A Passionate Romance With You

-About secret love- Why wouldn't Yure not mention his secret love? ! "You are the equinox of the summer solstice. In my youth, you were the longest day." Everything is traceable from the beginning. In the conversation between Xia Zhiyu and Cheng Qi in the first chapter, Xia Zhiyu said that she felt that she did not do well in the proficiency test and wanted to go back to see if English could make up for the gap in mathematics. Cheng Qi teased Xia Zhiyu and asked her if she wanted to benchmark against "that person." Yuyu said "Ah" blankly, never thinking about comparing with Xu Jingheng. She did not answer Cheng Qi's words, but tightly grasped the adjustment strap on her backpack with her fingers. - It shows that Yuyu has actually paid attention to Xu Jingheng, and when Cheng Qi said that he was targeting someone who he thought was good at studying, he did not think about his own grade or the grade in the first year of high school, but directly thought of Xu Jingheng in the third year of high school. (Of course I can only say that our brother Xu is too dazzling!!) When Xia Zhiyu and Cheng Qi pretended that they were on duty to help the girl who was stuck in the alley, after Xu Jingheng and Li Chuan came forward, Xia Zhiyu secretly listened to the wall and heard that they were about to emerge from the alley. When he came, he tore off the school uniform on his head and quickly pulled Cheng Qi away in panic. Cheng Qi asked why he didn't want to get to know the handsome guy who was talking, but Xia Zhiyu had already recognized that it was Xu Jingheng by his voice. While wandering outside at noon, I bumped into Xu Jingheng, who was on duty. Yuyu's heart skipped a beat at that time. She was so at a loss that she subconsciously asked "what", but the tips of her ears turned red. Later, Uncle Ge randomly called someone by the window to get the math test paper. That person was Xia Zhiyu. The reason why she particularly wanted to run for the math class representative was not only to make Uncle Ge like her, but also because Uncle Ge's office was on the fourth floor. She was very eager to shorten the distance between the first and third floors of high school so that she could meet Xu Jingheng on the fourth floor when she went to get math materials. Sometimes she would watch the sunset on the corridor. If Xu Jingheng happened to walk across the corridor one day, then the sunset that day would be what she had planned to look up to for a long time. Because she goes to watch the sunset every day, no one will doubt that she wants to squat down to Xu Jingheng's figure; the first graders are on the second floor, and the third graders are on the fourth floor. It is a necessary look up between floors, and it is also a silent and secret appreciation. When she went to get the math test paper, she would be secretly happy when she heard that Xu Jingheng was the math class representative of their class; when she helped Uncle Ge transcribe the results of Xu Jingheng's class, and when she saw Xu Jingheng's good results, she would secretly feel happy for her. He was happy; when Xu Jingheng asked her if she was not afraid that he was a bad person after helping Xu Jingheng drive away those who surrounded him, she would firmly say without thinking: "I know your Xu Jingheng." Xu Jingheng must not be a bad person. I met Li Chuan and Xu Jingheng while washing my hands. When I saw them fighting, the water splashed on their clothes and exposed the texture of the skin underneath. I couldn't help but turn away my eyes and blush; I couldn't say Xu Jingheng "brother"; I didn't dare to look directly at Xu Jingheng on the bulletin board. Eyes; rolling around happily like a silkworm chrysalis when Xu Jingheng held his head and went home; when Xu Jingheng accompanied Xia Zhiyu, as long as he met Xu Jingheng's eyes, they would miss him in less than a second, just like the sun that cannot be looked directly at. Too strong light can burn your eyes. She would laugh secretly. When Xu Jingheng asked her why she was laughing, she could only say that she was very happy that her running performance had improved, but she was very happy because she could run with the people she liked. Xu Jingheng, who had been squatting on the playground for several days, suddenly appeared like a math problem with the correct answer. Secretly, in the name of Xu Jingheng, all the girls in the class were given the opportunity to send birthday wishes that were not perfunctory. A girl studying literature will secretly pay attention to science competitions. Of course, I will also have random thoughts because of my secret love. When he heard Li Chuan discussing Xu Jingheng and Yan Shuming, he didn't bother, but his fingers unconsciously scratched the galvanized sprayed steel pipe; when he saw Yan Shuming and Xu Jingheng picking up the hair rope together, he felt sour and couldn't help but think about it; when he saw Yan Shuming handing Xu Jingheng water, he was sensitive to whether Yan Shuming's tone was that of the hostess. Of course, Xia Zhiyu also has a particularly good attitude towards secret love: "If you like someone, everyone is an individual with an independent personality. She doesn't want her like to cause trouble to others." "She wants her to notice her more than anyone else, so she studies hard and works hard to get into the No. 1 Middle School." "She feels that liking someone is empowering to a certain extent, especially liking someone who is outstanding and dazzling." In the second half of Xu Jingheng's senior year of high school, in order not to disturb Xu Jingheng's study status, she took the initiative to avoid Xu Jingheng. Because of Xu Jingheng, she also became the day in her life. ——By windin

There is always scorching heat, poking out from the cracks and crevices to resist the strong winter wind. Beauty should be praised by others, not insulted. ——Comments -Overall review- The word "passionate love" really fits this article very well. Whether it's Xu Jingheng, Xia Zhiyu, Cheng Qi, or Li Chuan, they all give people the feeling of being hot and sharp, and that's why they have such hot hearts. Real! This article gives me a particularly bright and open picture, which is especially suitable for mobilizing the strongest senses to explore feelings in summer. They possess the passion and purity of their youth, and are cleaner than the blue sky behind them. Beauty is not a mistake, beauty is special and should not be the object of discussion by others. Yure includes that girls should not care about being different from others, so they hide their breasts and hunchback to try to hide their bodies; they should not change their beauty to resist these violent behaviors; they should have the courage to oppose For some unjust things, you must have the passion to face the cold winter; you must be invincible and bravely express whether you like it or not without engaging in internal friction; you must take the initiative to fight for it and run for math class representative and host like Xia Zhiyu; the family situation given by the surrounding environment cannot change anything. Xu Jingheng proves that you can also unload the burden of the family and freely move towards a high ladder. Some things that cannot be changed are not the labels of your life. This is the unique and unreplicable youthful spirit. -Xu Jingheng- Xu Jingheng is a bright and dazzling young man who is