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"You two know each other?"
Jiang Xiu answered in a low voice, "Yes."
Fang Yunwan replied bluntly, "No."
Their answers couldn't have been more different.
The light in Jiang Xiu's eyes dimmed. He curled a hand against his lips and gave a few low coughs, then pulled his arm free of the man beside him and slowly walked over to Fang Yunwan, holding out his hand. "Then let's get acquainted."
Fang Yunwan had no idea what Jiang Xiu had been through all these years.
His face was pallid, he was shockingly thin, and he looked as if a gust of wind could knock him down.
He was so sick he had barely a breath left, yet he had risked his life to save Fang Yunwan again and again.
Fang Yunwan couldn't make sense of it.
Was this Jiang Xiu the same man who had once broken up with him without caring whether he lived or died?
He ran, Jiang Xiu chased. There was no escaping him.
They were both the sort to be hard-mouthed, soft-hearted, and say one thing while meaning another.
At last, the time seemed right. Maybe they could talk about rekindling their old love and mending what had been broken.
Wait, there was one thing he needed to make sure of.
Jiang Xiu, did you have anything to do with Fang Yunwan's dead white moonlight?
Reader advisory:
1. Sickly gong. Sweet and angsty at first, then both physically and emotionally angsty later. The gong is virtually indestructible, and some characterizations and plot points are there to put him through the wringer. Don't read if that's not your thing.
2. The shou once had a white moonlight, but that person has nothing to do with love anymore.
3. The gong chases his wife through a crematorium early on, with angst in the other direction later. The shou will eventually regret everything. Don't read if that's not your thing.
4. Please don't judge the story just by the blurb or the free chapters.
5. Personal attacks are not welcome, but civil discussion is.
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My new modern BL story also features a sickly gong.
If you're interested, you can add it to your collection in advance.
Winter Scenery, Spring Splendor
Modern BL, sickly CEO gong vs. self-reliant lawyer shou
[Song Jingxing: In the barren winter, you are the only spring that never fades.]
[Wen Cheng: Because we met again, winter scenery has surpassed spring splendor.]
Song Jingxing had a talent even in his twenties:
He could dig a warm, sweet trap, lure people inside and make them lose themselves, then strike without warning.
Eight years ago, Wen Cheng stayed at the Song family home. Everyone saw how well Song Jingxing treated him.
Only Wen Cheng knew how ruthless the seemingly gentle Song Jingxing could be.
Years later, Wen Cheng returned to China. He hadn't come for Song Jingxing, yet somehow he kept running into him.
Maybe that was fate.
It wasn't until Wen Cheng saw Song Jingxing's transplant compatibility report that he realized the fate he'd imagined was absurd and laughable...
That boy barged into Song Jingxing's life just like that.
He'd never met a child like him, stubborn as a weed, able to grow no matter how hard the wind blew.
His affection was like a weed, too, silently spreading until it set the world ablaze.
Song Jingxing had gone mad for Wen Cheng and risked his life for him.
But the last image of Wen Cheng in his memories was of him embracing and kissing a boy in the heavy snow.
That boy was younger and healthier than him. Song Jingxing was so jealous he nearly died.
If he hadn't been sick...
If he had been able to protect Wen Cheng back then...
Would things have turned out differently?
Years later, when they met again, his little friend had grown into a bright, upright tree.
Even if Song Jingxing was frail and had little time left, what did it matter?
At least one of them had found happiness.
Theme: Even heroes can find a way to live when all hope seems lost.
I want to see Xiaofang pamper Xiuxiu when he is sick! ! (Not the kind of losing your temper QAQ)
Sisters who haven't finished chasing it, please don't read it, there will be spoilers, please don't read it, please don't read it, please don't read it.
I actually spent a long time on this article, thinking about it and revising it many times, and finally came up with a decent review. I hope Xixi doesn't dislike it. I didn't follow Xixi when I was writing the article. I came across Xixi's article by chance at Lao Ford. I thought it was very suitable for me, and I saw the notice. Then I immediately went to Jinjiang to support Xixi. From the first chapter to the present, writing the article is hard, and it is a very time-consuming and energy-consuming thing. I am also willing to spend time to write these for Xixi, and it is also out of absolute love, and it is very worthwhile.
