big spender. The guy never lost a snipe or a PK battle, and utterly dominated the top streamers in rankings and annual competitions, making Xu Nan the platform's new top-tier star. It's not every day you find such a loyal bro. Xu Nan provides the full package: gaming companionship, chats, and midnight bedtime stories! When his big spender is in a bad mood, Xu Nan scours the internet for jokes, both new and old, determined to make him laugh. When his big spender is sick, Xu Nan orders medicine and food delivery in the middle of the night, staying up to keep him company even from afar. When it's cold, he reminds him to dress warmly. When it rains, he tells him to bring an umbrella. He sends thoughtful greetings at mealtimes, carefully prepares birthday gifts, and makes every holiday feel special. Xu Nan is convinced that there isn't a more considerate, better bro in the whole world! One day, Yu Xu accidentally clicked into a livestream called Nanmei... Sure, this "girl" was always flirting with him, claiming to love him more than anyone in the world and to be utterly devoted to him, crazily infatuated. But if she couldn't live without him... Yu Xu: Ahem. I guess there's no reason we can't get together. Nanmei: … Nanmei: (horrified) No, no, no! I may be a little coquettish, but I'm straight as a ruler! Caught between his sexuality and money, Xu Nan tearfully said goodbye to his cash. Nanmei: Bro, I'm sorry. I'm straight, the kind of guy who's so straight he has no friends. It's my fault for running my mouth. I'll return your money. I'm really sorry! (drops to his knees) (bows his head) Big Spender: Straight? Big Spender: ...A guy??? System: [The other person has enabled friend verification. You're not on their friend list...] Every contact was blocked, and the livestream account was deleted. Yu Xu laughed in exasperation. I've fallen for you. Even if you're a man, you're taking responsibility! He searched all night for cross-dressing videos, only to find burly men turning into cute girls. (He fell silent.) "Are all cross-dressing streamers this... rough around the edges?" His assistant hesitated and replied cautiously, "Well... not all of them?" Yu Xu: ... The Yu family thought their son would stay overseas, but he suddenly returned home. Yu's mother: Why are you back? Yu Xu sneered. "I'm back to catch a little liar!" ** One day, a customer with an appointment came to the shop. Xu Nan greeted him with a smile, then saw his face and felt a chill run down his spine. The handsome, tall man strolled inside, his gaze fixed firmly on Xu Nan as he chuckled. "What, you don't even greet your big bro when you see him?" ★★Important Notice★★ Minors should not spend money on livestream gifts. Adults should spend responsibly, too! [Livestreaming Guide] 1. One-on-one romance, both leads are each other's first. 2. An entertainment livestreaming story with scenes of the protagonist wearing women's clothes! 3. This is a livestreaming story, with chat comments. 4. The livestreaming platform borrows and blends features from several platforms. Don't treat it as an accurate depiction of any real platform. 5. The characters aren't perfect. 6. [A straight guy who flirts wildly on livestreams vs. a grudge-holding top who'd rather turn himself gay than let the matter go.] P.S. Some readers were concerned about the illustrations, so I only chose a gorgeous solo picture of the top and a couple picture. The gorgeous illustrations are hard to get, with a very low chance of drawing one, so I chose only two (the minimum allowed): a cover family portrait you can click to view, and a solo picture of the top. I opened the illustration feature so everyone could see Nanmei and his big spender. As for why I chose the top and not the bottom for the gorgeous illustration, (wipes sweat) it's because I'm a little biased toward Nanmei. Professor Yu only commissioned one illustration, while Nanmei has four, showing him in all kinds of looks. So I chose the only picture of Professor Yu for the gorgeous illustration. (Reader Advisory) 1. The protagonist is hard of hearing. He's a streamer, but he doesn't insult people or argue, and he certainly doesn't swear. He's simply not wired that way. His personality on livestream isn't the same as in everyday life. People are complex, so don't box a character in with just a few words. (This is the first time a reader has asked me to warn them that the protagonist doesn't swear. I thought that was interesting, so I added it.) 2. Don't use real people as references for the characters in the story. They're original creations. Just as no two leaves in the world are alike, neither are people. 3. [Important] I don't like reader advisories and won't add them unless there's a special reason. Everyone has different sensitivities, and I can't list them all. Having a blurb full of warnings is really strange. I only want to focus on readers who like my work. If you realize this story isn't for you, please leave right away. Don't force yourself; there's no happiness in that. 4. Don't make false claims in reader advisories. I'll delete them if I see them. 5. If you drop the story, it means we're no longer mutually invested, so there's no need to tell me. Thank you. (bows) 6. This is an entertainment livestreaming story focused on PK battles. The fun is all about spending money. You may want to learn a bit about entertainment livestreaming before deciding whether to read. Livestreaming burns money, so if you can't stand characters spending money, don't read this! ↓↓↓ Here's a preview of my new story: "Baby, Want a Sip of Strawberry Milk?" (Blurb) Jian Nuoqing is an Omega, soft and adorable, and has always been a well-behaved child in the eyes of adults. After graduating from a prestigious university, his family hoped he'd take a job in government, but instead he plunged headfirst into the streaming world. When his older brother heard, he earnestly tried to talk him out of it. "The streaming world is full of bad people. Our little Nuomi shouldn't go there." Jian Nuoqing wouldn't listen. He applied for a streamer account on the Dayu platform called "Little Nuomi." The Jian family was very worried. Surely their naive Little Nuomi would get bullied. But on his first day streaming... Little Nuomi grabbed a player who'd just entered his room and asked, "Big bro, your avatar is so handsome. What scent of Alpha are you?" Player A: ? That's sexual harassment! Keep this up and I'll have to send you gifts! On his second day streaming... Little Nuomi wore a puff-sleeved dress, his eyes red as he pouted pitifully. "No babies like strawberry-milk-scented Omegas? I'm super sweet, you know." Player B: I'm a macho guy. How could I possibly like strawberry milk? But he just called me baby. On his third day streaming... Player C: I haven't been a big spender in years. Little Nuomi crossed his arms and puffed out his cheeks. "Whoever helps me beat the bad guy on the other team will be my precious darling. Little Nuomi gets super fierce and goes 'Awoo!' when he's mad!" Player C: I've been doing this for so many years. One more day won't hurt. Orz A new streamer called Little Nuomi suddenly rose to fame on the Dayu platform, with loads of wealthy, generous big spenders in his corner. The platform's big spenders were all there for him. New players became big spenders because of him, battling until they were bruised and battered every day just to compete for the top spot on his fan leaderboard. In the end, Little Nuomi would sniffle and say, "Big bros, stop fighting. Can you please listen to Little Nuomi?" The wealthy big spenders felt sorry for him. "All right, all right. We'll do whatever our Little Nuomi says." Little Nuomi: One spender a day, and weekends off. Every day after ending his stream, Jian Nuoqing went to hang out at a friend's bar. There, he had another nickname: Little Spicy O. That's because his pheromones smelled like bird's eye chili: hot and pungent. He lived up to his name, with spicy pheromones, wild dancing, and an especially fiery temper. The last person who got on his bad side was still lying in the hospital. Everyone at the bar wanted him, but no one dared approach him. A guy at the bar teased him. "Spicy Babe, I hear you're livestreaming. Which platform and what's your name? I'll come support you so you don't have to sit alone at home looking all gloomy." Jian Nuoqing held a cigarette between his teeth and glanced at him with a smile. "If I told you, I'd scare you to death." In every sense of the phrase. Theme: Hard work brings wealth.