so vivid and intense that he cannot be ignored. He is like the sun on a midsummer evening, which is darker than at noon. There are birds flying over the mountains in the distance, and the heat makes the sky and the earth dyed crimson. Hot but not depressing, free and wanton, confident but not arrogant, with a unique reluctance of young people to give in. Looking at the full text, he actually fits the profile of a delicate asshole in the introduction. He is a good trickster. He is the kind of person whose every word is meaningful. He is very temperamental but not arrogant, very proactive and decisive, and can also hit the ball straight. Although he is a jerk, he is not deliberately cold or arrogant, so there are very few shadows of icebergs on his body, but lively and bright. There is very little hesitation in the whole text. The lack of hesitation highlights his sharp edge. Moreover, his uninhibited asshole does not make people feel uncomfortable, but retreats to advance, which only makes people feel that they can take a step forward. His appearance was subversive enough. His words were obviously from a gangster, and one sentence after another made the other party think that he was not a good student: [Sorry, I don't smoke, I just bought a lighter. " "I just came out of the prison, and you treated me as a charity. "] Respect others with your words, and go beyond what you mean. Smoking and entering the school make people think about his role as a school bully, but the reverse turns again and again: he doesn't smoke and only buys a lighter just to weaken the opponent's oppression, making the opponent speechless but unable to do anything. At the same time, it also indicates that he is not a smoker and drinker, which makes people think The person who asked the question was just a toilet () I laughed out loud at the end. It would not have seemed that the intensity of his direct impact would have been weakened. Instead, it made people think that this bastard was actually quite good at detours, and he was a cute baby who knew how to put on airs. () From Yuyu's point of view, we see him as a weekly student. To put it simply, he is responsible for maintaining school discipline. Xu Jingheng is not that young and immature. Instead, he pretends to solve things casually with a criminal who has committed a crime. This really subverts our initial understanding of him again, so the pure young man is peeled out of his shell. Putting aside the asshole, he actually has a very youthful tone when he speaks. He is not the kind of nerd who follows the rules, nor is he arrogant and ignorant, but the right kind of arrogance combined with his status as a student. For example, this is the scene when Xia Zhiyu and Cheng Qiwu were almost late for self-study at the beginning, and met Xu Jingheng who was on duty for the week—— [——"Opportunities are reserved for those who are prepared. " --"What? "] [——The young man smiled lazily and raised his chin at the students trotting near the teaching building. He seemed to have good intentions, but he reminded him unhesitatingly: "Opportunities are reserved for those who are prepared, otherwise, why do you think they would run? "] What impresses me about Xu Jingheng is that although he is sometimes generous, he is just right in his actions. He neither makes people feel that he is naughty nor makes people feel uncomfortable because he has lost his sense of proportion, nor does it make people feel oppressed by his words. He does not have that kind of self-righteousness. He wouldn't teach students who were about to be late, nor would he tease them excessively. He just took over Yuyu and Qiqi's words, reminding them not to be late in a way that was hard to ignore. (I really like this compliment!!) In this article, one of the important reasons why Xia Zhiyu fell in love with Xu Jingheng is that he respects women enough. At the beginning, Xu Jingheng met Yuyu for the third time, and her friend who was on duty with Xu Jingheng for the first time recognized her. Yuyu blushed when she saw Xu Jingheng, and her friend teased her, half asking, half asking if Yuyu was the elementary school girl who blushed when she saw Xu Jingheng. (Actually, I don't really like those kind of suggestive jokes, but I can accept the point here. There is no malice. The person they are targeting is Brother Xu. I quite like Mr. Junfan's writing style, which has the right rhythm) [I don't know who Xu Jingheng is targeting, but there is a gasp from behind. (I remember that Xu Jingheng was surrounded by many people sometimes. They should be friends. It is quite real that they are not fans but just friends. Moreover, the scene of a group of teenagers gathering together and talking about some clear topics is really pleasing to the eye.) [Xu Jingheng hooked one of the boys' shoulders and put the iced Coke on his neck: "If you don't want to talk, I can use transparent glue to stick it on for you." "] Here he did not directly answer whether Yuyu was the elementary school girl they mentioned. It didn't matter whether he knew her or not at that time. He answered very cleverly and did not direct the topic to the girl. I answered directly whether it was uncomfortable or not, and not answering allowed rumors to spread. So Xu Jingheng directly put an end to the source of the rumors. There was no airs or ambiguity in his statement, he was upright and upright, with a really clear and youthful air. I really like the temperament of Xu Jingheng. It is not a deliberate ink-heavy color feeling, but a real sense of proportion and special personality that blend just right. The time Qu Yecheng surrounded Xu Jingheng, I could feel Brother Xu's real helplessness: "With this time, my girlfriend has been coaxed. "It's boring to fight with me." "He likes to play word games very much. After grabbing the opponent's fist, he said directly: "It's all boring." "It's a pun, and I really enjoyed reading the article. He doesn't have the impeccable temperament of a mountain. He knows everything he needs to know, but he is very upright, which makes people feel particularly comfortable and at ease. When Yuyu returned the necklace and gave him coke, Xu Jingheng was a little angry at Yuyu for avoiding him, but after Yuyu explained halfway, he immediately realized that Yuyu was thin-skinned and didn't want to be teased, so he stopped talking. [Xu Jingheng is good at this, he is reasonable and will not embarrass others in this regard, so he naturally withdraws the topic] Later, the bottle of Coke that fell to the ground happened to be opened by Xu Jingheng and splashed all over him. His seat was by the window, so Xu Jingheng was right Bei took the tissue directly from the window. Yuyu happened to be standing between the classroom window and Xu Jingheng. Xu Jingheng tried his best to avoid physical contact with Yuyu when taking out the tissue. Xu Jingheng knew everything but was a gentleman and avoided girls appropriately. Later, after a group of people found them, it was common for several boys to take advantage of each other. Ye Xiao almost said something inappropriate in front of Xia Zhiyu. Xu Jingheng immediately noticed his intention and stopped what Ye Xiao wanted to say. Yuyu Hearing that the chat was not finished but he was also curious and embarrassed, Xu Jingheng saw what she was thinking, and half-jokingly and half-self-deprecatingly rounded off the situation. He really liked this level