I Don't Dare to Love You Anymore [Rebirth]

The pre-collection of "This time, I will give up on you first" is available next door. Please collect it~ Copywriting of this article: Lin Shu died tragically in a fire. Before closing his eyes, Lin Shu thought that if there was an afterlife, he would never be a human being again. Being a human being would be too tiring, and he would be abandoned by his lover, framed by his relatives, and locked in a mental hospital, where life would be worse than death. In the raging fire, carbon monoxide entered his nose, Lin Shu listened to Qin Yuchi's favorite song, thinking that he would finally be freed. He and Qin Yuchi are like the two poles of a glacier, never meeting each other. He and Qin Yuchi are like magnetic fields at the same pole, always repelling each other. Lin Shu knew that they were not suitable for each other, but he did not believe in evil or fate. He only loved Qin Yuchi, so he tried his best to force Qin Yuchi to accept his love by threatening his acting career. So in the end, Lin Shu was sent to a mental hospital and had no peace every night. This was just Qin Yuchi's revenge and the punishment he deserved. At the moment when his breathing stopped, Lin Shu recalled Qin Yuchi's hateful eyes, looking at him as if he were looking at dirt in the mud, and suddenly felt that everything was lifeless and meaningless. When he closed his eyes, Lin Shu used his last bit of strength to whisper, "I'll let you go, Yuchi." - When he opened his eyes again, Lin Shu went back to two years ago, when he was at the peak of his career and before he met Qin Yuchi. Depleted by the paranoia and pain of his previous life, Lin Shu avoided all places where he could meet Qin Yuchi in this life. He didn't even care about the company's affairs and was depressed day and night. Every day before dawn, Lin Shu drove alone to the edge of the cliff and stared at the sun. Every day when it gets dark, Lin Shu sits alone on the balcony railing, staring at the stars. Powerless, spiritless, and emotionless. Lin Shu didn't want to live, and he didn't have the courage to die. He was wasting away like a zombie, waiting for an accident to happen and take him away from the world. But who knows, Lin Shu didn't go to see the mountain, but the mountain rose from the ground. Lin Shu went to see the sea and "happened" to see Qin Yuchi filming on the beach. When Lin Shu watched the aurora, he would "happen" to meet Qin Yuchi who was going abroad to shoot a magazine blockbuster. Even if Lin Shu was depressed at home, Qin Yuchi would move next door to him and become his neighbor. Qin Yuchi: "Hello, we meet again." Lin Shu: "I'm not good. Goodbye." Before sunrise, Lin Shu stood on the cliff again and stepped out of the cliff with one foot. When he stepped on the line of life and death, a figure suddenly appeared behind him and pulled him back to the world. Qin Yuchi's eyes were about to burst, and his eyes were filled with red bloodshot eyes. He gritted his teeth with hatred, which made Lin Shu's shoulders hurt. "Lin Shu, if you like to use those dirty methods to love me, then I will stay with you to the end this time. Do you dare to die?" Lin Shu looked at Qin Yuchi's familiar "hateful" look and felt relieved. He also smiled, but the smile was uglier than crying. "It was my fault before, I'm sorry." Lin Shu turned his head and broke away from Qin Yuchi's hand. - Qin Yuchi once thought that Lin Shu was the person he should hate the most. But when Lin Shu turned into bones and ashes and disappeared from the world, and Qin Yuchi touched his heart that hurt like a knife, he realized that he also loved Lin Shu very much. Previous life: indifferent and not long-mouthed x paranoid and crazy criticizing This life: The paranoid mad dog actor attacks x the decadent emo CEO suffers 1. The opening chapter of attack and reception is about twins, 1v1, double c, he, not hzc. The plot of this article is very drama, and the protagonists are all crazy in love. 2. Gong was injured after rebirth and lost his memory, but gradually recovered his memory. 3. In the previous life, Shou tried to forcefully demand love from him, but Shou was not sent to a mental hospital. There were many misunderstandings. From the beginning to the end, they only loved each other. They loved each other to the point of going crazy, and they loved each other so much that they couldn't extricate themselves. --------------- "This time, I'll give up on you first" copy: Zhu Nan became a canary who could only be exploited by others. What's even more ironic is that the financial owner was his first love. Ten years ago, Wei Zhaoxing walked away, leaving Zhu Nan alone, lost in the afterglow outside the airport. Ten years later, Wei Zhaoxing suddenly appeared again and insisted on letting the Zhu family pack him up and send him to the Wei family. Zhu Nan thought that an adopted son like him, who was also a cheap actor, was destined to be a dodder anyway, so he could go to any house. Even if he was an old lover, he knew how to measure. On the first day when she moved into Wei's house, Zhu Nan knew how to be sensible and chose the smallest room in the house, which was sunny and humid, but safe enough. Wei Zhaoxing frowned, "Go to sleep in my bedroom." Zhu Nan politely refused, "No, thank you sir for your kindness." Later, everyone said that Wei Zhaoxing was about to get engaged. Zhu Nan knew how to behave and packed his meager luggage overnight, but was caught by Wei Zhaoxing. Wei Zhaoxing snatched the luggage, held his wrist, and asked with eyes wide open: "Zhu Nan, in your eyes, who am I?" Zhu Nan said without any hesitation, "Finance Master." He once regarded the fallen star as a treasure and held it in his hands, but was burned and burned by the star's fire, and he was half dead from the pain. So he won't now. - It took Wei Zhaoxing ten years to finally control the Wei family. Whatever he wanted, he could get it easily. But what he wants most is a follower named Zhu Nan. However, times have changed, and followers will grow up one day. He wanted Zhu Nan to live in the bedroom, but Zhu Nan only wanted to huddle in a narrow room. He wanted Zhu Nan to call him brother, but Zhu Nan only wanted to call him "unfamiliar sir." Even if the scene is finished, Zhu Nan would rather stay on the set and be an idler than go home to see him. No matter what Wei Zhaoxing did, even pressing Zhu Nan against the wall, Zhu Nan would not react, let alone get angry, like a pool of stagnant water that no longer surged. Later, Wei Zhaoxing had no choice but to pull out a photo of them together when they were eighteen, and begged in a low voice: "Tell me, Zhu Nan, what should we do so that we can return to this time." The young man in the old photo is carefree. Zhu Nan stared blankly at the old photos, and finally reacted. She looked directly into his eyes for the first time, but with age-old hatred, "We can't go back, Wei Zhaoxing, you gave up on me first." It was you who gave up on me first. So this time, I will give up on you first. Gradually desperate mad critic x indifferent sober actor suffers 1v1, sc, he There are many misunderstandings From beginning to end there is only each other Intention: Never give up, pursue the dawn