[Bungo Stray Dogs] Falling in Love with a Lovecraftian God

I'm in a relationship.

I originally thought my partner was a lazy, homebody shut-in with social anxiety and a face that was pretty easy on the eyes. I was confident I could take care of him, but I never expected...

[Lovecraft used his ability]

Enemy: Aaaaaah! (terrified.jpg)

Me: Aaaaaaaaaah! (excited.jpg)

Why didn't you tell me you had this ability earlier.jpg

Later, I learned that the aloof flower act was fake, but being a blockhead was real. His cold demeanor was just because he wasn't good with words, and his icy expression was just a case of having a poker face...

Question: My partner turned into an indescribable mass of something. Can I still return him? Asking online, it's urgent.

* A work written to satisfy my own cravings. Original female protagonist. The author doesn't know the plot very well, so if anything seems unreasonable or doesn't fit the original story, please treat it as my own interpretation. Thank you!

* After reading other people's stories for so long, I'm giving something back to society.

[Warnings:

1. The heroine has no special abilities, but the author has given her a cheat. It may be a bit overpowered. Mary Sue warning.jpg

2. There is a main quest. I'm not very good at writing romance either, so please go easy on me if anything seems unreasonable. The author has never dated! I only like fictional characters.jpg

3. The eldritch god in Bungo Stray Dogs is Lovecraft, also known as Love-Craft. I want to distinguish him from the real Lovecraft, so the story usually calls him Howard (full name: Howard Phillips Lovecraft).

4. First-person narration warning. Love at first sight warning! Timeline is four years earlier! I may alter things for the sake of the plot!

5. OOC warning, OOC warning, OOC warning!!

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Theme: Life is beautiful. Keep living, and you'll get to see hope