of certainty, and showed discretion and respect to his friends and Xia Zhiyu. When a group of people went to dinner, they talked about running for the host of the sports meeting—— [Li Chuan thought for a while: "The school will select four people to be the host of the opening ceremony of the sports meeting. There will be one quota for the first and second graders, and two for the third graders. A senior in high school, he must be one, and the other should be Yan Shuming, right? Xu Jingheng? " Yan Shuming? Xia Zhiyu had never heard of this name, so he followed Li Chuan's line of sight and looked at the boy leaning against the pillar (this boy leaning against the pillar really has that careless and lazy feeling! It feels very vivid, with that kind of boy looking out of shape.) Xu Jingheng crossed his arms across his chest and lazily opened his eyes: "Why are you asking me? " "She is familiar with you. I don't ask who you are asking. Didn't she want to be the host for you when she was a freshman in high school? " "You spread rumors just by opening your mouth? " "No... You will be pushed by Uncle Ge to be the host of the opening ceremony. You have been the host for two years, and she has also been running for two years, okay? " "Then if you insist on saying that... I see that you are paying close attention to me, what's the matter? Interested in me? Do you want to try with me? " Li Chuan changed the topic and cursed directly: "Can you please stop disgusting me? "] (Because I typed this paragraph by hand, Xu Jingheng laughed while typing the three consecutive questions he asked Li Chuan, "Are you going to try with me?" Who understands this sentence and is filled with ridicule and disdain, haha) Yuyu and other friends were present at that time. In fact, Li Chuan didn't mean what he said. Several people around him also knew the truth and would not spread rumors. He tried not to be led away by Li Chuan and then gossiped, so Li Chuan asked, and he further blocked it. When Li Chuan asked the first sentence, Xu Jingheng did not say yes or no, but went straight back to the beginning. Lichuan's intention was to focus on the relationship between Yan Shuming's affairs and Xu Jingheng. Xu Jingheng was only responsible for his own words and deeds, so as another person involved in Li Chuan's mouth, he did not follow Li Chuan's ideas to judge Yan Shuming's thoughts, but asked why he was asked. In fact, the meaning was obvious, that he was not familiar with it and felt there was no need to ask him, so he would not get any results. Li Chuan said in the next sentence that they are familiar with each other, and Yan Shuming also ran for the host for Xu Jingheng. From this sentence, it can be vaguely judged that Yan Shuming should be interested in Xu Jingheng. The topics are more or less sensitive, and she is a girl. The idea of running for a boy is actually not very friendly to either of them. From the back, it seems that Xu Jingheng has never liked Yan Shuming. His sense of proportion and respect are clearly reflected. He has not shown it from the beginning because of this He was very interested in something or had a sense of superiority because a girl might be interested in him, but he didn't want to be rumored to be ambiguous, so he directly accused Li Chuan of spreading rumors. It was really smart. Later, he felt that Li Chuan was endless, so he directly teased Li Chuan, taking advantage of Li Chuan, and successfully stopped the topic. You could feel that even if he didn't like him, he didn't have direct disdain or vague ambiguity, but clearly and tactfully stopped him. There is also the plot of accompanying Yan Shuming to pick out the hair rope - I have moved the detailed description of the hair pick-up rope! ! When I first read it, I actually criticized Brother Xu in this paragraph, but when I wrote the review and reviewed it again and again, I really had to say a few words for Brother Xu. "From their perspective, they could just see Xu Jingheng standing in the jewelry area, holding a few pink headbands in his hand. Yan Shuming came over, took the jewelry in his hand and looked at it for a few times, with a smile on her face, but it was hard to hear what she was saying. "(Do you remember that when Yuyu returned Xu Jingheng's necklace, the gift box was pink! And I took it for granted that if my friend accompanied me to pick out the hair rope, I would definitely pick the hair rope at home. Including wearing it on my hand to compare the size, it must be suitable for me. So if Xu Jingheng is really picking it up with Yan Shuming, then his and Yan Shuming's positions should be interchanged, and home should be Yan Shuming, the person who echoed should be Xu Jingheng. Brother Xu chose so carefully without asking the details of the people around him. The person who wanted to help pick out the hair rope must not be around. Moreover, Li Chuan and another girl were also there. It was probably that Yan Shuming had an appointment with her friend, and Li Chuan had to bring Xu Jingheng, although I don't know whether it was Yan Shuming's friend or Xu Jingheng's.) He was very serious in his conduct. When he was accompanying Yuyu, Yuyu's hair rope fell off. He accompanied Yuyu to look around the playground carefully. He was afraid that Yuyu would be psychologically burdened and even mentioned what Qu Yecheng had done before and said: "Benefactor, just find a hair rope." "] At that time, it was not because he realized that he liked Yuyu (although he must have fallen in love with Yuyu and was very patient with her), nor did he choose to accompany Yuyu because he wanted to have an affair with Yuyu. He just thought that the classroom was too stuffy in the summer, the fan didn't work, and it would be hot with his hair down. Later, after finding the hair rope, Xu Jingheng saw that the hair rope was dirty. He was not stingy and handed his necklace to Yuyu to tie his hair. Later, when he explained to Yuyu whether he had talked with Yan Shuming or not, he would always be honest and serious and would not be perfunctory. And his attentiveness can be really felt. When Yuyu was picking up the hair rope, he accidentally bumped into him several times. It must have been painful, and he took a few breaths of cold air. But the first sentence asked whether it hurt if the fish hit its head. Xu Jingheng knew that Yuyu was thin-skinned, so he first joked so that Yuyu wouldn't feel too guilty. He asked Yuyu if he had the sequelae of military boxing, and then hinted that he was fine: "It's OK. I have thick skin and thick flesh. You can hit her a few times and it'll be fine." "] It means don't care, it's not a big deal. Because Yuyu was immersed in guilt, when Xu Jingheng handed over the necklace, he said it was a handle necklace. Yuyu subconsciously asked if he could play with it, and then the scene was quiet for a while. Yuyu didn't dare to pick up the necklace, so Xu Jingheng simply retreated: [Don't pick it up? "Or do you want me to prick it for you? "]Wwwwww!! I really like this round-about relationship, there is a particularly delicate and tense atmosphere. Later, they returned to the teaching building together, Xu Jingheng still remembered Yuyu asking if he could play, and when they parted ways after a long time, he suddenly promised: "Wait until the monthly exam is over, I will take you to play. "] He himself remembered that Yuyu would take the monthly exam, and he was also