This was written before I signed a contract. Don't read it, it's awful and wallows in angst just for the sake of it!!!!
[Cheerful bottom x aloof top]
Lin Yu is a street kid who was taken in and raised by someone. He has an older brother, Lin Yan, who's very good to him, but also keeps him on a very tight leash.
Lin Yan won't let him get into a relationship early. He also won't let him spend too much time with girls. Gradually, Lin Yan even forbids him from getting too close to other boys.
Lin Yu: Bro, why do you control so much of what I do?
Lin Yan: I'm afraid you'll get sold.
Lin Yu: ...
[Incest] [Bad ending]
"He is the lucky star of my life, and the distant view I've spent my whole life trying to glimpse."
Theme: Love isn't noble; it has limits.
SpeechFlower The character belongs to Luo Yi, OOC warning, the writing is scummy, take a knife The original work was serialized in Jinjiang Literature City, original work by Luo Yi, Modern Danmei, title: Lost Support genuine! Text begins: Very cold. It was so cold that it made my heart tremble. Miss him. Uncomfortable. Forget it, he doesn't love me anymore, what's the point. Aren't you just a coward? He is already engaged to someone else. What are you still thinking about? He is no longer in the same world as you. Can't you forget him? There is no future for two boys. Love is divided by gender and national boundaries, that's it. Very realistic, right? Fiction is always beautiful, reality is not. It will only be the cruelest side. My consciousness gradually faded away and I felt very sleepy. Lin Yu struggled to open his eyes in the water. The water poured into his respiratory tract, which was cold. Colder than ice. He suddenly remembered that when they went to the temple fair together, Lin Yan bought him a lantern. It was round, symbolizing reunion. There were fireworks that day. They were very bright and beautiful. The river was bright. It was the day they were together. Lin Yan confessed his love under the beautiful fireworks. It was so beautiful that it made people sigh, and the novel came into reality. He still keeps the lantern he bought, but unfortunately, he can no longer find it. The river water is warm, warmed by the sun. Lin Yu gave up and let the water pour in. Never mind. He let it go. Lin Yu sank to the bottom of the river. The mobile phone on the shore is still on, showing the text message interface. Stopping at a text message, Lin Yan sent Lin Yu a week ago. "Xiaoyu, Shasha and I are engaged." Lin Yu's answer has not been sent yet. The sunlight reflects off the water and illuminates the bottom. Lin Yu is dead. He died peacefully a week after Lin Yan's engagement. He left silently and jumped into the river on a sunny day. The water was warm that day. Very warm. At the funeral, everyone tacitly ignored Lin Yan, making the already heavy funeral even more speechless. Lin Yan stood alone in front of Lin Yu's tombstone. The rain was pouring down. He didn't hold an umbrella and stood in the rain. The rain is getting heavier, beating on leaves, tombstones, and people's umbrellas. It also touched Lin Yan's heart. Water dripped down Lin Yan's face, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain. Everyone was silent. The young man who smiled with a hidden light in his eyes would no longer appear. Because he is already dead, dead in the river. Also died on a spring day. Lin Yan could no longer look straight into his heart. Lin Yu's death opened a hole in his heart and turned into a crack. He was forced by the excruciating pain to see himself clearly. He loves Lin Yu. Really love it. If Lin Yan had bravely announced his relationship with Lin Yu instead of dealing with it bitterly, Lin Yu would not have died. There is no chance for regret or compensation. Lin Yu had already been disappointed during the endless waiting day after day, but Lin Yan didn't know it. He still loves Lin Yan, but he doesn't have the love he once indulged in. Fragile and broken with a twist. Belated understanding and true love are worthless than grass. If Lin Yu did it again, maybe he wouldn't love Lin Yan anymore. But he had loved it all his life. Let it go. The funeral came to an end and flowers were piled in front of the tomb. But there was no wisteria, his favorite flower. The rain gradually stopped, the clouds parted bit by bit, the sun was about to set, and light fell from the other side of the sky. It was a beautiful sunset, one that Lin Yu liked to see. On the morning and evening line that stretches for thousands of miles, the rainbow hangs there, translucent and translucent. The pale stars surround the moon, very much like the two of them once.
