A Love Diary of Someone with Lithromanticism

I want you to love me. I don't want you to fall for me because you feel sorry for me.

Lithromantic: Someone who tends to fall in love with others from afar but fears forming a real intimate relationship with them.

Stream-of-consciousness style.

The male lead is based on Shinji Ikari.

Theme: The first love you fall for when you're young can never be undone