Okay, let's get to the point - "Wind from Holes" is the first sadistic novel that I collected and supported in Jinjiang, and it is also very meaningful to me. Many people don't believe in fate, but this thing is really wonderful. Many things in life are unpredictable. What is yours is yours, and you can't get it by forcing it. After Fang Yunwan broke up with Jiang Xiu, she met him again in circles and appeared in Jiang Xiu's company again. This may be the fate that tied them together and entangled them with each other. Fang Yunwan is really the epitome of a ruthless person. Although he kept a distance from Jiang Xiu, he still cooked ginger soup for him after getting wet in the rain, turned down the TV volume, and told An An to keep her voice down so as not to disturb Jiang Xiu's rest. It was obvious that the rain had stopped long ago, but she lied to Jiang Xiu that it didn't happen. She just wanted to stay a little longer, and couldn't bear to think that Jiang Xiu was seriously ill alone. One scene that particularly impressed me was when An An got lost. Jiang Xiu had some responsibility, but it is understandable that he had good intentions. I believe that when An An got lost, he was more anxious than Fang Yunwan, because he knew that An An was very important to Fang Yunwan, so he dragged his uncomfortable body with Fang Yunwan. Looking for someone, when Fang Yunwan vented all his anger on him, he only felt pitiful for An An. Seeing An An being picked up at the end every time, he couldn't help but think that he had been like this. It was really distressing. He could understand that Jiang Xiu had good intentions, but he really should tell Fang Yunwan to avoid Xiao Fang's worry. Even though he was rude, Xiaofang actually made Jiang Xiu a sobering soup for Jiang Xiu. He was worried that he would not feel well at night, so he stayed at home with him. Obviously, he still cared about Jiang Xiu in his heart. There may be many people blaming Jiang Xiu, but I really want to say that if Xiao Fang told Jiang Xiu about him and Bai Ming working together, maybe what happened next would not have happened. Imagine a couple, one of them suddenly ignored the other, secretly going in and out alone with others without telling the other, but that person was the person Xiao Fang admired when he first entered school. How could he not be angry? Jiang Xiu is actually quite insecure. He only got Xiao Fang after Fang Yunwan gave up on Bai Ming. He was always uneasy in his heart, but after the quarrel, he was willing to make concessions and offered an olive branch, but Xiao Fang deliberately made him popular. I have to say, this is really Xiao Fang was wrong. After dating Xiu Xiu, he should keep a distance from his previous sweetheart. Even if he couldn't, he should tell Jiang Xiu that Jiang Xiu was not a small-minded person and would definitely understand and trust him. Therefore, the most important thing between lovers is to be honest, otherwise there will definitely be a gap. Jiang Xiu really loved Xiao Fang to his core. He drove Xiaofang to pick him up when he was in the rain, took the initiative to give him steps when quarreling, was afraid that he would catch a cold, and reminded him to wear slippers. Everything he did was seemingly inconspicuous, but it was full of love and care for Xiaofang, and even some cautious humility. It was obviously his own home, but he was afraid of disturbing Xiao Fang, afraid of Xiao Fang's rejection and kept talking in a negotiating tone. If he didn't love her to the core, he wouldn't be so cautious.
For Bai Ming, I have no hatred for him. On the contrary, I have pity and sympathy for him. He could have lived a life without worries, with the care and companionship of his relatives, but Song Jin's neglect led to tragedy. When Song Qijun came to the orphanage to look for him, he was replaced by Jiang Xiu by accident. He lived a miserable life, but the other party was well-fed and well-off. I think anyone would have hated him in his heart.
For every character in this article, some people may think that so-and-so is a bad person and so-and-so is a good person, but I feel that a person cannot be judged simply by being good or bad. Everyone in the article has his own meaning, his own standpoint and difficulties, and his own unintentional words.
