You have a friend, but you are not as good as him in every way. You are always on the road of trying to surpass him. Just when you are about to succeed, you are unlucky enough to travel to another world. You are discriminated against by the indigenous people and can't even eat.
After escaping to the wilderness, you are not allowed to secretly follow the believers to the summoning ceremony, hoping to get some sacrifices, but you are caught on the spot before you even make a move. Only then do you realize that they are cult members and they want to use you as a sacrifice.
It's hard for you to fight with two fists, not to mention you who are hungry. Even because of your resistance, you went from lying waiting for death to being tied up and waiting to die. Fortunately, the languages are similar, and you can understand clearly. You heard the leader of the believers say, "Sir, we offer his flesh and blood to you, and may you live forever."
At this moment, you desperately shouted, "Sir, I dedicate all the believers here to you, I wish you a happy meal!"
Years later, you became the evil god's "favorite human being". You were in fear of being killed every day, but occasionally you felt good, maybe because you finally surpassed that friend. Maybe you will never succeed, but contrary to expectations, your friend will also travel to another world and go one step further than you - he joins the Holy Knights and even kills a false god with his own hands.
You just feel like a clown and you are determined to become a clown.
Intent: To achieve supreme balance through dramatic destruction