That Summer Solstice We Can't Return To

Both are overlords I should be considered in progress, but why is it less than a year old and it already fades away? What is the problem? I always feel a little sad...

Still. Maybe you don't know me. Because, I have been reading your articles silently... (Don't bite me.) You are all reminiscing, but I am in the process of... It means that I am in a relationship with my partner. We are separated by two places and rely on text messages to communicate. I haven't watched or talked to him. But he said it felt better. He is excellent and gentle. He said he would be very domineering. Ha, but I know this is a sign of liking. Maybe subconsciously I feel that I will eventually... Embark on a different journey. But I can't refuse. This is my first time. I never do anything I'm not sure about. Don't allow unexpected things to happen. But this confession completely broke my peaceful life. Ever since junior high school, I thought... It was impossible for me to face such a situation. Because, I am proud and rational. I don't think girls like this will impress those boys who are pretty childish (I really think they are immature) And, now it is. I'm in love.. I still feel a little bit unreal. I once told myself that I cannot fall into love. And what I want to tell myself now is that if you really like the other person, if you are not destined to be destined in the end, you should also smile and bless the other person. I don't know what the actual situation will be. So, I will cherish the time I have now.

I have also played games, and I have also been in online dating, but I have evolved from online dating to real life. There was a period of happiness that was not short-lived. Although the two of us are now separated, we have never forgotten all the times we played and indulged together. These memories are precious... Now that I think about it, I am a little surprised that we have been together for so long. We knew each other for 2 years in the game, and then we were together for 3 or 5 years in real life. I think I used to be happy... Now... I can only find the feeling I had in online game novels...

I have also contributed in the game; I have been happy; I have been happy; I have also been betrayed and abandoned. Everything has dissipated with time. Maybe many people have forgotten it, and they will say to you with a smile: It is all in the past, don't think about it anymore! But in our hearts, although those past events have passed away, our wounds still exist! Will it really pass? ? People who have never been hurt will never understand!

It's because we are too confident, thinking that love can transcend all distances of time and space. There is a 6-year gap between us, and we are not far apart geographically, but I don't have the courage to see him. I once tried so hard to inquire about his affairs, thinking that I could get involved in his life, but it is impossible. After a year, everyone has changed. I will not be impulsive, and neither will he. He is doing it. He does things he doesn't like to do, goes on blind dates with different women at any time, doesn't know how to eat on time, and would rather work until he vomits. My heart aches when I see it, but what can I do with words across a network? Without real body temperature, in front of a cold machine, I don't know that he feels uncomfortable, I don't know that he is unhappy, I don't know that he is pretending to have a good life, so what's the point of talking about love! So in the end, at the end of the reunion, I gave up first. The night before, I said I liked you very much, but he said he couldn't be sure, so he smiled and watched his two-year relationship disappear. What he didn't know was that my choice was for the city where he was. Maybe, I still held on to the hope that a spark would start a prairie fire. He was such a heart-wrenching big boy, and I couldn't let go.

I've done it too, as a mistress However, we are just in the game, and I really can't bear to ruin his relationship with his real-life girlfriend. Her girlfriend also called me and scolded me again and again, hahaha, I told him that he just said we were friends and asked me not to take it seriously. Time and time again, we struggled for three years He actually broke up, and I also forced him to divorce, blocked him, and changed his phone number. Hahaha, my heart hurts so much after reading your article.

Be happy, because I can understand that kind of unforgettable pain, although it is not the same as you. That person is someone I met in the game. I always call him brother, now, he is like a relative, but now we are strangers. I can't tell who will let go first. It's just that in the end both of us were tired. I made my last effort last night, haha, it really doesn't matter in the future. Just hope you can be happy.

You are great and I believe you will be happy too.

I found that many people have unforgettable experiences playing online games... "I even searched for your name on Baidu like crazy." I've done the same thing, not with people in online games, but with people I used to hang out with... Then, I saw a sentence in that person's blog that broke my heart, He said the only person he cares about is XX... Therefore, in the future, it is better to search less for those people whose love is no longer with you...

So heart-wrenching. . . I don't know what the ending of this novel will be, but no matter what, you still have to be happy! ~