2022.11.09 The audio drama of the same name is now available on Maoer and Manbo.
Blurb
For his 27th birthday, Qi Hui wishes to never speak to his childhood friend again, even though he has loved him for 14 years.
Zhang Han discovers the diary he has kept secret. Just as Qi Hui finally decides to give up, Zhang Han says, "Why don't we give it a try?"
They try until they're battered and bruised, covered in wounds.
They love each other deeply and are both willing to reach for the other. There's no melodrama or misunderstanding, so why has life become so difficult?
Thankfully, though mountains and seas may stand between those who love each other, they can still be crossed! He has found his blazing sun!
Zhang Han: "How can you treat me like this? It's my birthday today!"
Qi Hui: "Loving someone isn't wrong, but it made him lose all face."
Zhang Han x Qi Hui
Former playboy turned devoted straight man top x restrained, celibate, aloof and cool bottom
Straight-to-gay | 1v1 | Realistic | Angsty | Happy ending
Excerpt:
1. Forbidden love is like a fierce wind blowing across the land. It doesn't know where it came from or where it should go. But it sweeps up the wild plants, tangles through the endless yellow sands, and stirs up raging waves. How could it simply come to an abrupt stop?
2. Once, there were two people hidden inside a circle. Outside it, they didn't know whether there was light or darkness. The cautious one hesitated for a long time, then finally decided to bravely step out of the circle. When he looked back, the impulsive one hadn't followed. It turned out he had been the only one acting on sheer courage.
3. Making up too easily doesn't mean the problem has been solved. It means someone has compromised. Like black, barren soil exposed in the wilderness: even if it's buried beneath a blanket of snow, once the snow melts, it will show again.
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The young heir of the Green Gang thrives in Shanghai and opens a film company to handpick a harem for himself. He's a master at using his position to get what he wants, and every boy he's slept with calls him the best sugar daddy in the world. Raised on the code of the underworld, he has always despised the filthy practice of forcing people. When he takes an interest in a mixed-race aspiring actor, the other man refuses his terms, so he lets it go.
Unexpectedly, at a party, a meddler gives Lu Shan a spiked drink, which he mistakenly drinks. Jiang Huai had hoped for a night of passion, but never expected to be the one pinned down.
Jiang Huai: "I'm willing to keep you because I think highly of you. Ask around: plenty of people want to climb into my bed. Sleeping with you is your good fortune."
Lu Shan: "Thanks, but no thanks. I wouldn't dare presume."
Jiang Huai: "If you dare lay a hand on me today, I'll have your ashes scattered in the Huangpu River tomorrow."
Lu Shan: "Shut up. You're noisy."
The first time they broke up, Jiang Huai pointed at Lu Shan and said, "Being with me is you punching above your weight. Don't you dare be ungrateful."
Between Jiang Huai and Lu Shan, who is punching above his weight?
Theme: Knowing clearly that you love someone means loving them painfully
After watching more than 100 original novels, I have never felt that any of them were a disaster. Qi Hui finally made me realize it. During the period when she had a crush on Gong, Gong's harm to him was caused without his knowledge. As the saying goes, those who don't know are not guilty, not to mention that Gong and Shou have always been very good to each other. Later during the relationship, apart from being a little evasive at the beginning and then attacking later, I can be considered responsible. As for Shou, after falling in love, she has been pretentious in the name of love, leaving everything behind to let Gong face it, and making herself great. In fact, this is the greatest selfishness. I feel like there will be shadows in my straight-bent articles from now on.
It took me several days to finish reading this article. I read it very carefully, word for word, sentence by sentence, because it was so well written that I couldn't bear to read even a few lines. I cried several times, and I haven't been moved for a long time. I like Zhang Han's fiery, sincere and brave, and I also like Xiao Hui's rational, kind and gentle. Some people are made to cry, but the reality is that no one's love is smooth sailing, and there are many heterosexuals recognized by most people who are not supported, let alone same-sex love. But fortunately the ending is happy, and they can finally draw a happy ending to their hard-won love.
I finally came home. I knew Xiaohan would say that she was my daughter-in-law. She was so cute! Xiao Lu is so miserable. Sister Qi Ya, please give her a good hug.
The happiest thing is that when two people are together, the two families can return to the harmonious and intimate way of getting along with each other55555555
I came across this tweet by chance and spent three days reading it. It's been a long time since I've seen a post with smooth and natural writing! I love Zhang Han so much, I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to see the deleted parts hahaha
Wow wow wow, happy ending! I have a weak question: Is there a wedding night?
What's going on with my sister and her husband? After reading it, is this a heart-wrenching couple with an open ending?
I hope my sister and my husband will stay together well
It gave me an idea, if Zhang Qi was forced to love her, it would not have been painful. However, this assumption is not valid. After all, Zhang Qi loves him so much.
It's so funny, Zhang Han is a loser