Secret Crush: You're an Open Secret

I hope none of us are cowards

Most of the secret crushes have no ending. Every time I tell myself, look at the people around me, but I'm weird. I don't like people who like me, and people I like don't like me. I had an opportunity to communicate with him for a period of time and personally felt that it was very ambiguous. The outcome was just like Cheng Luo and Xiao Hao. He didn't like me. But the beginning and the end have made me not regret it. I am just full of regrets. It is really sad that I can't love you. I am humbler than Cheng Luo. After handing over the love letter, I ran away happily. Later, he found someone else, but I was stuck in it and couldn't get out. What if I had a guilty conscience...

Hmm... How should I put it? I feel so confused.