Even Roses Wither

As the author said, I had a person like this when I was in middle school. He didn't talk at first, he was his deskmate, and he passed small notes around, but he passed them to people who liked him. He learned the same thing later. I know how he felt when he transferred to another school. It's the same as the other person, absent-minded every day, the same that I can't remember my ID number, but he comes to me as soon as I open my mouth, and I've liked the same for many years!!! Even though I fell in love halfway, my heart will still move when I think of him... All the things in junior high school All my friends knew that I liked him, but he was the only one who didn't know... Actually, my first impression of him was not very good, because my good friend was his former deskmate before I became his deskmate. At that time, my friends complained every day that he was very cold and didn't like to talk, and he didn't say more than ten words a week... Suddenly one night our class teacher suddenly asked me and my friend to change places and be his deskmate. But surprisingly, it was not like this. We spoke for the first time that day. That night was because there was an exam. We sat in the first row at the door. The exam required that the tables should be separated, so one of us had to move the table to the door. It was winter at that time, and neither of us wanted to go to the door to blow the cold wind. I I remember that I took the initiative to say the first sentence: "You sit at the door." This is the beginning of our story! In the following days, what was different from my friend was that we talked every day, whether it was chatting or bickering. I also questioned whether my friend was really the person you were talking about. Hahaha!!!! The two of us talked a lot. Sometimes Sometimes the classmates next to us would say that we both talked too much hahaha... Another time after class, the boys in our class liked to play in the back of the classroom. I went to throw away the trash behind. When I passed by, there were boys who bullied me but were not friendly. I am relatively introverted and I didn't want to quarrel with them, so I quietly threw away the trash. I returned to my seat. Although I felt so wrong on the surface, I still felt very wronged in my heart. It wasn't until class was over that he returned to his seat. I didn't know what happened when he saw what happened after class. He said: Why are you doing this, don't you know how to fight back? I'm just too cowardly. Why don't I return the favor when others bully me? Thinking, when I heard him say this, I was really touched and almost cried... But then I forgot what the reason for our quarrel was and it happened to be our turn to change seats. Our grades were also very similar, and we were both in the same ranking. Every time he was in front of me or I was in front of him. This time he was in front of me, and he chose the seat first. , He chose the seat on the innermost side, and the seat next to him was empty at that time. When I chose the seat, I was angry because of the quarrel, so I chose the seat opposite him, which was very far away. In fact, at that time, I noticed that he saw me when I was choosing the seat. Later, I saw a girl chose the seat next to him. At that time, there was actually I was a little jealous. Now that I think about it, I regret not cherishing the last period of time! Later, I also heard the news that he was going to transfer to another school. At that time, I felt very sad and absent-minded every day. Finally, I mustered up the courage to prepare to apologize to him after the final exam. (Actually, I also forgot what happened at that time. It had already happened in 2013. But whether it was before or now, my subconscious tells me that I owe him an apology) Our favorite way of delivery is a small note! But as soon as the exam was over, he could not be found. The note was never sent, and the sorry sentence was never heard by him. In fact, there are many stories about us, and they have been lingering in my heart!

I used to have someone I liked for five years and had been thinking about for five years. I didn't act like a coward. I confessed to him, but he already had someone else he liked. We were already good friends before I confessed to him, so he said, "I am his best friend and his best friend of the opposite sex. He has never thought about becoming a couple with me." I should have been sad when I saw this sentence. But I was more relieved, because I really didn't think about what would happen if I became a couple with him. I liked him, but I never thought about being with him. I just wanted to be in contact with him for the rest of my life, and it would be best to be good friends all the time. So my biggest regret was to tell him that I liked him, because from then on, I felt that nothing I could do was so justified. But fortunately, there is a person who likes me as much as I like him. He has also liked me for four years now (the first time he told me that he likes me) and we have been together for two years. So, I want to say that there will always be someone who comes for you in this world. Everyone is worthy. You don't have to cling to the past. Look at the people around you and the future.

We met on June 8, 2019, when we went out to eat with my roommate from the school gate. Then he came up and asked me for WeChat. I saw a girl next to him, so I took a look. The girl said that I was not his partner, and he followed you all the way. He never dared to ask for WeChat, and finally added me as a friend. We chatted for a few days, during which we would make video calls. I was a bit shy and had low self-esteem, so I often showed half of my face. One afternoon he asked me to go out for a walk. I tidied up for a long time that day, waiting and waiting. After he returned from playing ball and tidied up, we went out together. When I came back in the evening, the school gate was closed, and he asked me how I usually got in. I said this was the first time I was so late, and then I asked him what to do. I forgot what he said, but it probably meant what he told him to do. I got a little angry and called the guard, and finally I said I was leaving. Then when I returned to the dormitory, my roommate asked how things were going, and suddenly I felt a little aggrieved. I lay on the bed and waited for news from him, and then he sent me a message in the middle of the night saying that he had gone to do laundry. Later he asked me if I could be his girlfriend, and I said forget it, I didn't think it was suitable. From then on we gradually stopped chatting. Later, I accidentally talked about this, and my roommate said it was a pity. I had never been so happy when we were making videos. He was so happy when I mentioned it, and he thought we would make it. School started some time ago, and when I was walking through the playground, I heard a girl calling his name. I immediately turned around to look, and then I saw the back of the person I had secretly liked for more than two years. The back of his No. 4 Uniform was very attractive. It was a pity that I had never seen one of his games in person. How should I put it? When I met him, I was a sophomore and he was a freshman. Neither of us had ever been in a relationship. We were both novices in love. No one had taught us how to express love or how to love. He was tall and handsome, too outstanding and eye-catching, but as for me, I had too low self-esteem. By the time I slowly started to gain confidence, we seemed to be strangers! He was my light during the four years of college, and he was also my secret crush since I was 18 years old.

We are all cowards in secret love

A very warm and sad memory.

Secret love may be tiring or sad, but when you think about his presence in your youth, you will be happy even if he doesn't know about it.

I have liked him for five years and have been together for a long time. The first time we talked was in 2019 and I also found out that he had a girlfriend. The second time was on New Year's Day in 2011. He broke up and I dared to say "Happy New Year's Day". Not long ago, his account was stolen (he ), we just added him on WeChat, and today I confessed my love to him in the name of April Fool's Day. He asked me not to make such jokes. He said that I took the wrong medicine. I asked him if it was true, would he agree to me? He said no, we are just friends. It's been five years and it's time to let it go. Nian Qi means missing Qi (Qi)

I also had a crush on a boy for three years. I also wrote a lot of diaries, and he was the main character in them. But I made it clear after I had a crush on him for a year, but we are not together now. He went to protect the country. He said that we will be together when he comes back.

I hope you meet Zhang Wansen who belongs only to you

Secret love is always a person's chaos. Let him go. He may not be as good as you think. You may not cross paths in the future. I think youth should be vigorous. If you really like it, just confess it, even if you are rejected.