My Mind Is Not Right

Ye Ran was a Chosen One who had just escaped an endless cycle of reincarnation and returned to the real world. But on the very first day he planned to lie flat, he discovered he'd signed up for a cosmic show: a live-streamed battle royale variety program called [Survival Game]. Make it to the end, and you'd win a reward beyond imagination. What a joke. There's no way he can survive this. He'll explode if he lasts one second longer. This damn world won't let him live, huh? Huh?! He's going to lose it, he's really going to lose it, aaaaaah! · The contestants for this season of [Survival Game] had just been announced when a delicate-looking boy who always kept his head bowed, shrinking back timidly, caught the public's attention. His self-introduction matched his appearance: timid and fearful. 'I feel awful. I want to go home.' The viewers were dying of laughter. What kind of contestant introduces himself like that? Amid a chorus of comments like 'pretty, but won't last long,' the boy was crowned the season's top pretty face. Then the competition began. In one round, unable to sleep and feeling awful, the boy flew into a rage and ate contestant A. In the second round, feeling emo and awful, he destroyed every contestant's item needed to clear the game. In the third round, because he was losing a little too much hair and felt awful, he angrily kidnapped every NPC in the level. The fourth round... The fifth round... After watching one livestream after another, the viewers were baffled and the contestants were stunned. Wait, didn't this guy say he felt awful? Does he look like he feels awful? The ones who clearly feel awful are the other contestants! · [I want to go crazy. I want a kind of crazy that can't be defined.] [If I'm going crazy, then I can't just go crazy. I have to go crazy with ideals, go crazy as myself.] [This sky can't block my sight, this earth can't bury my heart. So what if I'm crazy? It's great to be crazy. Everyone, let's go crazy!!!] Theme: It's fun to let yourself relax.