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In the eyes of others, Ren Yusu and Jiang Ruan were bound to go from bickering childhood friends to a couple.
At first, Ren Yusu thought so too. People had come and gone from their lives over the years, but he had always been the one closest to Jiang Ruan.
The childhood-sweethearts setup seemed to promise that he would be the one she ended up with.
But he forgot that stories can take more than one turn, and that childhood friends can't compete with someone who arrives later.
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On the day Jiang Ruan turned eighteen, Ren Yusu hurried over with a bouquet of roses.
He'd spent a long time preparing for this day. The rose garden he'd planted was his coming-of-age gift to Jiang Ruan.
He happily handed her the bouquet, hoping to invite her to see the garden he'd prepared for her, when he heard her laughing with a friend:
"Roses used to be my favorite flowers."
"Have you changed your mind?"
"Now I like lisianthus best."
Ren Yusu didn't tell her about the garden he'd prepared. The party carried on in high spirits, while he looked out the window at the snow falling outside.
It was the first snowfall in Lin'an in many years.
He wondered if the roses in the garden could survive the long winter.
Childhood friends can't compete with someone who arrives later / secret crush
A carefree young master hiding a secret crush x a dazzling, pampered young lady
Theme: Childhood friends can't compete with someone who arrives later
I would like to take this opportunity to share this story with you. The beginning of the story is about childhood sweethearts, and the concept is also very interesting. I believe that many people will be familiar with the phrase "childhood sweethearts cannot withstand the fall of heaven". The thing that Ren Yusu has hidden for the longest time is his love for Jiang Ruan. Sometimes flowers bloom, but deep love is hard to keep.
When I first read "Lost Winter" by A Yao, I thought it would be a story about youth, friendship and growth. However, after reading it, I discovered that it is more like an elegy about secret love and regret, slowly telling the sourness and helplessness of youth.
The protagonists of the story, Ren Yusu and Jiang Ruan, are childhood sweethearts destined to be together in the eyes of others. He has never hidden secrets from each other since he was a child. He only has one secret, and that is his love for Jiang Ruan. From being together in ignorance when they were young, to getting along day and night in their youth, Ren Yusu thought that the relationship between him and Jiang Ruan would naturally lead to a happy ending like a long stream of water. For Jiang Ruan's eighteenth-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, he carefully prepared a sea of rose flowers all over the courtyard, fully expecting to give her an unforgettable surprise and to express his inner feelings to Jiang Ruan. However, fate played a cruel joke at this time.
On the day of the adult ceremony, Ren Yusu heard Jiang Ruan say that her favorite flower now is lisianthus, which is no longer the rose she once loved most. At that moment, all the expectations in his heart collapsed instantly, like the first snow falling outside the window, cold and silent. The carefully prepared sea of flowers has become a lonely scenery that no one appreciates. His affection and dedication seem to have lost their meaning in an instant. That winter, it wasn't just the roses in the yard that got snowed, but also his love.
Whether it's reality or virtual games, he can't escape the word secret love. This episode touched me deeply. The feeling of not being able to love and being full of expectations but being severely shattered by reality was deeply portrayed by A Yao. In the secret love of youth, are we not like this? I often think that my feelings are known to everyone, but I don't know that the other person has quietly walked away, leaving me where I am, facing this unspeakable loss alone.
As the story develops, Jiang Ruan and Song Yuan come together, and Ren Yusu can only bury his feelings deep in his heart. He silently watched Jiang Ruan's happiness, but was unable to participate in her future. This sense of powerlessness and frustration made people feel sorry for him. But his love did not disappear because of this. Instead, it took root in his heart and became deeper and deeper.
A Yao is delicate and true when describing Ren Yusu's inner world. Every beat of his heart, every struggle, and every loss seems to take us into the depths of his heart, making people feel for him. We saw his cowardice and bravery in the face of love, and saw that he was willing to sacrifice his own happiness in order to protect Jiang Ruan's happiness. This kind of pure and selfless love may be rare in real life, but it is extremely moving.
The description of adolescent secret love in the book is also full of fireworks. The slapstick fights on campus, the laughter and quarrels between friends all make people feel like they have returned to their youth. In this period full of vitality and hope, everyone has dreams and aspirations, but they inevitably have to face growing pains and pain. "Lost Winter" shows the multi-faceted nature of youth through the stories of Ren Yusu and Jiang Ruan, allowing us to find resonance and comfort while recalling our youth. It made me understand that youthful secret love is like a gorgeous firework, beautiful but fleeting. In this grand feast of youth, some people are destined to become passers-by, and some relationships are destined to end in regret. But it is these regrets that make us learn to grow and cherish. As the book says: "Some stories have their endings written from the beginning. All we can do is to bloom in the process. Even if they wither in the end, they can still leave a splendid color." Perhaps this is the charm of youth and the meaning of Ren Yusu's sentence: "Just like a big tree loves a rose, from now on until now."