very concerned about Yuyu's results. He probably thought that Yuyu would be passive and slow down because he wanted to play games, so he wanted Yuyu to prepare carefully for the exam first so that he could play the game. Xu Jingheng has a very upright outlook on things, because he finds problems at once and solves them from the root in many cases. When Qu Yecheng caused trouble for him at the beginning, he directly said that he had nothing to do with Qu Yecheng's girlfriend, and told Qu Yecheng not to focus on him and to coax his girlfriend away when he had time. Later, when dealing with what Li Chuan said about him and Yan Shuming, he made his meaning clear but was very careful with his words. What struck me the most was Xu Jingheng's speech when Yuyu was in the first year of junior high school—— When Xia Zhiyu gradually began to have doubts about "beauty" and was afraid that no one around her would believe her, Xu Jingheng left a long reply, one of which was: "Don't listen to them. The fact that you are criticized by others is not your fault. "Previously, the students in the class tried to avoid falling into isolation by echoing the majority opinion, which led to the growing trend of being excluded. Before Xu Jingheng replied to Xia Zhiyu's request for help, many people were sarcastic about Xia Zhiyu. Yu Zixin thought it was common and in turn accused her of her faults, but Xu Jingheng did not follow the majority. He insisted on his own ideas. He said that beauty is superior and will never fall into vulgarity. When he later explained to Yan Shuming that he didn't like it, he insisted on it. Once he mentioned this experience from his perspective. He said that he knew too early about the narrow situation of women. He said that he was afraid that the girl who left the message would do something extreme because of her helplessness. He has empathy, and he respects every woman, and also wants to expand and let everyone know that there is nothing wrong with the beauty of girls. He chose to speak under the national flag and bravely told them that it was not their fault. He knew very well that he understood that the theory of victim guilt was wrong. Stopping this kind of thing should not change the beauty of girls themselves. Beauty should be praised by others and should not be insulted by others. What needs to be stopped is always violence itself. Later, he handled matters between himself and Yan Shuming very directly but politely. Although he was involved in the guilt caused by Yan Shuming's message. When Yan Shuming called him, Li Chuan felt that his brother was spineless, but Xu Jingheng believed that Yan Shuming was surrounded by people from the vocational school and he also had something to do with it. He went, It's the responsibility itself, and it's also the matter of opposing the containment and intentional harm. He went there to teach Yan Shuming and her friends to call 110 if something happened, because he didn't want to get too involved and unclear. He knew what was right and what was wrong. Including later, when Xia Zhiyu and Xu Jingheng both went to college, Xia Zhiyu suffered a secret filming situation. When the school was whitewashing the peace, Xu Jingheng beat the boy directly. When Xia Zhiyu came over later, the reason Xu Jingheng gave was not "I like you, so I beat him" but "Shouldn't he beat him if he secretly filmed girls? The school wanted Xia Zhiyu to delete the topic about this matter. Xu Jingheng said directly to her: "Punishment, apology, publicity, none of them should be missing." Just do whatever you want... If something happens, I'll take care of it for you. "He was suffering from a severe cold at the time and had a scratch on his brow bone, but he told Xia Zhiyu that he would accompany Yuyu until dawn. Xu Jingheng himself has a strong sense of purpose. When he missed the winter camp and was criticized by others; when he was running between hospital and school to take care of his grandmother, he also had a strong sense of purpose. When he was most at a loss, he did not transmit the formation to others. Showing signs of panic and anxiety, he answered the questions with a clear mind and a clear mind, without a trace of decadence. He did not have the inner confusion and autistic tendency of children in single-parent families as Chen Shumin said. Instead, he was cheerful and dazzling, with clear goals, just like Xia Zhiyu said: "You can sympathize with such a person, but he never needs sympathy from others," Because he doesn't think his experience requires sympathy, he doesn't feel inferior. And he is really nice. Li Chuan can stay at his house at any time. He doesn't have any airs when giving lectures to the junior students who are friends of his father's generation. He even takes them home for convenience. He is very generous and casual. Xu Jingheng is quite good at chasing girls! ! He confessed to Yuyu, and Yuyu said he wanted fireworks. He went directly from chemistry to physics to figure out how to set off a firework for Yuyu that she was satisfied with. After calculating the movement route of Yuyu, I stayed up for a few days and made a small game related to the topic. Brother Xu is very attentive, he is always behind Yuyu. Later, in order to free Yuyu from the burden of speaking out for himself, he asked Li Xiuwen for a series of materials such as videos and photos to be posted. The IP address was his, and he was prepared to bear the responsibility if anything happened. When Yuyu went out to interview in the disaster area, Xu Jingheng was worried and waited at the exit. [Lucky people have no reason not to live a good life. [For example, some people have endured so much fear, but they are reluctant to criticize her. How lucky she is to meet such a young man who respects and loves her. It really felt like tears filled my eyes. Thanks to Xu Jingheng - he is invincible, lively, delicate and gentle, dazzling and passionate, and knows but knows nothing. He has completed the image of a young man that I should have in my mind. -Xia Zhiyu- Xia Zhiyu is actually bright enough. She gives me the impression that she is the kind of girl who is very gentle and considerate, but also very special. I remember very clearly the description of her in the first chapter: "The whole person was plain and radiant." In fact, these two words are contradictory in themselves, but in the first half, they are actually very consistent with Xia Zhiyu's psychology. She considers herself to be very ordinary, usually quiet and quiet, a little sensitive and inferior. In order to cover up the flaws she thinks, she will tell some cold jokes from time to time. But in fact, she is good-looking enough, and her words and deeds prove that she also has the courage of a hot young girl. Chapter 1 When she and Cheng Qi met a girl who was blocked by girls from a vocational school in an alley, she offered to help the girl with Cheng Qi. She didn't say it with righteous indignation, but cleverly translated it into helping Uncle Ge's dream. There was something naughty and cute about it, which easily aroused Cheng Qi's desire to help. But she was also very scared at the time, and her voice restrained its trembling, but she also firmly chose to help. Cheng Qi was simply confused. She thought Xia Zhiyu was the kind of peaceful girl, but she didn't expect that she would pretend to be on duty to solve the problem. Later, she didn't say that she recognized Xu