Is There Somewhere in My Heart I Have Yet to Go? I

*Originally titled If Only I Could Love You for Six More Years. The main text is still being revised. Check the chapter sections for updates on the revision progress. The title is taken from the lyrics of Wu Bai's "Norwegian Wood." Cover artist: β. Qin on the left, Lou on the right. It doesn't sum up the whole story, but the cover is adorable! An age-gap story about two people being reborn, with a tragic gong. Read with caution. Almost everything below is a list of content warnings, so please read carefully: Set against a post-apocalyptic world with supernatural abilities. Before being reborn, both the gong and the shou loved other people, but only as friends. After being reborn, the shou falls for the gong first and pursues him, but there are melodramatic twists and misunderstandings. The gong suffers more because of external forces. He suffers terribly, he suffers terribly, he suffers terribly. Even after being reborn, he still has PTSD. It's important, so I'll say it three times. Qin Yueyang is the older gong. Happy ending. Major content warnings: 1. The shou falls in love with the gong while still in a relationship, then ends things with his current partner for good. If this bothers you, please drop the story now. 2. This is a series. This is the first book, and there's a second one. The characters are currently in a relationship, but they haven't fully learned the truth about each other's misunderstandings yet. I really like that the two leads reconcile not merely by clearing up their misunderstandings, but by overcoming them and moving beyond the past. However, some readers may dislike this, so please keep that in mind. Theme: Being reborn can't give you a fresh start, but you can still give it everything you've got.