After Becoming My Own Dark Moonlight

Everyone said the young master of the Song family was arrogant, kept his distance from both men and women, and was impossible to please. But only a few people knew that, ever since high school, he had harbored a long-standing crush on an older schoolmate. Later, when that schoolmate became a celebrity, he did everything he could to become his patron: acting cool as he gave him money and connections, while screaming with excitement inside and being too much of a coward to confess his feelings.

But the one he had once thought of as his pure, untouchable first love turned out to be a dark obsession. After cheating him out of money and affection, the man kicked him aside and claimed the title of Best Actor. He had also kept a childhood sweetheart hidden from Song Zhuo for years.

Song Zhuo valued love, but he wasn't a saint. Once he uncovered the truth, he tore his first love from his pedestal and devoted himself to his career.

Then, after successfully signing a contract one day, he got into a melodramatic car accident.

When he opened his eyes again, he had become the younger version of his own first love, Shu Jing. Sitting across from him was his former self, pretending to be indifferent while his eyes brimmed with concern.

He picked up a mirror and immediately retched.

A celebrity top who wants the bottom to see him for who he really is every day X A pure-hearted, easily fooled patron who can always find excuses for the top

(I can't give up on writing a story where the top and bottom are the same person. I refuse to believe I can't write a good one myself. Hmph.)

Premise: Perseverance