"Don't be afraid of a long road, just be afraid of the lack of light and direction."
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When Shen Yu was burdened with the truth about his mother's death and was taken home by his father, the real murderer, and used as a tool to please other upper-class children, he could only silently endure his hatred.
When he was bullied by other children when he was sensitive and autistic after a big change, he saw for the first time Lu Zhi, who acquiesced in all the farce and was regarded as the leader of this group of dandies. He was cold, dignified and arrogant.
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When Shen Yu sold his body to Lu Zhi, he was both disgusted and disgusted with himself, but he was even more disgusted with the fact that he was out of tune with the world.
He goes out to mess around, he despises himself, he acts like a fool, and for revenge, he is Lu Zhi's dog.
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It was not until later, after he had taken his revenge and met his sun, that he realized that people who were stuck in the quagmire could also see the sun.
Shen Yu thought that the light in his hand was his own, but he did not expect that the light would leak out from between his fingers, and that after the day there would be only endless darkness and loneliness.
And the more a person longs for light, the harder it is to let go after encountering the sunshine. He searches for the truth like crazy, and the spearhead of hatred quietly points at the man who pulls him deeper into the quagmire...
"As moths fly to the flame, everything flies to the light."
[I don't know how to love in the early stage, and I'm humble and arrogant in the later stage of courting. × The seemingly gentle and serious CEO is actually stubborn, degenerate, self-loathing, and lacks love.]
BE is a sadistic novel, with a double kill at the end, a forced gag, and there is no emotion when being attacked, only use.
Clean attack and slag feeling, feeling has white moonlight
Intention: To love and be loved