The full text has been completed
Next book "Two Kites", rebirth be
It's in the column (^^)
If you are interested, you can click here to receive it in advance.
The story begins when Yuan Yuan pursues Song Yuan because of a challenge. Yuan Yuan and Yuan Yuan fall in love. Even their names are the same. Does the same name already predict their ending? Ashu lost his mother when he was more than one year old, and his stepmother was only kind to her biological son and didn't care much about Ashu. All the good things Ashu had were required to be given to her own son. Although Ashu likes Yuanyuan, he is too brave. His secret love that he dare not confess has become his youth. Yuanyuan also liked Ashu. If Ashu had been braver, the ending would have been different. Ashu is Yuanyuan's childhood sweetheart. According to the settings of childhood sweethearts, he thought he would be in her story, but he forgot that childhood sweethearts may not be able to withstand the fall of heaven. On the day of Yuanyuan's eighteenth-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, Ashu prepared a garden of rose flowers for her, but her favorite flower had changed, which indicated that he would not be able to go back. If the roses could not survive the cold winter, he would not be in her story. Eighteen-year-old Yuanyuan likes Lisianthus, and sixteen-year-old Yuanyuan likes roses. He just thinks that Ashu is for sixteen Jiang Ruan, just like the big tree loves roses, from now on until now. Yu Xia and Yi Jiang were just a flight away, but it was more than that. He would never participate in her life again, and she would not have him in her life from now on. Later, Ashu met his fellow juniors who had a crush on him and helped them. There was one less coward in the world. He became a psychiatrist to help those people. Only Ashu realized his childhood dream. Ashu, don't be a coward in relationships from now on.
Why did Yuanyuan only know about it on the eve of the wedding [crying] [crying]
Suddenly I felt relieved. The two mutes were loving each other silently. It was just fate.
It took a day, how can I say, first of all, it's good-looking, Shi Qingyao is great. In fact, Cong felt very distressed when he saw Ashu for the first time in the summer. After actually watching Ashu's first-person perspective, he still has a different feeling. The world is so bad. What makes Ashu such a character? He looks carefree, cheerful and enthusiastic? Maybe it was due to sensitivity and low self-esteem. I think it was because Ashu had suffered so much since he was a child that he took Chen Jin's trivial or even hypocritical concern as a ****, and that he took Ren Xu's guilt as a ****, so that he never dared to express his heart, so he missed Yuanyuan, and Yuanyuan also Because of this appearance and the entanglement of friendship, I missed Ashu, right? Two little cowards [crying, later, Ashu saw all the appearances clearly, and everything had a new beginning. I think, Ashu is actually a very good person with a strong heart. A big boy, he is willing to face his past, so that when he met Ji An in college, he would have the courage to persuade Ji An to pursue happiness, have the courage to help people like him before, and be willing to help Ji An pursue the future after suffering from hypochondriasis, so I think, I Our Ashu will definitely be happy in the future, we will definitely have a happy future forever, and more people will love us Ren Daxin Counselor, but all this seems to have nothing to do with us. The person who gives Ashu life will always be Ashu himself, suck, see you in the next book
Before the heroine got married, the hero was still planting flowers for her. The hero and heroine had a crush on each other and didn't know that the other party liked him. In the end, they fell out.
Woohoo, I've been crying [crying] Why didn't Ashu and Yuanyuan say anything [crying]
It has been posted in vb super chat! It's so uncomfortable. It's so uncomfortable. I can't stand it anymore. Some of the details make me feel that Yuan Yuan likes Ah Shu. It's like testing. I really can't stand it. I secretly looked at Ah Shu to see how Ah Shu knew that Yuan Yuan liked him. It was so uncomfortable. When he was secretly jealous, Yuan Yuan just wanted to come out or test him. I also wondered if it was really inappropriate for them to hold back that their personalities were so similar. It was so uncomfortable. Especially when Ashu felt that Yuan Yuan and Song Yuan were getting along, in fact, she had just started to try to come out. I think Song Yuan is also a very good person. I already agree with the three of them living together (bushi). Although I really think so, I still think that Ashu and Yuan Yuan are better together. Song Yuan is very good and will be good with anyone. Ashu will only be with Yuan Yuan. [Tears] It makes me sad to think that Ashu works in psychology (I forgot what the profession is called). He can cure Ji An. But it can't cure my heart disease (I hope I didn't remember the plot🙇♀️). It's still very uncomfortable. A Shu was influenced by Chen Jin and the others and became a psychological counselor in the end. Will Yuan Yuan be sad? Will he understand that A Shu wanted to confess his feelings to him when he was sixteen? Ren Yusu still hasn't told others how sinister his brother is. In fact, Song Yuan sometimes makes me feel that he is not a good person. I almost feel that his handwriting is responsible for that game. I feel like if they were the protagonists, it would be like a scummy man coveting a young lady and getting his wish, but it's still so sad.
