[Bungo Stray Dogs/Kunikida and Dazai] Intersection

From the moment he put on that ring, the fireworks that Dazai Osamu saw rising into the sky were no longer fleeting, but the eternal brilliance that existed deep in his memory and even his soul and ignited the temperature of life. I'm afraid Dazai never thought that he would really have such a day, that he would get his own happiness... [He was not looking at the fireworks, but looking at his happy self] So Kunikida decided to grab the hand of the person in front of him. Of course he succeeded, and he held the firework tightly. From the moment Kunikida read [Book]'s message after proposing, he finally realized a fact that was so clear and cruel - the [Osama Dazai] he saw dead was his partner, and the gift he gave to join the company was the beginning. He was the real driving force behind the scenes... The one who pushed [Osama Dazai] to die. But fortunately, the story has a happy ending. Daddy! My card secret! Nice job "Whether you look up or down when you look at the fireworks in the sky, I'm not even satisfied, Because the most suitable angle is the reflection in your eyes. "

[Dazai Osamu has always been a gentle and good person] Perhaps others will only see the cynical Dazai Osamu, a member of the detective agency, who loves suicide and sacrifice for love. But in the eyes of Kunikida, his partner and secret admirer, "Dazai Osamu" is a gentle and good person, a trustworthy partner, and a person who he slows down and loves carefully. It is the only exception in his carefully prepared plan. So what about [The Chief]? [It's so great that the person I fell in love with is Kunikida-kun] He smiled from the bottom of his heart. While he was happy for his choice, he understood one thing - the person in front of him was not [his] knight, but he wanted this person to see him fall and disappear like fireworks... So he firmly believed that such a good Kunikida would meet a better person. Others watched the fall of [Dazai Osamu]. The red scarf fluttering in the wind was like a living being wandering with the piety of the sunrise. The approaching night presented a cloud shadow trying to smooth the folds of the clothes, the gradually blurring black spots on the rooftop and the hands that could not be grasped... Therefore, the too bright sky light broke away from the day, and they docked at the dock at dusk, announcing the end of everything. "When a person dies, he disappears like water."

[He suddenly flashed mist-filled iris-colored eyes, staring in the direction where Kunikida was standing alone... But after realizing something, he looked lonely and sad] Realized what? Realizing that my empty chest is filled with fragile, light and shimmering memories. Looking at the person in front of me, watching the other person fall in love with other people as I thought he would, and meeting someone better and more worthy than myself... But my heart suddenly felt bitter, so I kept telling myself "I'm not worthy"... Everything Kunikida saw was a mime performance, and he was the only audience. He knew his thoughts very well and knew that the person named "Osama Dazai" was his partner, his lover, and the only exception in his plan (a good knife but it feels so sweet) "I have to do something very important. I want to see Odasaku." I know the consequences of my choice to go but I still go. Like withered roses and dead leaves falling in the garden, and the ripples of rain falling on the water, then my dear leader, you are a wisp of mist melting in the wind, a firework embracing the afterglow...

Okay???(* ??????*)??? I'm here to call daddy!! "How can you kill a butterfly? Cut the cocoon and the butterfly that cannot fly will fall to its death." Osamu Dazai is one such butterfly. In his eyes, the already fragile world was like the last cocoon, but the appearance of the book completely cut open this cocoon. He understood everything and knew everything, so the butterfly could no longer fly. The square and well-defended room was the tomb where the butterfly left... Kunikida is very aware of the difference between [Osama Dazai] and his partner Osamu Dazai, "This is Osamu Dazai with a bandage on his face and a bright red scarf around his neck." He is Osamu Dazai, but he is not someone he is familiar with... For If Yin, Tou Zai is the god who helps her. Because she is too clear about the secret and unknowing tenderness of Tou Zai, she understands that ** is not suitable for Tou Zai. "The gentle butterfly only needs to stop on the branch and fly to the sky. The night is too dark to see the way." Ah, no matter how you think about it, this is the ending of He Tou Zai. At least the butterfly that cannot fly fell to its death easily...

How can I describe this feeling? It's so touching... (Daddy! You are my Cammy!!!) "There is no abnormality in Kunikida in any world." Because he knew very well that there was no such thing, he stubbornly believed that the person in front of him was a phantom and an illusion, something that he had already lost and could not obtain... In Dazai's occasional imagination, those dreamy nights constructed of beautiful memories were the only deep and dark pool where he could hide himself, and the corner where he could allow himself to relax for a while. He felt from the bottom of his heart that time was too slow and too far away. What made him feel slow was not the length of time, but that it was meaningless. What made him feel distant was not the length of time, but the two or three things that made him afraid that he would be irreversible... The answer to that psychological test may be "It's pitch black, there's nothing left." "Nothing" means that you haven't had anything yet, and "Nothing left" means that you lost it completely before you even reacted after you got it.

As expected of Daddy, Daddy has a very clear understanding of the behavior of the leader Zai. [He] is Dazai Osamu, the leader of the gang, a child who has long stopped taking other people's hands. [He] loved that world, so he would sacrifice everything to protect it, and set up a huge five-step plan... Then when there was another Kunikida he cared about, [he] could only choose not to care, ignore and ignore; because [he] knew very well that the Kunikida standing in front of [him] was an illusion, an illusion, because he was not Osamu Dazai, a member of the Butei Club, he was the leader of the gang... If I have to say it, Dazai in the main world has a light (Kunikida), and Zai, the leader, is trying to gather the remaining warmth of the light (those memories obtained through the book)... Zai, the leader, is still the timid child. The more he desires it, the faster he believes that the lost time will come faster. In short, come on Kunikida! Break down that barrier of isolation Call Daddy!!

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Red hair, is it Odasaku?

Awesome, this is everyone's he.

It was so well written that I cried and laughed while reading it.