Don't encourage others to do good unless they have suffered. Cheng Sheng is like a person trapped in a black hole that will never see the light of day. He was abused by his adoptive father when he was young, bullied by his classmates at school, and the school leaders did not distinguish right from wrong. It is a pity that a person who could change his destiny with his excellent grades and study once again encountered an unfair fate. No one is born a bad person, and the same is true for Song Zheng. When he was young, he would take the initiative to greet Cheng Sheng and give gifts to others. His clean and clear eyes and bright and bright smile did not contain a trace of impurities. Friendships between young acquaintances are often the purest and flawless. Because of this, Cheng Sheng would not hesitate to help Song Zheng. Everyone only saw that Song Zheng was pampered by the Song family, but no one saw the bitterness and suffering before that. The death of his biological father, the life with his stepfather was difficult to imagine, and he and Cheng Sheng had the same experience, and these, only they knew, no one could empathize with him, and no one could understand the sadness.
Even for Song Qijun, I still have a neutral attitude towards him. He favors Song Zheng and neglects Xiu Xiu, but he is also a flesh and blood person. After his daughter died, he split a room alone to worship her. He would worry after seeing Jiang Xiu injured and bloody. He wanted to get along well with Xiu Xiu. He wanted to have a good relationship. As long as a person has a heart, it is never too late.
It's a pity that Song Zheng was too paranoid. If he did something wrong, he would do it wrong. If he did something wrong, he would take responsibility for it. However, he chose to make the same mistake again and again, choosing the bottomless single-plank bridge among all the roads. It was precisely because of his extremeness and paranoia that he killed Cheng Sheng and Song Jin. People, when they encounter things, most of them are angry and never think about it. Sometimes, there are These things are not what we see with the naked eye. When we cannot see the setbacks and difficulties clearly, we can get through them. But when we only see some appearances, we are blinded. Just like the original post, just an account name does not mean that it is Jiang Xiu. If Fang Yunwan can give Jiang Xiu more trust, will it be different? It's a pity that there are no ifs in life. All beginnings and endings have already been determined. Even if it were to happen again, it would still end like this.
I was moved by Jiang Xiu's deep love for Xiao Fang, regretted and saddened by Cheng Sheng's death, felt sad for Song Zheng, and thanked Xixi for giving each character a unique personality, which made me feel like they were very close to me. After the storm, there will eventually be a rainbow. Life cannot be smooth sailing. There must be cracks in life so that the sun can shine in. I hope Xiao Fang and Xiu Xiu can spend the rest of their lives happily and peacefully. , I hope Song Zheng sincerely repented and started from the beginning. It is sad that the dead go to the sky, but what is left behind is often the most painful. You must cherish the people in front of you and don't regret it until you lose it. Don't regret yourself even if there is dust in the depths. Stick to your heart and work hard to bloom your own light. Darkness and pain are not reasons to hurt others, because stars only shine brightest when they are darkest.
Thank you Xixi for writing such a good article. I am lucky enough to meet them. I hope that all the people you write will have a happy final destination. I also hope that you will get better and better in writing articles. Come on.
I think Cheng Sheng's ending is the sublimation of his life. He has done many evil things and will definitely be punished. This ending is very tragic, but for him he must feel that this is redemption, just like the last paragraph he said to Xu Luyao. I am moved by their pairing. Xu is Cheng's light, he is redeeming himself. Compared with Cheng going to jail and Xu waiting for him, I think this cruel ending is more shining.
I was surprised to see Zhou Shaoyou and Song Moting guest starring in the previous article. It was also an article that I read several times. I originally thought that Cheng and Xu would be happy, but I didn't expect that they would be sad.
Cheng Xu whined, I didn't dare to watch Cheng Xu's episode but he was still stabbed. I still cried miserably after reading the article. I thought the tears were very high for many years. Xiao Fang and Xiao Jiang want to be happy forever. They want to watch fireworks together when they live to be 99 years old.