She complained about him because of the ballet shoes, but little did she know that there was another sentence hidden underneath?
I would like to take this opportunity to share this story with you. The beginning of the story is about childhood sweethearts, and the concept is also very interesting. I believe that many people will be familiar with the phrase "childhood sweethearts cannot withstand the fall of heaven". The thing that Ren Yusu has hidden for the longest time is his love for Jiang Ruan. Sometimes flowers bloom, but deep love is hard to keep. When I first read "Lost Winter" by A Yao, I thought it would be a story about youth, friendship and growth. However, after reading it, I discovered that it is more like an elegy about secret love and regret, slowly telling the sourness and helplessness of youth. The protagonists of the story, Ren Yusu and Jiang Ruan, are childhood sweethearts destined to be together in the eyes of others. He has never hidden secrets from each other since he was a child. He only has one secret, and that is his love for Jiang Ruan. From being together in ignorance when they were young, to getting along day and night in their youth, Ren Yusu thought that the relationship between him and Jiang Ruan would naturally lead to a happy ending like a long stream of water. For Jiang Ruan's eighteenth-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, he carefully prepared a sea of rose flowers all over the courtyard, fully expecting to give her an unforgettable surprise and to express his inner feelings to Jiang Ruan. However, fate played a cruel joke at this time. On the day of the adult ceremony, Ren Yusu heard Jiang Ruan say that her favorite flower now is lisianthus, which is no longer the rose she once loved most. At that moment, all the expectations in his heart collapsed instantly, like the first snow falling outside the window, cold and silent. The carefully prepared sea of flowers has become a lonely scenery that no one appreciates. His affection and dedication seem to have lost their meaning in an instant. That winter, it wasn't just the roses in the yard that got snowed, but also his love. Whether it's reality or virtual games, he can't escape the word secret love. This episode touched me deeply. The feeling of not being able to love and being full of expectations but being severely shattered by reality was deeply portrayed by A Yao. In the secret love of youth, are we not like this? I often think that my feelings are known to everyone, but I don't know that the other person has quietly walked away, leaving me where I am, facing this unspeakable loss alone. As the story develops, Jiang Ruan and Song Yuan come together, and Ren Yusu can only bury his feelings deep in his heart. He silently watched Jiang Ruan's happiness, but was unable to participate in her future. This sense of powerlessness and frustration made people feel sorry for him. But his love did not disappear because of this. Instead, it took root in his heart and became deeper and deeper. A Yao is delicate and true when describing Ren Yusu's inner world. Every beat of his heart, every struggle, and every loss seems to take us into the depths of his heart, making people feel for him. We saw his cowardice and bravery in the face of love, and saw that he was willing to sacrifice his own happiness in order to protect Jiang Ruan's happiness. This kind of pure and selfless love may be rare in real life, but it is extremely moving. The description of adolescent secret love in the book is also full of fireworks. The slapstick fights on campus, the laughter and quarrels between friends all make people feel like they have returned to their youth. In this period full of vitality and hope, everyone has dreams and aspirations, but they inevitably have to face growing pains and pain. "Lost Winter" shows the multi-faceted nature of youth through the stories of Ren Yusu and Jiang Ruan, allowing us to find resonance and comfort while recalling our youth. It made me understand that youthful secret love is like a gorgeous firework, beautiful but fleeting. In this grand feast of youth, some people are destined to become passers-by, and some relationships are destined to end in regret. But it is these regrets that make us learn to grow and cherish. As the book says: "Some stories have their endings written from the beginning. All we can do is to bloom in the process. Even if they wither in the end, they can still leave a splendid color." Perhaps this is the charm of youth and the meaning of Ren Yusu's sentence: "Just like a big tree loves a rose, from now on until now."
The full text has been completed Next book "Two Kites", rebirth be It's in the column (^^) If you are interested, you can click here to receive it in advance.
