My Master and I

Regarding Ruan Hanxing, Ruan Hanxing is beyond my expectation. Her name comes from her mother, father, brother and sister, but she is herself. She understands what the "love" given by others is, but she is never afraid of love. I am as sensitive as an animal and always say too straightforward things at moments when I often feel unspeakable. Senior Sister Fang was a point that I was particularly worried about before the end. If it were whitewashed and confessed, the plot would feel a bit cliched; if it was always a hurdle, there would always be something missing except for shaping Xiao Ruan's sense of inhumanity or his will to survive. But arranging Senior Sister Fang to be the executioner in the catastrophe is wonderful. The two people who had not had much interaction were given the relationship of mother and daughter. Even if they could avenge their daughter in a natural disaster, in reality they would choose to silence her again. "I love her, but I also want to live." Xiao Ruan will never betray herself. Yu Chunsheng's betrayal, Pei being controlled in Pei's house, Zheng Zai's reaction after Xiao Ruan escaped from the underground palace, Senior Brother Wang was completely immersed in the arrogant savior plot. In the initial reading, I seemed to have already given Xiao Ruan a verdict. All her sins will be forgiven with her death, which is in line with the best ending for everyone. Those who hate can be reviled after death, and those who love can impatiently tell their love and regrets to the frozen life. However, this ending seems to be just the ending that the public wants. Why did Xiao Ruan want to die? She obviously only had one wish, and that was to live. Xiao Ruan was a scavenger when she was a child, and when she was older she was squeezed and ridiculed. Later, she lived a good life in the Zheng Mansion, and then entered the underground palace. She compromised and endured everything. She just wanted to live, and as long as she lived, she could resurrect her sister. She obviously worked so hard, why should she die instead of someone else? Xiao Ruan is like a mountain fire that has been extinguished. As long as she is given a chance, she will rekindle, burning away the trees that cover the sky to leave room for herself to grow. If Xiao Ruan is my favorite character in this reading, then Yu Chunsheng is the second. Just like the author said, they are so similar. The liking in the first half of the reading comes from the xp preference, Shuangxing. When Yu Chunsheng's life experience was not clearly stated, I always assumed that his first self-identity was male (this is considered a kind of evaluation point of Shuangxing). As Yu Ning's story unfolds, it turns out that her brother and sister are really her sisters. Before the age of sixteen, she was a girl who absorbed knowledge and was pretentious. She inherited the title of her mother, traveled the mountains and rivers, and was the most popular person in the world. Fate made a joke, as if her efforts and social status in the past sixteen years were all a joke. Maybe she picked willows in the spring, enjoyed lotus flowers in the summer, ate crabs in the autumn, and listened to the snow in the winter. But in the end, all that was left was the torment of nature in the four seasons. At the age of sixteen, she also screamed at God and asked "why" like Xiao Ruan, and then embarked on a different but same path. Maybe it's the snake's genes that are causing trouble. The two of them are really getting further and further away from humans. They are obviously half-demon. Xiao Ruan and Yu Chunsheng completely interpret the love of the sea. The only feeling of love is too fake. Love and hate are mixed together and cannot be sorted out. The two of them maintained a trace of sincerity amidst the pretense. (Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo delicious) Regarding Subi Alfonte and Chao Ying (the following is nonsense), in my understanding, people can only imitate the love they receive to give love. Subi and Chao Ying both played the role of mother in Xiao Ruan's life at different times. Subi is a mother who is strict on the outside but kind on the inside, and Chao Ying is a mother who is strict on the outside and kind on the outside. Xiao Ruan in the calamity is more like a reflection of the two, a gentle and cheerful mother. I especially like the plot of Chao Ying accidentally killing Pei. It was supposed to be a big battle, but in the end the person who succeeded in revenge left with sorrow, and it ended hastily, pretending for a lifetime. Pei, who was neither sad nor happy, died at the hands of his uncle at the age of four when he would make a wish to his beloved queen. It was not a relief for him. I always feel that I am particularly mean to Pei, Zheng and Senior Brother Wang. All my previous comments about Pei and Zheng are still insignificant, but I want to say something about Senior Brother Wang. Looking back after reading the whole story, now that I think about it, I feel that Senior Brother Wang is gaochaoing himself, immersed in saving the girl who lost her footing. He couldn't extricate himself from the art, and it was also a self-guided strategy, but if you think about it from another perspective, Senior Brother Wang has always been "arrogant" and saved Xiao Ruan according to his own wishes. The deaths of Pei and Zheng made me hate them even more. Zheng's self-esteem really supported and destroyed him, but Xiao Ruan, who lost his memory, satisfied all the guilt he wanted to make up for. He sacrificed his life for Xiao Ruan at the last moment of his life, redeemed all his "sins", and went to find the next life with Xiao Ruan with satisfaction and hope. So cunning But the person is dead, and whatever he thought about has gone with the wind, who knows.

Looks like it's going to be a big dot [cat head]

Nice!? Finished with flowers?

It's so delicious, pee and mark it [heart][purple sugar][purple sugar]kswl, can you serve it to the table if you are so pitiful?

Yeah, it's my beloved Da Luan Stew [Compare Hearts] [Compare Hearts], Chang Xi couldn't have been born by Zheng Fangchen himself 🐶

It's a life of suffering and joy, but this time the heroine and the master have become little people. The life of a little person is like this 😭 😭 😭

Hey, it ended so quickly, I'm a little bit sad. I rarely read new articles. The writing style of this piece is very good, and the poems are also very wonderful. Is there any extra story about Master and Sister Bao? There is not much description of the ending of the two of them 🐶

Hahahaha, it's broken, it's broken, it's all broken, hahaha, big dot dot walk [let me be healthy]

The best bun in the world, I love you 😭 😭 😭 Did you hear me say I love you!!! 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

Xiao Ruan: There is a secret that everyone knows in the cultivation world. I love Chaoheng as much as my life, but I like to pursue excitement and play big. I have tried it with Wang Yunzhi, Pei Sixing, Yu Chunsheng, and Zheng Fangchen. There is only one taboo, which is not to make trouble in front of Chaoheng.