Jingheng based on her voice. Instead, she told Cheng Qi that it was probably Zhou Sheng, a senior in high school, who showed up. Although Yuyu is usually quiet and silent, he can occasionally say a few words that will choke people. Her gentleness is the kind of powerful gentleness. The core is the most attractive and the hardest. She will adjust herself, but the process of self-overcoming is very difficult. Because Xia Hongshen transferred her school due to work reasons, she worked hard to adapt to the surrounding environment; she knew that she was sensitive and timid, so she tried her best to tell a few jokes; even if she was wronged, she did not blame others, but condensed the water vapor in her heart into a gentle and clean cloud, and responded with songs. Dry humor is her way of protecting herself, but at the same time, she also wants to become more likeable. Although keeping it to yourself for a long time may cause a person to become introverted, not interrupting is also a sign of her respect and concern for other people's emotions. In fact, it is also a way to protect herself. She does not want to get more hurt and is worried that others will not be able to empathize with her. She will bravely do things she dare not do, such as to learn mathematics well and make her math teacher Uncle Ge like her. She overcomes cowardice and takes the initiative to run for mathematics class representative. For example, in order to become a host, her hands are shaking when she gets up to express herself. When others are in disbelief, she clearly and firmly says twice: "I want to be a host. "So she became more and more brilliant because of that boy and because she wanted to be a better version of herself. And her choice of subjectivity also affected Chen Min, allowing him to sing a rock song. She has a good sense of right and wrong and a good sense of proportion. She is very sensible and understands the hardships of her parents' work, so she tries not to put any extra burden on her parents. Xu Jingheng did not come to school due to work, and when she asked Li Chuan, she did not get to the bottom of the problem. Even if she was very worried, she stopped talking. What impressed me most was her justice, resilience and courage. When she encountered illegal candid photography again in college, she was mature enough and understood at that time. She understood that beauty should not be unspeakable when beauty is tarnished, so she was no longer as difficult to express, cowardly, confused, and scared as she was in junior high school, but calm and unquestionable, allowing the perpetrator to receive the punishment he deserved. Moreover, her ability to resist injustice seems to be innate. Even when people around her in junior high school thought that the other party was not wrong in what she did, even she thought that the other party's behavior was problematic. Maybe this is the charm of the character, Xia Zhiyu's changes made her image stand in his mind. Let her gentleness gain strength, her sensitivity gain attentiveness, and her cowardice gain courage. The boy is hot. -Cheng Qi- Qi Qi is really a very cute girl, really very bright. She has a strong ability to empathize and is also extremely healing. When Yuyu told her about the experience that happened in junior high school, Qiqi seemed to feel the same and was so uncomfortable that he could not speak. In turn, Yuyu comforted her and said that he regretted not getting to know Xia Zhiyu earlier. It was really super healing. At the beginning, when Xia Zhiyu wanted to help the girl who was stuck in the alley, Cheng Qi followed suit, showing that she was also very brave and righteous. She really cares about her friends and will secretly take the initiative to congratulate them happily or share some of their secret joys. For example, she knew that Yuyu was not very good at math, so she took the initiative to suggest that Yuyu run for the math class representative, and when Uncle Ge called Xia Zhiyu to get the math test paper, she gently turned back to Yuyu during the lunch break and said, "It's fun." "Let Yuyu know that at least she is not working alone. She will always help her think about the problem from Yuyu's perspective, instead of being aloof and condescending pity and judgment like Yuyu's junior high school classmates. With Cheng Qi, Yuyu is rarely sensitive and will not digest many emotions, because Cheng Qi will use her way to make Yuyu happy. . And Qi Qi has been taking photos of Yuyu and Brother Xu, and has gone to the 800-meter venue in advance to help her, and also sorted out things between her and Brother Xu, and He Chengshanzhi is super cute, and she has a special way of comforting people, not reasoning, but making people happy. She is more nervous than Yuyu who runs 800 meters. There is a Shrimp Dumpling King at the finish line, go and eat the Shrimp Dumpling King! Her outlook on life is really upright and she is not a negative person. When she talked about why her female classmates in junior high school had enviable figures but were hunched over their breasts, it became clear that she would not internalize herself because she was different. When she found out that Yuyu had a crush on Xu Jingheng, she did not make a big deal about it, but silently shared the bitterness and joy of her secret love with her. She would be secretly happy for her when Xu Jingheng adjusted the microphone for Xia Zhiyu at the sports meeting. When Yuyu was running for the host position, she was truly proud of her good friend. She looks carefree on the surface, but she is very soft on the inside, allowing people around her to feel accepted, accepted, and understood, and then feel more confident to express themselves. -Yan Shuming- Regarding Yan Shuming, this is what I particularly like about Teacher Junfan. There are some characters that you may not like at first, but in the end you think they had a wrong experience and were not heinous. This is how Yan Shuming feels. Girls should have something of their own, not like a climbing plant that can't survive without relying on someone. It shouldn't change beyond recognition just to get someone. That's not who you really are. When we pursue love, we must first be ourselves, otherwise it will be unfair to both parties. The three words "Yan Shuming" first appeared in the narration. She seems to have a special connection with Xu Jingheng. In fact, there was a warning. When Xu Jingheng was surrounded by Qu Yecheng in the alley, Qu Yecheng said that his girlfriend had been robbed by Xu Jingheng, and the girlfriend he mentioned was Yan Shuming. Later, Li Chuan and many people half-joked that Xu Jingheng and Yan Shuming had an unusual relationship. Yan Shuming gives me the impression of a girl who has a sense of proportion and is not very good at handling things, but is quite bright and direct without being coy. Participating in the training for art candidates is a point. I will actively run for the host and come forward to testify about the affairs between the people from the vocational school and Xu Jingheng (but it will cause a lot of trouble in the future) Her sense of propriety is indeed uncomfortable. When Yuyu handed over the water, she interrupted midway. Later, Xu Jingheng clearly refused, thinking that she was angry with Qu Yecheng. When I saw it, I just frowned and felt that Yan Shuming was not very polite () Later, her friend called and said that Yan Shuming had