"Failed" is finally complete! Spread the flowers, when I finished writing this article, I had so many thoughts that I wanted to share with you. In fact, this pit was originally a sad article belonging to the [ABO] series. As for why I changed it to this, there is a reason. At that time, I was still serializing All the Way Qianchen and thinking about how to write that article. Because my nerves were too tight, I went to listen to music to relax. By chance, I listened When I came to the song "Failure", I closed my eyes, and my mind was full of those scenes of separation and reunion. They were laughing and crying. The inspiration came to me, but I had too many pitfalls, so I picked one of them to fill in, so I pulled the pitfall of "ABO" into "be". The original name of this article was "Brother, Never See You Again". Because it was inspired by the song "Falled Out", I changed the title to "Falled Out". I also have something to say about the song "Failed". The lyrics of this song are really suitable to listen to from Lin Yan's perspective. Lin Yan's sadness, Lin Yan's memory, Lin Yan's frustration... Speaking of Lin Yan's point of view, one more thing I want to say is that this article is really not cruel in this way. If it were written longer and used Lin Yan's point of view, how sad it would be. Lin Yan clearly loved Lin Yu, but because Luo Pei and Lin Yu were separated, he kept watching Lin Yu's every move in the dark. This feeling was no better than Lin Yu's. It wasn't until Lin Yu fainted that Lin Yan dared to look at him quietly, not even daring to leave his name. In the more than ten years since they were separated, Lin Yan gave up his studies and work, and only lived on the money Luo Pei gave him to go abroad. Standing very far away, all he could see was Lin Yu's back. Lin Yu had friends around him, but in order not to expose himself, Lin Yan told no one, including Ji He. Especially after Lin Yan was brought back by Luo Pei's men, the humiliation he suffered could not be expressed in words. Lin Yan endured it every day, using his own way to stimulate Luo Pei, forcing Luo Pei to show his flaws, and finally he was able to grasp the other party's leverage, but he himself became unclean. What kind of concept is this? He originally wanted to catch Luo Pei and then go out to find Lin Yu, but now everything is in vain. Luo Pei was arrested, his mother was arrested, and he was also arrested. To use Ji He's words, I have never seen him like this. Down and out, miserable. Lin Yan was someone who had to take a shower for several hours after being hugged by others. A person with such a mysophobia would be unimaginable from the perspective of a passerby. Originally, the original ending of "Failure" was not like this. The original ending was that Lin Yan really went abroad, and when he came back, Lin Yu was already married, and then they met somewhere and wrote that regretful scene. But I found that this didn't seem to be sad, so I changed it hahahaha!,——,,,,! Finally, I wrote about Lin Yu's old age. It's good to be old. This way it will be easier to recall and introduce things from those years. At first I wanted to end it like that, but you all thought it was cruel, so I refined the ending a little bit. After Lin Yu died, his soul reunited with Lin Yan, still a young boy, and their souls were together forever. Qing Mimi is going to be more aggressive: Lin Yan died two years after his release! I didn't write it down because I thought this was quite uncomfortable. Lin Yan's mental state was not very good either. He had no money and no one to accompany him. He quietly left alone with his thoughts...
Friends, what should I do if I still want to write a long review? My mind is full of ideas now.
