Where would someone running toward darkness meet someone embracing the sun?
At dusk, or at dawn?
The world-weary suffer day after day, unable to escape.
Those who love life struggle desperately, yet fail to survive.
Yu Fei hates the endless nights and resents being unable to see an end to them.
Chai Su laments how little time remains and fears he won't live to see the dawn.
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One day in his first year of college, Chai Su was passing the sports field when he saw a group of girls in graduation gowns, holding flowers as they took their graduation photos.
He froze for a long moment, then opened his phone and sent a message that seemed to come out of nowhere:
[Class monitor, if I'm not around when we graduate, remember to buy Yu Fei a bouquet of flowers for me. Make sure it has sunflowers.]
At the graduation ceremony in her senior year, Yu Fei received a huge bouquet of sunflowers. The handwriting on the card was unfamiliar, but she knew Chai Su must have sent them, even though he had long since passed away.
In this world, no one but Chai Su would give her flowers.
No one but Chai Su understood her.
Reader's guide:
1. Depressed heroine x terminally ill hero
2. Both virgins, both die, tragic ending
3. The romance isn't angsty, but life is hard
-- Autumn Never Comes, currently serializing. Please add it to your favorites --
They fell in love in the early autumn of his eighteenth year.
They parted in the height of summer when she was nineteen.
In a shabby rented room, the two of them promised to keep moving forward together.
But in the end, only Chen Huai remained, standing alone outside the university she had dreamed of attending, holding two admission letters.
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Fang Xia said autumn was her favorite season,
but she didn't survive that summer,
and never lived to see the cool breezes and osmanthus blossoms that year.
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★ Runaway girl x boy who quit school to work
★ Quiet little angel x gentle boy pretending to rebel
★ Reader's guide: Both virgins, tragic ending
--- Completed works. Welcome to read! ---
Open ending: Spring Grass, world-weary heroine x devoted rich boy
Happy ending: The Bright Moon Shines Through the Smoke, hearing-impaired art editor x gentle counselor
Happy ending: Letters and Love, proud heroine x gentle hero, sweet school romance
Tragic ending: The Moon Lost in the Wilderness, short unrequited-love story
Theme: May every illness be cured.
An Endless Summer
When the Winter Snow Melts
Spring Rain, Silken Threads
Clear Skies Beyond Blue
Mountain Light in the Breeze
Little Li Yue
Searching Everywhere, I Still Can't Find You
Love Letters on a Snowy Night
The Wind Cannot Be Stopped
Manta and the Guitar
Summer Breeze, Gentle as Grain
Yu Fei, who was drowning in infinite darkness and pain, unable to see the dazzling sun and hope, met Chai Su, who was born to face the sun but was suffering from ailments and had only a few days to live. Yu Fei, who was riddled with wounds, seemed to be loved and embraced by Chai Su. A little bit of filling, but how can a person who has long been accustomed to the darkness easily walk towards the sun? However, Chai Su, a young man who loves to smile in the sunshine, does his best to stay by Yu Fei's side, hoping that this person who is full of despair about the world will smile more. The two stood on opposite sides of life and death and loved each other deeply, but after all, Chai Su, who loved life and was full of hope, left this world full of injustice and pain but full of sunshine and hope with regrets about the world and deep love for Yu Fei, leaving Yu Fei who finally got some sunshine. And Yu Fei also lost the only light and warmth in her endless life. After finally catching a glimpse of the sunshine, she could only sink into endless darkness, pain and hopelessness again. Later, Yu Fei received the sunflowers belonging to the sun that Chai Su prepared many years ago and everything that originally belonged to her but was taken away. Yu Fei finally went to the death she longed for and gained her own liberation. At the end of the story, Yu Fei finally saw her own sun, ran towards Chai Su who came to pick her up, and broke away from the dark world that had bound her for more than twenty years.
So is Chai Su just a fictitious character and the car accident is just a dream that Feifei wants to end her life? Isn't it too miserable for Feifei? The sunshine in life is created by oneself and has nothing to rely on.
I seem to see my own shadow in Yu Fei
Look at the iron guys who are crying. Although some words can still be refined, sincere feelings are always the most touching.
Whether Chai Sucun exists or not, it is very sad.
Let's go, let's go together
I cry when I think of his death
Don't knife me at night>_
I feel like I am Yu Fei, who has been struggling. The author really expressed my feelings. Thank you very much.
Who knows? My name is X Feifei