messed with people from the vocational school because of Xu Jingheng, and called Xu Jingheng again and again. Xu Jingheng had no choice but to ask them to dial 1 1 0, which was quite troublesome for them () Later, when Yuyu met Yan Shuming in the alley, who was surrounded by a vocational school, Yan Shuming first reported to the police (Xu Jingheng once told her that she had something to do), and the narrator said: "The whole person is in a state of extreme lack of security. " So she called Xu Jingheng. After Xu Jingheng got through, she briefly explained the situation and said that Yuyu was nearby, asking him to trust her. This was actually a sign of lack of trust and security. Later, the narrator mentioned that "Yan Shuming's tearing up just now defeated her reason. When she calmed down, she realized that Xu Jingheng's words made sense. She was just too impatient and insecure, so she called Xu Jingheng. After regaining her reason, she realized that distant water could not save a near fire. "It shows that Yan Shuming knew that Brother Xu would not get off the bus for training for her, and later Yan Shuming asked Xu Jingheng why he didn't clarify that he didn't get off the bus for her. She stated that she didn't know that Xu Jingheng was going to participate in the winter camp. In fact, Xu Jingheng was right, because Xu Jingheng helped her get rid of the boys who harassed her when she was a freshman in high school, so she thought Xu Jingheng gave her a sense of security. Thinking about it from another angle, the reason she called Xu Jingheng before was not to show that she was familiar with Xu Jingheng, nor was she deliberately pretending. She was indeed insecure (not whitewashing the character, the words she used before were really uncomfortable, because I think she might not have been able to tell whether she liked him or not, but I don't analyze whether she likes her or not) Later, after the people from the vocational school caught up with her, at least at that moment, she didn't have any bad thoughts because of her so-called love—— She immediately wanted to avoid trouble with Xia Zhiyu for the sake of the people in the vocational school. When the boys from the vocational school asked if they were together, she denied that she didn't know them and was about to run away to distance herself from Yuyu. When the red-haired boy yelled at her, although she was scared, she told the truth: "You are the one who wants to fight Qu Yecheng. If you fight, you should take responsibility, I'm just telling the truth. " Later, Xu Jingheng gave up the winter camp, and Yan Shuming also understood how terrible the guilt-inducing messages were and how they were bound by morality. She encountered the same guilt-inducing rumors as Xu Jingheng at that time, and to a certain extent achieved the same balance as Xu Jingheng before. She didn't know Xu Jingheng went to winter camp that day, otherwise she wouldn't have called. "She is only 17 or 18 years old. It is too harsh for her to say that Xu Jingheng gave up the competition and gave up the recommendation for her. She couldn't afford it. Of course these rumors were not spread by Xu Jingheng. Yan Shuming knew what kind of person he was, and she came to him today just to hear him speak clearly. " "At that moment, Yan Shuming seemed to understand something, but she didn't feel sad at all. Because she didn't feel sad, she realized that she really didn't like him that much as Xu Jingheng said. " "Many years later, she recalled this past and even felt a little happy. In the semi-closed environment of high school, the development of most people's characters cannot escape from the family and exist independently. And under self-suggestion, let the character flaws grow up. For example, when she grew up in a single-parent family, she took it for granted that she needed to gain security from others, so she mistook security for love. After college, a hole leaked out of the closed circle, and she came into contact with a wider range of people. Only then did she realize that personality is only a proof of a specific period and specific preferences. It may be difficult to completely change, but it is by no means a label that is attached to you. " "Little by little, she took back the sense of security she had placed in others and held it firmly in her palms. And all this seemed not too late for Yan Shuming at that time. " Really really like this part. Teacher Junfan is really attentive. According to the original paragraph, Yan Shuming's character shortcomings are proof of her specific preferences during this period, and cannot represent her complete person or her whole life. This kind of characterization that leaves room for disaster gives me a feeling of surviving after a disaster. The narration of Yan Shuming stops here. I can vaguely feel that this girl may have just turned a corner in her life and let us standing on the roadside see this experience that may not be too popular, but she will return to the straight track of her own life. She found herself. -Xu Jingheng and Xia Zhiyu- (Tips: I want to form a logical chain, so I write it according to the timeline, not the original order, friends, please forgive me.) Xia Zhiyu "met" Xu Jingheng for the first time. Xia Zhiyu was in the first year of junior high school and Xu Jingheng was in the third year of junior high school. It was a request for help posted on the school's confession wall. It's hard to imagine how helpless she felt at that time, because after a boy in the class confessed his love to her and she politely refused, he would harass her verbally or physically from time to time. Xia Zhiyu couldn't deter those people, so after she chose to tell the teacher, the teacher seemed to think she was making a fuss out of a molehill, and finally asked impatiently: "Then why is it you? " (I really hate the theory of victim guilt) When students are in junior high school, teachers can be said to be authoritative. The attitude of the head teacher made Xia Zhiyu feel cold inside. When the classmates learned about this, they became angry and verbally insulted her even more. In order not to be isolated, the classmates around her chose to drift away, and even the relationship The best classmate just let her tolerate it lightly. She chose to post anonymously to avoid the pressure of real-name issues, but she also received a lot of responses from netizens. And the most terrifying thing is that everyone seems to be accustomed to these things, but this is obviously a wrong thing that cannot be tolerated. Yuyu was afraid and could not tell her family, because she was afraid that the people closest to her would also think it was her problem. In this situation, Xu Jingheng's words broke into her world. "Don't listen to them. It's not your fault that you are criticized by others. " He told Xia Zhiyu that beauty was not a fault. After she left the dark clouds, she was still a clean and pure sky. In this way, he stood firmly on Xia Zhiyu's side. Three years later, in Xu Jingheng's explanation to Yan Shuming, he said that this experience was unforgettable for him and had a great impact on both parties. There was really a feeling that there must be repercussions. Yuyu was never alone. Because of this incident, the young man tampered with his speech under the national flag, loudly, publicly, and anonymously, firmly supporting the idea of opposing violence and protecting the situation of