The Third Year After Boss Dazai's Death

Mr. Oda, you didn't do anything wrong, so why do you need to apologize? Those loves, hates, those regrets, those ashes that are blown away by the wind after burning out, none of them belong to you. No matter whether you regret it or hate it, it is impossible for you to step into his territory.

After some research, if a person jumps from 20 to 30 floors above, he will definitely die, but it will take about five minutes to reach the ground before he is brain-dead, that is, completely dead. Mr. Dazai, during these five minutes or so, at the end, you clearly felt your skin and flesh exploding, your ribs breaking and shattering inch by inch, your internal organs exploding, and your head being concussed... What were you thinking? Are you happy that you are finally free? Or are you tired of letting go and laughing at yourself, swallowing your last cry for help from the human world when you should have known better?

Mr. Oda, there is no need to be like this. There is no forgiveness or unforgiveness. He will not hate you, never. After all, you have nothing to do with each other, right?

The teacher's writing was so good that I cried. From learning the truth to dreams to regrets, etc., The connection is super good. One of my favorite articles. I selfishly believe that BE is the final outcome. Leader Dazai's wishful thinking. When there is no reply, BE is the outcome that will not change. Mr. Dazai was already very tired, and it was torture to see this rotten world again from a peaceful death. Perfect HE is not possible. Flowers after the crematorium cannot make up for a broken heart. The truth that Mr. Oda learned was something that Dazai did not want him to know. Dazai hoped that his Odasaku could sit at the table facing the sea, happily write novels, and live an ordinary life. Three years have passed. If Mr. Dazai will be resurrected, doesn't it mean that he has been trapped alone in this world for three years? Thinking about it carefully, I feel a little sad in my heart. And I don't know whether Mr. Oda is right to know the truth. If Mr. Oda knows (this article) and Mr. Dazai cannot be resurrected, isn't this an unattainable BE ending? This is a torture that will make Mr. Oda feel guilty for a lifetime. As the teacher wrote, Mr. Oda is already very sad. This is so sad. But if Mr. Oda doesn't know, no one will know what Mr. Dazai has done, and there won't be any possibility of friendship between the rogue faction. . . The word friendship of the rogue faction will not appear. None of the three people can get their friendship. Mr. Oda will not know that his friends are silently paying for him. Mr. Dazai will not get anything. . . In fact, none of this seems to have anything to do with Mr. Dazai. . . Wuwuwuwu. Personally, I don't want Mr. Oda and others to know, because Mr. Dazai wouldn't want his Odasaku to be sad. This is just my little feeling. A lot of knives can be seen in the text!!! Whether it's the stranger's attitude towards Ango by the leader, his powerlessness as an insider, his indifference as an outsider, or his unspeakable apology. . . . The teacher's article made me see a huge sadness. The rose after the tragedy only increases the sadness. But everything is so natural. This is a sad possibility of if. The teacher's writing style is super delicate. I really like it. This is my first time writing a long review and I don't even know what I'm writing about. Can the teacher do it? . . Sticky sticker? . . Ahhhhh (shy (covering face (peeping)~ Maybe, maybe you can praise me (gleaming dog eyes staring~... If you don't have money, airdrop some moon stones...

[This is not the leader I want to be] [It's so hard] [As long as it's not in this store, you can shoot anywhere] Please save me, Odasaku

It's so cruel, I can't imagine how to end it. Although my xp is the whole crematorium, it's useless to regret it, but it was the leader's killing! The leader, Zai, didn't really want to die. Everyone he cared about was alive. He was just too tired. He collapsed and wanted to cry without tears. He wanted to be free. And even if there are so many traps, the future is uncertain. Instead of worrying about the destruction of the world, there is no need to worry about death. I believe that no matter how difficult it is, if Zai can be put together well, even if his body is covered with cracks, he can stand up in everyone's embrace. Rest when you are tired, recuperate when you feel hurt, let time pass slowly, and return to the starting point. He was still tied up and lying on Writer Oda's bed.

The knives are raining down so well. As long as I can reach Oda with the knife, I will be happy... Wuwu... I'm really happy... Zaizai ah ah QAQ

Every time I read if-related articles, this moment is what I look forward to most. Look, your peaceful and happy life now is all based on one person's flesh and blood. No one knows about his achievements, but on the day he died, you were still cheering When you know this cruel truth, how will those of you who claim to be righteous feel?

The person who is least willing to accept this false reality is Fei Jia, a cruel and noble idealist.

Crying, crying and fussing, woo woo woo, what a great write-up, Mrs. It's been a long time since I read a Fumino fanfic, and this book suddenly brought me back to the pit where I fell in love with Dazai a few years ago, that sad and crazy feeling. .