My Darling Worries Every Day That I'll Leave Him

[Complete] [Previews: You're Not Straight, Behave; No Snake Is Allowed to Covet the Aloof Beauty. Click the author's page to follow. Blurbs at the bottom.] [This Novel] Lu Zhe finished a drawing after staying up all night for two days, then went outside. Thinking he was hallucinating from lack of sleep, he saw a celestial being. The celestial being was elegant and ethereal, dressed in white that was slightly rumpled. He stood by the roadside, breathing unevenly. He was a rare beauty. Lu Zhe admired him for a moment. Before he could even get home, the other man grabbed him tightly by the wrist. While trying to bear the pain, Lu Zhe heard the other's anguished, trembling voice: "How many more times are you going to abandon your master?!" Lu Zhe: "..." This wasn't a celestial being. It was clearly a patient who had escaped from some hospital. Later, by some strange twist of fate, Lu Zhe brought Shen Baizhou home. Seeing that Shen Baizhou had nothing to do but look beautiful, Lu Zhe asked him to pose as a model for one of his drawings. Shen Baizhou got hooked on it. After another modeling session, Lu Zhe was busy fixing some flaws in the drawing. Shen Baizhou, neglected, wrapped his arms around him from behind in discontent. Meeting Lu Zhe's helpless gaze, Shen Baizhou spoke in a sulky but entirely self-assured voice: "Today's pay gets me five minutes of holding you." Lu Zhe, who had agreed to this system of payment: "..." He regretted it quite a lot now. - Shen Baizhou had spent his whole life rejecting love and keeping away from the world. Without realizing it, he was drawn into the world of love by his little disciple, Lu Zhe. Loving someone he couldn't have and being abandoned again and again drove him to despair. After going berserk and opening his eyes again, he found himself in the modern world. No spiritual power, no agony from succumbing to demonic cultivation, and no master-disciple relationship. This time, Lu Zhe didn't abandon him. - [May include some original additions] [Soft-hearted shou x insecure, needy gong] [The main couple is exclusive. Everyone else is just friends and brothers to them.] [For other reading notes, see the author's note in Chapter One! Make sure to read it!] - Preview: You're Not Straight, Behave. Please follow. Blurb below. Xu Yiyang, the campus heartthrob from Tong University’s voice acting program, was famous for being a cool, low-key beauty, distant and admired from afar. Only Xu Yiyang knew that the reason he seemed so unapproachable... Was that he had a rare form of localized skin hunger, which meant he had to keep his distance from people. Whenever his symptoms flared up, he couldn't predict which part of his skin would be affected, nor how severe the symptoms would be. The one thing he could be grateful for was that as long as he didn't make skin contact with anyone, his symptoms wouldn't get too bad. Until a friend took him to a bar on the corner... In the dim light, the only bright spot was the bartender behind the counter. He had an air of refinement, and his fingers were long and beautiful as he mixed drinks. Just one look, and Xu Yiyang felt an intense tingling and pain in his skin. Never before had Xu Yiyang so desperately wanted someone to touch him. So, with the alcohol taking effect, when the other man led him into the lounge, Xu Yiyang tentatively put his arms around his neck. His hot breath brushed the other's ear. "...Hold me." He didn't expect the other man to freeze for a moment, then answer in a hoarse voice: "...Okay." - Xu Yiyang thought the other man was just a bartender. If he stopped going to the bar, he could pretend nothing had happened while he was drunk. But it turned out the other man was a student at Tong University. Xu Yiyang had never seen Lu Heng before. After that night, he saw Lu Heng after class, in the cafeteria, and even on his way back to the dorm. Lu Heng was everywhere. Not only that, Lu Heng always managed to find a chance to touch him. But whenever Xu Yiyang couldn't take it anymore, Lu Heng would gently reach out to him and soothe him in a soft voice: "Come here. Let your senior hold you." - Lu Heng, the math department's campus heartthrob and another of Tong University's aloof beauties, had a secret no one knew. He had an intense voice fetish, and he was hopelessly in love with Xu Yiyang's voice alone. Just one careless gasp from the other man could control his breathing. Later, it wasn't just Xu Yiyang's voice that could rob him of his reason. Everything about him could. He liked touching him, and he liked hearing the gasps Xu Yiyang let out when he touched him. [The gong isn't a bartender. He was just helping a friend.] [A story written with abandon] - == Preview from the same series: No Snake Is Allowed to Covet the Aloof Beauty. Click the author's page to follow. == Jiang Lianyue was forced to go hiking with a friend on a whim. When he was exhausted and refused to take another step, a little snake suddenly dropped onto his head. The little snake was as white as jade, with delicate scales, but its body was covered in wounds. It lay limply across Jiang Lianyue's shoulder, looking as if it might die at any moment. His friend exclaimed that the white snake was a rare breed and so beautiful it was impossible to look away. But Jiang Lianyue had a deep-rooted aversion to snakes. He refused to even look at it and simply swept the white snake to the ground. However, before he could get away, the snake, about to hit the ground, suddenly coiled tightly around his wrist. Jiang Lianyue thought it was about to bite him, but the white snake lowered its head and rubbed against his fingertip in a submissive gesture. It was unmistakably trying to curry favor. Jiang Lianyue: "..." Had Heaven finally had enough of him and decided to scare him to death with a snake spirit? The little white snake was destined to be thrown away by Jiang Lianyue, but his friend, who admired it, picked it up instead. After that, every day became a source of overwhelming anxiety for Jiang Lianyue... Like the snake's head that would occasionally poke out from his window, peeking at him carefully. Or the little white snake curled up outside his door all night, waiting for him to look at it with shining eyes. One night, Jiang Lianyue sensed the white snake sneaking into his room. He tried to ignore it, but the white snake slithered under his blanket. Unable to stand the strange feeling, Jiang Lianyue opened his eyes. All he saw was white smoke filling the room, and the little white snake coiled around his waist had turned into a young man. The young man's arms were wrapped around his waist. He nuzzled his head against Jiang Lianyue's lower abdomen, his eyes full of tender desire, tears falling from them. In a low, tender voice, he called out: "...A Yue." - Jun Yan was once an innocent child who nearly died, but fell in love with Jiang Lianyue, the god who saved him. Unfortunately, gods and demons were forbidden from being together, and countless obstacles stood in their way. Unable to have the one he loved, Jun Yan lost his pure nature and went on a killing spree, watching helplessly as Jiang Lianyue protected him and was scattered into nothingness. After he went on a rampage and prepared to perish with the Three Realms, he fell into a rift between worlds. There were no Three Realms here, and no prohibition against gods and demons. Covered in wounds, he appeared before Jiang Lianyue once again. But this time, Jiang Lianyue didn't save him. - 1. The shou is not a reincarnation. He's the same person from beginning to end. 2. More details will be added after the story begins. - Theme: Never give up. One day, you'll get what you've been waiting for.