Xiuxiu and Wanwan lived a happy life from then on???
About Cheng Xu's ending:
The story of Cheng Xu is very simple. It is the story of a bad guy who retains his conscience deep in his heart and is pulled out of the darkness. What is different is that Cheng Sheng was not saved by Xu Luyao. Xu Luyao was just an opportunity. From the moment he met Xu Luyao, Cheng Sheng completed a self-salvation.
Cheng Sheng's involvement in the underworld was a last resort. He longed for the sun-filled floor-to-ceiling windows and the library. He was trying to make up for the past self that had to leave the classroom and leave ordinary people's peaceful, step-by-step life. He regretted that he could not grow into a good person. Xu Luyao was a scholar who grew up in a scholarly family, and was immersed in the light that Cheng Sheng could not get. Xu Luyao's kindness was based on simplicity, and on the tolerance and care of ordinary people in the outside world. It was beyond the reach of Cheng Sheng who lived in the bloody inner world, like a gorgeous rainbow or colorful glass, which could not even be touched.
If it were just Xu Luyao's light, he would be devoured by Cheng Sheng's darkness in a desperate future, but Cheng Sheng's darkness would be the light covered with dust, so that they could echo each other and the two hearts could fit together. The connection between Cheng Sheng and the bright world is Xu Luyao, who taught him what to do for society. When Cheng Sheng washed his hands in a golden basin and wanted to avenge his crime and make meritorious deeds, what he pursued had become more noble. Not only did he want to touch the world and live a stable life with Xu Luyao, he also wanted to work hard to reach Xu Luyao's height. He wanted to walk side by side with him in an open and honest manner.
So he must sacrifice, must do good deeds and sacrifice. He is just surrendering, commuting his sentence, and working in prison to atone for his sins. He is just being punished for his past crimes. He is still like mud, the lowly dust under Xu Luyao's feet facing the sun. But once he acts bravely, he is helping others, and he is contributing to society, then he is not only repaying the debt, he is shining light in the world with his own heart and hard work, and he is chasing Xu Luyao. Even after death, his identity will not be that of a former leader. A sinner who was willing to be punished for half his life, he used his heart, liver, bone marrow, and corneas to compensate those who had been harmed in the past and society. He did good deeds and his soul was whitened. He is no longer a sinner, but a good person who has made sacrifices.
This was what he wanted.
Why can't I accept such an ending? Is it the he that I can accept, or the he that the character hopes to achieve?
For Xu Luyao, Cheng Sheng's death made him not a person chasing the light in his heart, but a candlelight beside himself. The identities of the two are truly equal, and Cheng Sheng's soul has been sublimated, so what else can't he accept? The only regret is that he will not be with that person in his future life. But compared to all the living beings who are covered in loess after death, doesn't Cheng Sheng, who can still leave some traces in the world and survive in the lives of others, make him more proud?
The friendship between Xu Luyao and Jiang Xiu is not fake. Cheng Sheng's life has been extended by Jiang Xiu. How could he be unhappy? Even if Jiang Xiu felt guilty about Xu Luyao, why wouldn't he feel lucky?
I originally planned to leave off the remaining chapters of the previous chapter, because I was really worried about the deputy cp be I have ptsd, but I really like the author's words. After overcoming it, I feel relieved. I decided that when Cheng Sheng and Xu were together, they had enough joy to dilute the shadow of healing Cheng and let him stand under the warm sun. In that case, it doesn't matter whether they grow old together. Lu Yao has had people who love each other deeply in his life. Compared with me who may never have the chance to meet the so-called mutual love in my life, I am lucky enough.
[Huang Xin] Xiuxiu deserves a healthy and happy ending
I can't stand it... I hope the main cpbe and deputy cp he are obviously so happy.