girls. The young man's speech that day was frequently interrupted, but he was not afraid of the storm and words, and insisted on finishing his speech. Some of the emotions of spring entered Xia Zhiyu's body before spring. In this way, she fell in love with Xu Jingheng. Because the person she liked was good enough, she worked hard before the high school entrance examination and passed the score line of No. 1 Middle School in the city. Xia Zhiyu was admitted to Nanzhang No. 1 Middle School and met Xu Jingheng again in the alley next to the school. She saw Xu Jingheng through the hole in the school uniform, which was covered. (I really like this point, where all peripheral vision is covered and only he can be seen.) If the story has a visual feel, then Xu Jingheng's appearance must be subversive enough. "Then there was the sound of clothes being driven around and falling from a height, and it seemed like someone climbed over the wall. " Perhaps the school uniform slipped off when the boy climbed over the wall, and it happened to cover the heads of Xia Zhiyu and Cheng Qi, isolating the pressure of the gangsters and the gray pearl-textured extensions. The boy might have turned against the light, climbed over from the other side of the wall, and then jumped. The reader's perspective follows Xia Zhiyu, and his sight is also covered by the white school uniform, so he is isolated from the description of the boy's appearance, and instead allows himself to portray a boy who is dazzling enough. But the boy in front of him is more lively than the traditional one. Xu Jingheng, when he opens his mouth, it sounds like he is not a well-behaved nerd, he may be a naughty asshole. "Sorry, I don't smoke, I only buy a lighter. "(... I don't feel any embarrassment cough) "I just came out of the prison, and you treated me as a charity. "(Brother Xu, you are worthy of showing off when you leave the toilet and scare people away/) There is a way that you want to be beaten but you somehow feel that the other person is a jerk who is not easy to mess with. This fearless and invincible temperament unique to youth was hot enough. Xu Jingheng was like the sun that burned Xia Zhiyu's face that day. The heat was irresistible. Xia Zhiyu took Cheng Qi and fled in a hurry. After that, Xia Zhiyu and Xu Jingheng met several times. For the Shrimp Dumpling King, he may have an impression of Xia Zhiyu, but it only remains in his subconscious mind and he will not think about it in detail. The really memorable encounter was probably the time when Yunjiaxiang helped him out, and it was also the time when Xu Jingheng realized that he liked Xia Zhiyu later. According to Xu Jingheng's own statement, Xia Zhiyu had nothing to do that day, but he stood up for him without hesitation, and when Xu Jingheng asked Xia Zhiyu to take a detour when encountering him in the future, it would be troublesome if he was also a bad guy. But Xia Zhiyu blurted out: "I know you, Xu Jingheng. " Know that you're not a bad person, know that you don't want to fight. It was because I believed without reason, and because I knew him, that I chose to save him. But at that time, our brother Xu didn't know that the girl in junior high school was Xia Zhiyu, so in his eyes, she was just a person he had never been in contact with. He believed in him without hesitation. This feeling of being recognized and firm took root in his heart. So after that, he had something special about Xia Zhiyu that he didn't know about. And I think Xu Jingheng's idea further sprouted when he brought several first-year high school students from Yuyu home for tutoring. Xu Tingwan, another high-school girl who was traveling with him, saw the new game console and casually asked what the translation of the English name on it was—— Oculus Rift Eye cracks. Xu Tingwan was startled, thinking it was a ghost movie. Xia Zhiyu was afraid that Xu Tingwan would misunderstand, so he explained: "Oculus Rift is a virtual reality gaming device. Rift does mean crack, but as far as I know, Luckey named his prototype Rift because he wanted to bridge the gap between the real world and the virtual world. " Xu Jingheng was surprised to hear this and asked Yuyu if he was addicted to gaming, but obviously not. Yuyu explained that he saw it from the news. Brother Xu also teased Xia Zhiyu at that time whether he could remember press releases better than his name. However, normal people generally do not have the ability to have a photographic memory. If they want to remember, they must have deliberately remembered it. At that time, Xu Jingheng's nickname in reply to Xia Zhiyu's post was Rift. Because Yuyu later said a lot about her views on the virtual world, Xu Jingheng became curious about her - this completely subverted his impression of Xia Zhiyu and made him curious about her: Why was he afraid to rescue the girl who was blocked in the alley? What kind of person is Xia Zhiyu? A future psychologist once said (√): When one person is curious about another person or thing, he usually pays attention to the other person unconsciously. Their relationship is closer because of their parents, but the first relationship that is truly determined by them is that of "benefactor". The people who surrounded Xu Jingheng in the alley were admitted to the hospital. Xu Jingheng was troubled by the other party's parents, and no one asked Xu Jingheng to explain. Because of what happened in junior high school, Xia Zhiyu understood that no one listened to her explanation, so she couldn't stand the aggressiveness of the other parent, so she dared to stand up and prove for Xu Jingheng. At that time, Xu Jingheng didn't like Yuyu that much, nor was he strong enough to recognize this specialness, because when Yuyu stood up to prove for him, he subconsciously refused with restraint and prohibition. Of course, he didn't want Yuyu to get involved in this muddy water, but things will naturally change after getting along with each other more. He talked to Yuyu about tutoring-related matters, gave Yuyu a notebook and notes, and protected Yuyu when he went home, ran with Yuyu, and lent a necklace to tie Yuyu's hair without Yuyu knowing. What he thought was that he was closer to Xia Zhiyu because of his father's relationship, but there were still traces of his love. After spending a few days with Yuyu, Xu Jingheng was always in a good mood; when Yuyu returned the necklace, he saw Yuyu's figure and immediately went back to the classroom to catch her. Yuyu brought Coke to everyone, and Xu Jingheng was subconsciously dissatisfied; Yuyu didn't talk to him much in public, and he was also emotionally unclear. He said, "I like to pretend to be unfamiliar," so when he told her the name of the host, he only named Xia Zhiyu. In order to trick her into calling him brother, he also talked about vanity and compared him with Li Chuan; when Xing Youjia was talking to Yuyu, he couldn't bear to see classmate Xiao Xing and Yuyu being so close! During the speech, Yuyu couldn't find his mood, so Brother Xu first alleviated Yuyu's guilt and took the blame on himself. He also told Yuyu that they didn't distinguish between you and me because of his partner. He made an appointment with Li Chuan for a ride, and Li Chuan teased him about whether he was cheating on her with Yan Shuming at school. Brother Xu didn't say anything back and directly said that he was with Xia Zhiyu. Li Chuan said it was to repay a favor, which