The story begins when Yuan Yuan pursues Song Yuan because of a challenge. Yuan Yuan and Yuan Yuan fall in love. Even their names are the same. Does the same name already predict their ending? Ashu lost his mother when he was more than one year old, and his stepmother was only kind to her biological son and didn't care much about Ashu. All the good things Ashu had were required to be given to her own son. Although Ashu likes Yuanyuan, he is too brave. His secret love that he dare not confess has become his youth. Yuanyuan also liked Ashu. If Ashu had been braver, the ending would have been different. Ashu is Yuanyuan's childhood sweetheart. According to the settings of childhood sweethearts, he thought he would be in her story, but he forgot that childhood sweethearts may not be able to withstand the fall of heaven. On the day of Yuanyuan's eighteenth-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, Ashu prepared a garden of rose flowers for her, but her favorite flower had changed, which indicated that he would not be able to go back. If the roses could not survive the cold winter, he would not be in her story. Eighteen-year-old Yuanyuan likes Lisianthus, and sixteen-year-old Yuanyuan likes roses. He just thinks that Ashu is for sixteen Jiang Ruan, just like the big tree loves roses, from now on until now. Yu Xia and Yi Jiang were just a flight away, but it was more than that. He would never participate in her life again, and she would not have him in her life from now on. Later, Ashu met his fellow juniors who had a crush on him and helped them. There was one less coward in the world. He became a psychiatrist to help those people. Only Ashu realized his childhood dream. Ashu, don't be a coward in relationships from now on.
Why did Yuanyuan only know about it on the eve of the wedding [crying] [crying]
Suddenly I felt relieved. The two mutes were loving each other silently. It was just fate.
It took a day, how can I say, first of all, it's good-looking, Shi Qingyao is great. In fact, Cong felt very distressed when he saw Ashu for the first time in the summer. After actually watching Ashu's first-person perspective, he still has a different feeling. The world is so bad. What makes Ashu such a character? He looks carefree, cheerful and enthusiastic? Maybe it was due to sensitivity and low self-esteem. I think it was because Ashu had suffered so much since he was a child that he took Chen Jin's trivial or even hypocritical concern as a ****, and that he took Ren Xu's guilt as a ****, so that he never dared to express his heart, so he missed Yuanyuan, and Yuanyuan also Because of this appearance and the entanglement of friendship, I missed Ashu, right? Two little cowards [crying, later, Ashu saw all the appearances clearly, and everything had a new beginning. I think, Ashu is actually a very good person with a strong heart. A big boy, he is willing to face his past, so that when he met Ji An in college, he would have the courage to persuade Ji An to pursue happiness, have the courage to help people like him before, and be willing to help Ji An pursue the future after suffering from hypochondriasis, so I think, I Our Ashu will definitely be happy in the future, we will definitely have a happy future forever, and more people will love us Ren Daxin Counselor, but all this seems to have nothing to do with us. The person who gives Ashu life will always be Ashu himself, suck, see you in the next book
Before the heroine got married, the hero was still planting flowers for her. The hero and heroine had a crush on each other and didn't know that the other party liked him. In the end, they fell out.
Woohoo, I've been crying [crying] Why didn't Ashu and Yuanyuan say anything [crying]
It has been posted in vb super chat! It's so uncomfortable. It's so uncomfortable. I can't stand it anymore. Some of the details make me feel that Yuan Yuan likes Ah Shu. It's like testing. I really can't stand it. I secretly looked at Ah Shu to see how Ah Shu knew that Yuan Yuan liked him. It was so uncomfortable. When he was secretly jealous, Yuan Yuan just wanted to come out or test him. I also wondered if it was really inappropriate for them to hold back that their personalities were so similar. It was so uncomfortable. Especially when Ashu felt that Yuan Yuan and Song Yuan were getting along, in fact, she had just started to try to come out. I think Song Yuan is also a very good person. I already agree with the three of them living together (bushi). Although I really think so, I still think that Ashu and Yuan Yuan are better together. Song Yuan is very good and will be good with anyone. Ashu will only be with Yuan Yuan. [Tears] It makes me sad to think that Ashu works in psychology (I forgot what the profession is called). He can cure Ji An. But it can't cure my heart disease (I hope I didn't remember the plot🙇♀️). It's still very uncomfortable. A Shu was influenced by Chen Jin and the others and became a psychological counselor in the end. Will Yuan Yuan be sad? Will he understand that A Shu wanted to confess his feelings to him when he was sixteen? Ren Yusu still hasn't told others how sinister his brother is. In fact, Song Yuan sometimes makes me feel that he is not a good person. I almost feel that his handwriting is responsible for that game. I feel like if they were the protagonists, it would be like a scummy man coveting a young lady and getting his wish, but it's still so sad.
She complained about him because of the ballet shoes, but little did she know that there was another sentence hidden underneath?