Moonlight Veils the Dusk

What does it mean to return to the past? Who sent me back? What did that person say? My name is Yue Fu Wan? She also said I wasn't... wasn't what? You have to explain! When I woke up, I had no idea where I was. Only this man before me, gentle as jade yet cold as ice, stayed by my side through thick and thin for over ten years. Love? Resentment? I couldn't even be a substitute. Only then did I understand what that person had warned me back then: I wasn't the Moon Goddess. I was only Yue Fu Wan. But there was someone who had never treated me as a shadow of the Moon Goddess. Yet he hated the Moon Goddess. "Why? Why is it still you in the end? Why has it always been you? I thought I had already overcome that demon in my heart. Why, in the end, is it still you..." Who is it? Who is to blame? Who loves whom? I don't know either...