I want to see Xiaofang pamper Xiuxiu when he is sick! ! (Not the kind of losing your temper QAQ)
Sisters who haven't finished chasing it, please don't read it, there will be spoilers, please don't read it, please don't read it, please don't read it. I actually spent a long time on this article, thinking about it and revising it many times, and finally came up with a decent review. I hope Xixi doesn't dislike it. I didn't follow Xixi when I was writing the article. I came across Xixi's article by chance at Lao Ford. I thought it was very suitable for me, and I saw the notice. Then I immediately went to Jinjiang to support Xixi. From the first chapter to the present, writing the article is hard, and it is a very time-consuming and energy-consuming thing. I am also willing to spend time to write these for Xixi, and it is also out of absolute love, and it is very worthwhile. Okay, let's get to the point - "Wind from Holes" is the first sadistic novel that I collected and supported in Jinjiang, and it is also very meaningful to me. Many people don't believe in fate, but this thing is really wonderful. Many things in life are unpredictable. What is yours is yours, and you can't get it by forcing it. After Fang Yunwan broke up with Jiang Xiu, she met him again in circles and appeared in Jiang Xiu's company again. This may be the fate that tied them together and entangled them with each other. Fang Yunwan is really the epitome of a ruthless person. Although he kept a distance from Jiang Xiu, he still cooked ginger soup for him after getting wet in the rain, turned down the TV volume, and told An An to keep her voice down so as not to disturb Jiang Xiu's rest. It was obvious that the rain had stopped long ago, but she lied to Jiang Xiu that it didn't happen. She just wanted to stay a little longer, and couldn't bear to think that Jiang Xiu was seriously ill alone. One scene that particularly impressed me was when An An got lost. Jiang Xiu had some responsibility, but it is understandable that he had good intentions. I believe that when An An got lost, he was more anxious than Fang Yunwan, because he knew that An An was very important to Fang Yunwan, so he dragged his uncomfortable body with Fang Yunwan. Looking for someone, when Fang Yunwan vented all his anger on him, he only felt pitiful for An An. Seeing An An being picked up at the end every time, he couldn't help but think that he had been like this. It was really distressing. He could understand that Jiang Xiu had good intentions, but he really should tell Fang Yunwan to avoid Xiao Fang's worry. Even though he was rude, Xiaofang actually made Jiang Xiu a sobering soup for Jiang Xiu. He was worried that he would not feel well at night, so he stayed at home with him. Obviously, he still cared about Jiang Xiu in his heart. There may be many people blaming Jiang Xiu, but I really want to say that if Xiao Fang told Jiang Xiu about him and Bai Ming working together, maybe what happened next would not have happened. Imagine a couple, one of them suddenly ignored the other, secretly going in and out alone with others without telling the other, but that person was the person Xiao Fang admired when he first entered school. How could he not be angry? Jiang Xiu is actually quite insecure. He only got Xiao Fang after Fang Yunwan gave up on Bai Ming. He was always uneasy in his heart, but after the quarrel, he was willing to make concessions and offered an olive branch, but Xiao Fang deliberately made him popular. I have to say, this is really Xiao Fang was wrong. After dating Xiu Xiu, he should keep a distance from his previous sweetheart. Even if he couldn't, he should tell Jiang Xiu that Jiang Xiu was not a small-minded person and would definitely understand and trust him. Therefore, the most important thing between lovers is to be honest, otherwise there will definitely be a gap. Jiang Xiu really loved Xiao Fang to his core. He drove Xiaofang to pick him up when he was in the rain, took the initiative to give him steps when quarreling, was afraid that he would catch a cold, and reminded him to wear slippers. Everything he did was seemingly inconspicuous, but it was full of love and care for Xiaofang, and even some cautious humility. It was obviously his own home, but he was afraid of disturbing Xiao Fang, afraid of Xiao Fang's rejection and kept talking in a negotiating tone. If he didn't love her to the core, he wouldn't be so cautious. For Bai Ming, I have no hatred for him. On the contrary, I have pity and sympathy for him. He could have lived a life without worries, with the care and companionship of his relatives, but Song Jin's neglect led to tragedy. When Song Qijun came to the orphanage to look for him, he was replaced by Jiang Xiu by accident. He lived a miserable life, but the other party