Lulu said she wanted me to hug her. A hug meant a blessing, and anyone who didn't receive one would become unhappy.
After that accident, I began to wonder if I hadn't hugged her tightly enough. So I stayed up for several nights, filling an entire notebook with words of blessing. Every time we met, I hugged her with all my strength. I wanted her to be happy.
I'm not an easy person to get along with. I'm depressed and extreme, too, so I never dared hope that someone would love me without holding anything back. But Lulu did exactly that. Her love was open and unrestrained. So, of course, I love her too.
“Lulu wrote in her diary that she would die if she lost Jiang Tong. In my letter, I wrote that the first twenty-odd years of my life had been absurd and hopeless, and Lulu was the only light in my life.”
“Are people more forgiving of rumors about those who excel? Then I'll become twice as excellent.
“Between us, there is no forgiveness, only reconciliation.”
“The moon can wax and wane, and lilies can bloom, too.”
“I hope our love will be accepted by society.”
“Who is Lulu?”
“She's the wife of someone named Jiang Tong, the person Jiang Tong will spend his life with, and Jiang Tong's one and only love.”
Theme: People are born free. Why let society's conventions hold us back?
Why does it feel like this "I" is a yandere?