shows that his brother would never do this for others. When Xia Zhiyu didn't want Xu Jingheng to fall in love: "Brother Jingheng, I think you are right. At this stage, you really need to focus on your studies. " "So don't fall in love before the college entrance examination. " Brother Xu wasn't angry at that time. He thought it might be because Yuyu spoke more logically and could control others, but I think it was special that Brother Xu gave Yuyu the opportunity to say this. He would buy hair ropes for Xia Zhiyu, take the initiative to coax her, explain his relationship with Yan Shuming patiently and frankly to her, and allow Xia Zhiyu to send him off. He also had low self-esteem from Xia Zhiyu's happy family, and he would also have times when he was in a very bad state, but it was because of hesitation that he cherished it. He will start to be careful, he will loose his shoelaces to strike up a conversation, and he will get closer by teaching music. He had long since overcome his sense of propriety towards Xia Zhiyu. "Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. " Xu Jingheng has remembered this sentence for a long time. Xia Zhiyu told Xu Jingheng during the New Year party. She believed that Xu Jingheng would be able to pass the college entrance examination. (The New Year's party really poked me!! At 12 o'clock, it will be the New Year's Eve of 2013 and 2014. Xu Jingheng happened to be with Xia Zhiyu, and it was indeed 1314!) Because Xia Zhiyu firmly chose him, whether he won the first place or when he was in Yunjia Lane, this was also the beginning of Xu Jingheng's liking. But in fact, Xu Jingheng also firmly chose to live with Xia Zhiyu. In the first request for help that year, he was the only beacon in the vast sea. He firmly told Xia Zhiyu that she was not wrong. Until Chen Min confessed to Xia Zhiyu, he realized that his love was irreversible. Because both people are constantly choosing each other, they must be inseparable. They are all special existences in special times. -Postscript- I breathed a sigh of relief when I typed the words "Postscript". I wrote Yure's review for a month, from July 15th to today. It's been almost two years since I met Fanfan. I met Yure in September 2022, and I probably hadn't joined V at that time. Thinking about it now, it really seems like it happened yesterday. I've already written half of Xiao Zhaozun! Yure gave me a very summery image, so I hurriedly finished writing the review at the end of summer. Hahaha, I reviewed it 6 times in total. If anything is not satisfactory, please feel free to correct me. Fanfan must be happy every day, and I hope Yure will be known to more friends. Then let's use the title of Fanfan's second novel as the last sentence. See you in the next one—— We are always hot. ——By windin.

This book has been in my favorites for a long time and I finally got around to reading it. So, I spent more than a day reading this book. It is a secret love book that I have always liked. This is the best book I have read in a while (crazy) When Yuyu was in the first year of junior high school, she was confused because of other people's advice. She faced many accusations and didn't know what to do. Have you ever wondered if you did something wrong? But there is a sentence in the article that says very well, "Beauty should not be the target of others' slander and accusation." It was this sentence that made Yuyu, who was still confused at the time, suddenly understand. She did not dare to think about how she would have spent her life without Xiao Xu's comfort at that time. In the future, she may not be as confident as before, so Xiao Xu was his ray of light at that time~ He would not care about other people's opinions and do anything bravely. But at the same time, Yuyu is also very brave. When faced with unfair treatment, she did not flinch. Instead, she stood up stronger. She was not only for her own interests, but also for the interests of others. She was brave and dared to resist. In this era, whenever women encounter harm, they will always scold women, "If you don't Wearing so little, you won't" "If you don't go out at night, you won't" It seems that the victim is always guilty, but now that the mind has risen, everyone will know that this is wrong. It seems that no matter what happens, it is women's fault. Maybe we can't change the world for the time being, but why can't we make this kind of thing trivial? Therefore, the hurt women written in the book stood up very strongly. They were not wrong, it was those people who were wrong. Secret love is always a mess, and Yuyu will be happy or sad because of his words or actions. Seeing Xiao Xu traveling with his "gossip girlfriend" and seeing him dancing with hair rope will make him sad. But when he knows who gave it to him, he will become happy again. Isn't that what secret love is like? It will make you worry about gains and losses. Yuyu will also look for it anxiously because she can't find the necklace Xiaoxu gave her. She usually doesn't show her emotions, but she will cry over a necklace just because it was a gift from him. Xiao Xu also fell in love with Yuyu a long time ago. After learning that Yuyu had registered for the 800-meter race, he would practice with her; when Yuyu fainted while running, he would catch her as soon as possible and carry her to the infirmary; he would also 18 times when the road was not going his way, but he had to say it was going his way, just for the sake of safety. He would send her home; when he learned that she was in trouble, he would quickly give up the competition to save her. As he said, even if he didn't get first in the competition, he would get first in the college entrance examination. In the end, he did it; he would wrap the scarf he knitted around himself, even if it didn't look good. They will always go in both directions, and it will never be Yu Yu's secret love for one person. They have been with each other for many years without the other knowing. Yuyu liked him from the first day of junior high to the future, and Xiao Xu also liked her from the moment he fell in love with her to the future. They will hold each other's hand forever. The supporting characters in the book are also very good, whether it is the funny Pei Chuan or the lively and cheerful Cheng Qi, they are all very good. At the end of the story, I gained my own happiness. Perhaps this is the beautiful ending of the novel, where everyone has a happy life. Yuyu's secret love has finally come to light, and her long-standing secret love has finally been answered. Maybe she is lucky, but for Xu Jingheng, he seems to be even luckier. Isn't it a very lucky thing to be loved so passionately by someone? Finally, I shared my favorite sentence, "I wish you will meet your beloved in the future, and I wish you a happy city, and a long and warm life." If your secret love doesn't work out, I wish you will meet your sweetheart later.

I don't know how many times I have brushed it.

This one is really nice. The author and I are on the same wavelength. I particularly resonate with the values, three views, and worldview in it. The author has accumulated a lot, his writing style is very good, and it is very comfortable to read.

End of the second brush, Xu Jingheng, Xia Zhiyu, happy wedding, see you next time

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The first one is 2025.1.19. It's so beautiful. I'll be back again!