
The Man I've Had a Crush on for Twelve Years Got Divorced
暗恋十二年的他离婚了
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 457k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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I really like Teacher Ren to write a long review. Such a beautiful designer Ren deserves to be surrounded by love and flowers. I had read a few chapters a long time ago, and it was a bit late to actually read it under the pressure of finals week. There were many emotions and thoughts while reading this book. I was like a balloon, which was constantly inflated and deflated as the plot rose and fell. The impression left is that there are many supporting characters, and people's thoughts are affected by environment and experience. The author established the character image in just a few words. Maybe it's because I read too many cool articles, or because I control the ultimate protagonist, so I seemed to be angry all the time in the early stage. Teacher Ren's misbehavior with others caused monsters, ghosts, gods, and snakes to swarm around him. It was clearly the Zhao family who hurt xr, but x used all means to hurt Ren, vented his hatred on a completely innocent person, and went to great lengths to destroy Ren's love and career. Such a person had a father who loved him to protect him. I sighed spontaneously in my heart, feeling unfair and aggrieved for Teacher Ren. What made me even more powerless was that powerful people tried their best to deal with the mistakes made by x, and ignored the pain that xr had caused to others. Fortunately, in the following text, xr suffered the consequences. I really don't want to mention the roles of certain ex people. I don't know if it's because it's the first work, or the author is used to this way of writing, but there are so many CPs that it's dizzying. I still have quite a lot of fun with the main plot and extras, which personally affects my reading experience (it's very subjective, so don't worry about it). But Teacher Ren has such a charming personality, the protagonist's outlook is too upright, and his emotional line is too happy, so many of them can be ignored. Teacher Ren is gentle and strong. This unique temperament is naturally revealed when communicating with others and handling things. It seems that everyone who gets along with him is unconsciously attracted to him, but it is difficult to really get close to him. He values feelings, is easy to be soft-hearted and tolerant, but has more principles and bottom line and will not tolerate someone who betrays him. When I meet the people involved in this matter, he is also very rational, clear about right and wrong, and always handles it with ease. Every little episode makes him more three-dimensional and distinct. Every time I write more about Teacher Ren, he becomes more charming... Teacher Ren is so charming. Tan Zheng's perspective is also very interesting. He regrets that he is always one step behind. After learning that the person he has secretly loved for many years is getting divorced, he is confused and confused. His first thought is worry and distress, and he will never have a good look towards those who have hurt Teacher Ren. He also showed 100% sincerity in the pursuit. His eyes revealed the most touching confession when he looked at Teacher Ren. Teacher Ren would inevitably be touched by this enthusiasm and straightforwardness. When the current teacher is happy, he does not disturb or approach her. When he is single, he expresses love in a way that he does not resist. I think what is well written is that love and dedication are a person's self-satisfaction. Tan Zheng is not arrogant, not pretentious, does not kidnap or demand. What he loves is not only the Ren Zhaoyuan who saved him, nor is he an ideal and perfect shadow in his imagination, it is completely the whole person of Teacher Ren. After years of chasing, I got what I wanted. I cherished it so much and it was so important that I wanted to give the best to him with both hands after we got together. Yu An was his, and Tan Zheng was his, too. But Teacher Ren told him that "good love does not need to be maintained by one party's self-sacrifice." Compared with guidance, I think this is more of an expression of self-thought. The behavior of the two is simply a textbook-level explanation of how to love each other. The betrayal and pain are profound, but Teacher Ren still has the courage and ability to love someone again. I thought they would live happily ever after without any twists and turns, but I didn't expect a sudden kidnapping. At first, I thought it was a cliché, but I didn't expect it to be a deeper and more determined understanding and closeness between the two. Tan Zheng said that he would not leave Teacher Ren alone, and his promise of "no deception, no design, no force" was completely abandoned this time. He could not let Ren Zhaoyuan fall into even the slightest potential danger, and he did not regret such a choice. It wasn't until Teacher Ren talked about panic, loneliness, and death that he finally truly reflected on the key point. In essence, it was a conflict of wishes and concepts between the two parties. Both people wanted the other to be safe. I also suddenly realized that sometimes love is expressed in the way that the other person likes and wants, rather than obediently obeying one's own psychological needs. (Perhaps the words do not convey the meaning, and are slightly biased due to subjectivity. There are thousands of forms of love, and there is no formula or absolute.) What is unforgettable is that Teacher Ren has an gull tattooed on his back. He once felt that people are eternally lonely and that everyone's spiritual world is an island in the sea. However, Tan Zheng asked him to deny his previous view. It turns out that a lover can really become the other half of the soul. Tan Zheng's emotional confession was also sincere and touching, "Ren Zhaoyuan grew out of his heart", "He wanted to take care of everything in every detail, so Ren Zhaoyuan accommodated him and relied on him", "It wasn't him who chased Ren Zhaoyuan, it was Ren Zhaoyuan who chose him", etc., Which gave me a very strange idea - Ren's behavior when he was young affected Tan's choices, as if "Ren Zhaoyuan" has become a part of Tan Zheng's personality, an indispensable mosaic in life. Love is the long-lasting love between two people, practiced in daily life. They spent their lives to prove that "forever" is really not a false proposition. Two little bitter gourds who didn't get a lot of love in childhood grew up to be brave people who are good at expressing love. When you love someone, you want to experience their experiences and feel their feelings. Tan Zheng and Teacher Ren's matching earrings and tattoos are so meaningful. The relationship between the young couple is so cute, healing, beautiful, gentle and happy. I really like to see them having only each other in their world, giving each other absolute preference and specialness, and occupying each other's time and space. The writing is shallow, the emotion is deep, and the writing is touching. The character creation and emotional lines are really great. Finally, thank you to the author for creating such a beautiful story, such a person who deserves happiness and is truly happy.
The writing is delicate and beautiful.
When it's time to review before the exam, you will find that this looks good and that looks good [Lie flat]
Awesome👏I haven't seen such a beautiful article in a long time. Happiness for a long time
It's so well written and has a very positive view of love.
"Buried emotions are always turbulent, but the valve dropped by Tan Zheng himself is thick enough." This is a big bug for the author~
N checked quq, m Comrade plum soup, please update quickly.
Not enough! Still want it! Not enough! So sweet!
Finished spreading flowers! ! ! Nice! Love watching! ! I still want to watch it! ! !
Watched it again, sprinkled with flowers! As I get older, I like to watch happy family endings. Best wishes! Thanks for creating [Fireworks]