was well-fed and well-off. I think anyone would have hated him in his heart. For every character in this article, some people may think that so-and-so is a bad person and so-and-so is a good person, but I feel that a person cannot be judged simply by being good or bad. Everyone in the article has his own meaning, his own standpoint and difficulties, and his own unintentional words. Don't encourage others to do good unless they have suffered. Cheng Sheng is like a person trapped in a black hole that will never see the light of day. He was abused by his adoptive father when he was young, bullied by his classmates at school, and the school leaders did not distinguish right from wrong. It is a pity that a person who could change his destiny with his excellent grades and study once again encountered an unfair fate. No one is born a bad person, and the same is true for Song Zheng. When he was young, he would take the initiative to greet Cheng Sheng and give gifts to others. His clean and clear eyes and bright and bright smile did not contain a trace of impurities. Friendships between young acquaintances are often the purest and flawless. Because of this, Cheng Sheng would not hesitate to help Song Zheng. Everyone only saw that Song Zheng was pampered by the Song family, but no one saw the bitterness and suffering before that. The death of his biological father, the life with his stepfather was difficult to imagine, and he and Cheng Sheng had the same experience, and these, only they knew, no one could empathize with him, and no one could understand the sadness. Even for Song Qijun, I still have a neutral attitude towards him. He favors Song Zheng and neglects Xiu Xiu, but he is also a flesh and blood person. After his daughter died, he split a room alone to worship her. He would worry after seeing Jiang Xiu injured and bloody. He wanted to get along well with Xiu Xiu. He wanted to have a good relationship. As long as a person has a heart, it is never too late. It's a pity that Song Zheng was too paranoid. If he did something wrong, he would do it wrong. If he did something wrong, he would take responsibility for it. However, he chose to make the same mistake again and again, choosing the bottomless single-plank bridge among all the roads. It was precisely because of his extremeness and paranoia that he killed Cheng Sheng and Song Jin. People, when they encounter things, most of them are angry and never think about it. Sometimes, there are These things are not what we see with the naked eye. When we cannot see the setbacks and difficulties clearly, we can get through them. But when we only see some appearances, we are blinded. Just like the original post, just an account name does not mean that it is Jiang Xiu. If Fang Yunwan can give Jiang Xiu more trust, will it be different? It's a pity that there are no ifs in life. All beginnings and endings have already been determined. Even if it were to happen again, it would still end like this. I was moved by Jiang Xiu's deep love for Xiao Fang, regretted and saddened by Cheng Sheng's death, felt sad for Song Zheng, and thanked Xixi for giving each character a unique personality, which made me feel like they were very close to me. After the storm, there will eventually be a rainbow. Life cannot be smooth sailing. There must be cracks in life so that the sun can shine in. I hope Xiao Fang and Xiu Xiu can spend the rest of their lives happily and peacefully. , I hope Song Zheng sincerely repented and started from the beginning. It is sad that the dead go to the sky, but what is left behind is often the most painful. You must cherish the people in front of you and don't regret it until you lose it. Don't regret yourself even if there is dust in the depths. Stick to your heart and work hard to bloom your own light. Darkness and pain are not reasons to hurt others, because stars only shine brightest when they are darkest. Thank you Xixi for writing such a good article. I am lucky enough to meet them. I hope that all the people you write will have a happy final destination. I also hope that you will get better and better in writing articles. Come on.
I think Cheng Sheng's ending is the sublimation of his life. He has done many evil things and will definitely be punished. This ending is very tragic, but for him he must feel that this is redemption, just like the last paragraph he said to Xu Luyao. I am moved by their pairing. Xu is Cheng's light, he is redeeming himself. Compared with Cheng going to jail and Xu waiting for him, I think this cruel ending is more shining.
I was surprised to see Zhou Shaoyou and Song Moting guest starring in the previous article. It was also an article that I read several times. I originally thought that Cheng and Xu would be happy, but I didn't expect that they would be sad.
