If he were a girl, he would be a pretty, sweet, and lovable girl.
But he was a boy, and a boy with a girl's heart. This left him confused and heartbroken, because he had to endure other people's criticism and rejection. This wasn't the life he wanted. But he never gave up. He hoped that through his own efforts, he could change people's minds and make his life a wonderful one.
Then, by chance, he encountered the imported culture of cross-dressing boys. Would he keep working hard to be himself, or finally let go after years of repression? Around the same time, he met a soulmate he cherished, but he didn't know whether joy or sorrow awaited him... This is a cross-dressing boy's confession, filled with happiness and laughter, but also sorrow and tears.
Isn't the author updated? . . . . . . . . . .