(I feel like it might be OOC, but it's quite sweet. The timeline is probably after work) The morning sun leaps above the line of dawn and dusk, the long night is torn apart, and the morning light is dim. The white fog that had not yet cleared up covered the window glass, which was covered with simple drawings and two little people holding hands. No need to look, it's another masterpiece by someone named Lin Famous. The milk was boiling in the kitchen, making big bubbles. From time to time, a drop or two would splash out due to the high heat. The whole house was filled with the sweet smell of milk. Can Lin Yan also boil milk? Right. Cooked for his little friend Lin Yu. Lin Yan had a smile on his face, and would chuckle from time to time, without the usual indifference. If he was a person who stayed away from strangers in school, then now he is like the male protagonist in an idol drama, a real person. The sunlight moves slowly and penetrates into the room bit by bit. Warm. The sunshine today is particularly gentle, I don't know if it's an illusion. Lin Yan put down what he was holding, turned and walked to the room to wake up his children. He gently opened the ajar bedroom door, and a smell of heather slowly floated out, then dissipated. The floor was a mess and everything was not where it should be, including clothes. Lin Yu was still asleep, with the quilt covering him in a mess. The corners of his eyes were slightly red, with faint traces of tears visible, and water droplets hung on his eyelashes. Lying on the pillow irregularly. (Lin Yan, don't hit me The sunlight shines through the cracks in the undrawn curtains and spreads evenly in the room. The joy of last night is still in the memory. It was Lin Yan's birthday yesterday, and everyone drank wine. They all said that alcohol makes people commit crimes, and it was true. At the age when they were full of energy, the two of them were so excited that they did it. Lin Yan gently and softly shook Lin Yu to wake him up. Lin Yu had a headache as soon as he woke up and his whole body felt bad. Seeing him having such a headache, Lin Yan had no choice but to get out of bed and get him a glass of hot water. "A hangover is really torturous. Don't drink it next time." Lin Yu said secretly. Although Lin Yu thought this way, the ideal was very full and the reality was very skinny. He also thought the same way last time when he had a hangover, and he still did it like this in the end. Lin Yan gave him a pampering good morning kiss, ruffled a strand of Lin Yu's hair, and wiped his face. "Xiao Yu, after washing up, come down and have breakfast. Today I have your favorite strawberry pudding, hurry up." Lin Yan reminded Lin Yu, who was still confused, before leaving. Lin Yu sat on the bed, his memory slowly coming back to him, his face suddenly filled with red clouds. Lin Yu shook his head to get rid of the yellow waste in his mind. After all, it was such a shame!! He was about to get out of bed and wash up, but his back was sore that he gave up immediately and had no choice but to hold on to the wall and go out. Although Lin Yan also helped Lin Yu into the bathroom from behind. After finally getting downstairs, the smell of milk lingered in the air, and Lin Yu couldn't help but swallow. "Well, it's great to have such a great brother (partner)!" Lin Yu sighed in his heart. (I won't write this since I had breakfast) Lin Yan was washing dishes in the kitchen, and Lin Yu was packing his briefcase outside, sorting out the cases he wanted to follow up on these days. "Huh? There is another pot of flowers on the balcony? Let me see, sunflowers and lilies?" Lin Yu was attracted by the flowers and stood up to check. "Let me check if it's true." After saying that, Lin Yu took out his cell phone. "Xiao Yu, what are you doing in a daze?" After Lin Yan washed the dishes, he saw Lin Yu dazed in front of the flowers. "Brother." Lin Yu turned around and threw himself into Lin Yan's arms. "What's wrong?" Lin Yan lowered his head and kissed Lin Yu's cheek. "I love you." Lin Yu slightly curved his lips with a sweet smile. "I love you too." Lin Yan hugged the person in his arms tightly. A glimpse of that year, the young man's smile was like the flowers in Chang'an, the warm sunshine in winter, the snow in his heart melted quietly, and a rose bloomed in his heart. Fate has always been unfair, but he only had a young man who only belonged to him. The beauty lasted forever, and everything ended. End
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The revision of the text will take about a week. Suo Zhang understands that some content will be changed.
Check in! The description of love is so beautiful! I looked at the attack-shou encounter I wrote, and it looked like S H I. I must stick to it!
Woohoo, why is your Yilu Qianchen locked? I just wanted to watch it today.
Woohoo, I watched it in the middle of the night and it made me cry to death! Why is Luo Yi so cruel in every article! No, I can't eat the knife alone. I want to pass it on to my best friend.