Cheng Xu whined, I didn't dare to watch Cheng Xu's episode but he was still stabbed. I still cried miserably after reading the article. I thought the tears were very high for many years. Xiao Fang and Xiao Jiang want to be happy forever. They want to watch fireworks together when they live to be 99 years old.
Xiuxiu and Wanwan lived a happy life from then on???
About Cheng Xu's ending: The story of Cheng Xu is very simple. It is the story of a bad guy who retains his conscience deep in his heart and is pulled out of the darkness. What is different is that Cheng Sheng was not saved by Xu Luyao. Xu Luyao was just an opportunity. From the moment he met Xu Luyao, Cheng Sheng completed a self-salvation. Cheng Sheng's involvement in the underworld was a last resort. He longed for the sun-filled floor-to-ceiling windows and the library. He was trying to make up for the past self that had to leave the classroom and leave ordinary people's peaceful, step-by-step life. He regretted that he could not grow into a good person. Xu Luyao was a scholar who grew up in a scholarly family, and was immersed in the light that Cheng Sheng could not get. Xu Luyao's kindness was based on simplicity, and on the tolerance and care of ordinary people in the outside world. It was beyond the reach of Cheng Sheng who lived in the bloody inner world, like a gorgeous rainbow or colorful glass, which could not even be touched. If it were just Xu Luyao's light, he would be devoured by Cheng Sheng's darkness in a desperate future, but Cheng Sheng's darkness would be the light covered with dust, so that they could echo each other and the two hearts could fit together. The connection between Cheng Sheng and the bright world is Xu Luyao, who taught him what to do for society. When Cheng Sheng washed his hands in a golden basin and wanted to avenge his crime and make meritorious deeds, what he pursued had become more noble. Not only did he want to touch the world and live a stable life with Xu Luyao, he also wanted to work hard to reach Xu Luyao's height. He wanted to walk side by side with him in an open and honest manner. So he must sacrifice, must do good deeds and sacrifice. He is just surrendering, commuting his sentence, and working in prison to atone for his sins. He is just being punished for his past crimes. He is still like mud, the lowly dust under Xu Luyao's feet facing the sun. But once he acts bravely, he is helping others, and he is contributing to society, then he is not only repaying the debt, he is shining light in the world with his own heart and hard work, and he is chasing Xu Luyao. Even after death, his identity will not be that of a former leader. A sinner who was willing to be punished for half his life, he used his heart, liver, bone marrow, and corneas to compensate those who had been harmed in the past and society. He did good deeds and his soul was whitened. He is no longer a sinner, but a good person who has made sacrifices. This was what he wanted. Why can't I accept such an ending? Is it the he that I can accept, or the he that the character hopes to achieve? For Xu Luyao, Cheng Sheng's death made him not a person chasing the light in his heart, but a candlelight beside himself. The identities of the two are truly equal, and Cheng Sheng's soul has been sublimated, so what else can't he accept? The only regret is that he will not be with that person in his future life. But compared to all the living beings who are covered in loess after death, doesn't Cheng Sheng, who can still leave some traces in the world and survive in the lives of others, make him more proud? The friendship between Xu Luyao and Jiang Xiu is not fake. Cheng Sheng's life has been extended by Jiang Xiu. How could he be unhappy? Even if Jiang Xiu felt guilty about Xu Luyao, why wouldn't he feel lucky?
I originally planned to leave off the remaining chapters of the previous chapter, because I was really worried about the deputy cp be I have ptsd, but I really like the author's words. After overcoming it, I feel relieved. I decided that when Cheng Sheng and Xu were together, they had enough joy to dilute the shadow of healing Cheng and let him stand under the warm sun. In that case, it doesn't matter whether they grow old together. Lu Yao has had people who love each other deeply in his life. Compared with me who may never have the chance to meet the so-called mutual love in my life, I am lucky enough.
[Huang Xin] Xiuxiu deserves a healthy and happy ending
I can't stand it... I hope the main cpbe and deputy cp he are obviously so happy.