The Standard Aristocratic Lady

The heroine was born into a family in troubled times. The days when ordinary people were slaves were undoubtedly very painful for a child who had studied for nine years of compulsory education. Her worldview, values, and outlook on life are completely different from those of all living beings in this era. If you are half a step ahead, you are a genius; if you are one step ahead, you are a madman! Her ideological acceptance is the essence of tens of thousands of years of cultural inheritance. However, the current situation, culture, and ideas of the era she lives in are the shackles that restrict her. When she was young, her parents and brothers and sisters lived far away from each other; she lived in a remote suburb with only servants around her, and no one could be her tree hole. Without a channel to vent, she could only close herself. If you have no desires, you will be strong. I have nothing but a good life, and the spiritual world is still alive. This also corresponds to the saying that wisdom must be hurt. In order to survive, he actually forced himself to become a Buddha statue in the temple, sitting on a lotus throne without joy or sorrow, with a jade heart and compassionate eyes. People are alive, contradictory and struggling. Occasionally when talking, I will feel uncomfortable when I see children in need of help, I will be happy because of their shining points, and I will fight back without hesitation in the face of danger. On the way she tried to say something to her fiancé and brother. But her thoughts were too scary, too crazy for them, and they noticed the danger even without touching it and interrupted the topic. It feels like she is constantly holding herself accountable, constantly wanting to do something. But she didn't know what to do while protecting herself. At this time, the helplessness in her heart made her keep questioning herself, torturing her over and over again. On the other hand, the universal world view kept telling her that all the aristocratic families were ants. As a fellow human being, she couldn't do it... If a drop of water enters the oil pan, it will be fried to pieces. She disguises herself as oil, but unfortunately water is just water. She has empathy and compassion that the world cannot understand. Others always think that the heroine is cold and arrogant, and has a heart of stone. But I don't know that she has the softest heart... I hope she can grow from a duckweed to a towering tree as soon as possible, do what she wants to do, and go her own way, even if it is only a small world.

The heroine's parents feel that if they leave the heroine alone at home, no one will treat her badly, and her temper will be better, so now that there is a need for marriage, they call the heroine back. Now I feel that the heroine has a bad temper, and I also think that if something happens in the future, I will ignore the heroine. I really can't stand what kind of parents these are. Please don't wash away this kind of family relationship. It's disgusting.

The world view that does not tolerate the world makes the heroine very lonely! She also doesn't want to "complicit"! So she is like a spectator, staying outside the world. Keeping your persistence alone! He doesn't follow the rules of this world. Convincing and deceiving yourself is your business and has nothing to do with me. She likes Zhuangzi's small world, because where she is the heaven, she can live in a way that makes her comfortable. Therefore, she was satisfied with the indifference of the host family and her parents, but she was also disappointed; satisfied that she did not have to accept the three views that were different from hers, the world rules of the wealthy family to the wealthy family, and the bamboo family to the bamboo family; dissatisfied that the relationship between her family and her was as thin as paper. But she doesn't care about her family either. Because she wasn't born through the fetus! As soon as she came through, she had a splitting headache and said the wrong thing as if to vent her anger, so she was thrown into the Zhuangzi. So since she came to this world, her thoughts have not been forced to be indoctrinated or transformed from the beginning to the end! Therefore, that Zhuangzi not only protected her, but also isolated her from understanding the world! So her advanced thinking is unacceptable to the world! She is out of tune with this world! Her heart has nowhere to rest! So she is outside the world! Like a lonely star - Now she is finally "cooperating" with the world. Looking forward to the wonderful poems she will compose in the future -

Who doesn't want to be poor? The wealthy are more afraid of poverty. In order to achieve prosperity, the poor work hard and work hard. Cultivate the fields, sharpen the tools for work, do business, and learn to read books. Everyone is keeping to themselves. But except for those few scholars who could gain fame and pass the imperial examination, most of the others still lived in hardships. Is it because they don't work hard or make progress? No. All because today's prosperous people are unwilling and do not allow them to give the opportunity of development to the poor. I am even less willing to share the fine clothes and food with them. They regard poverty as a shame. It is also because they have witnessed many dignitaries fail in intrigues and become poor. So I am more afraid of poverty. Therefore, they spare no effort to exploit the poor and amass wealth in order to maintain this kind of prosperity forever and benefit their descendants. In their eyes, the so-called world is just a little bit of money and status on the tip of their noses. It is said that what goes up is effective when it comes down. When the poor see the rich set such a disgraceful example, in order to become prosperous, they can only find another way. Farmers give up their fields and do not do it, or wander into the city, or become bandits; workers give up their sharp tools and do not use them, or become addicted to gambling, or drink and have fun; businessmen give up their trade and do not do it, or they curry favor with the powerful, or lend money for profit; students give up their lessons and do not specialize, or they opportunistically, or they try to follow the dragon and the phoenix. Even though some people still talk about the virtues of saints and saints, they are just practicing to become hypocrites. In fact, there is nothing wrong with the ancient teachings of sages, but should we today ask ourselves: Do we worry about the world when we are poor? Now, should the masters repair their minds? As the saying goes: If you are not righteous yourself, how can you rectify others?

Seeing now, there are too many people's pain and helplessness written about. I just don't know what the heroine is doing. I just feel that the heroine is getting more and more boring. She is like a piece of wood. She doesn't think about improving the food when she sees it is not delicious. She is like a walking dead. It is better to be dead than to be alive like this.

The last chapter has been revised and looks much better. In fact, the heroine is the one in power now. With her current status, it is most appropriate to boil the frog in warm water and do what she wants to do, or she has the right to speak. Without the right, everything is empty talk. Because to liberate the labor force, we must emancipate our minds, and what is necessary is reform and the abolition of slavery. Reform and opening up can liberate the labor force, improve productivity, and emancipate the mind.

It feels a bit unbearable. As a vested interest, the heroine wants to change the status quo, but she doesn't know how to change it little by little. She enjoys the rich family, and her mercy is only because the knife did not fall on her. She seems to be out of touch, but she is more escaping from reality, and her otherworldly fireworks are also annoying. After all, no matter where you are, people are integrating into life, rather than fighting against the entire era.

How strange. Why is the heroine's chapter written so strangely? Not just the Holy Mother... Even if she did as she pleased, why would she vent her dissatisfaction and unhappiness on the maid? She thought about beggars and those people who had a bad life, but why didn't she think about the people around her, and still thought that the people around her were very happy? This chapter made me feel that the heroine is very self-righteous... She is self-righteous and feels that she is incompatible with others. She does not want to communicate with others, but she also wants to be a Bodhisattva. Crazy

This chapter feels like the heroine's character is a bit broken, but I'm still looking forward to seeing the follow-up of the heroine.

... I don't understand... Don't you care? Why are you still doing it from time to time? Don't you just care about doing something within the scope of what you can do? Or don't do it, it's going on for a while, but it's true that the heroine the author wrote seems to be a moody person.