What I Thought When I Transmigrated into a Crossover Anime World

I don't want to stay in such a dangerous world any longer! ...I might as well jump into the sea. Warnings: Don't read, run away, it's full of land mines. First of all, the writing is extremely rambling. It's really just a collection of thoughts, but I figured I should at least write something. I'll use first person to make it easier to immerse yourself in the story. The protagonist's values don't represent the author's. I just want to write a heroine with this kind of complicated personality. The author knows perfectly well that, in a sense, the heroine is so real she's like a scumbag (...) After finishing it, I debated whether to post it, since it's genuinely boring, and the protagonist is genuinely unlikeable. It's also written in first person. If someone identifies the fictional character with the author and starts cursing me out in the comments, I might actually cry (...) But I'm the sort of person who feels awful if I write something and don't post it (.) For example, I'd rather set a post to [Only Visible to Me] than not post it at all... If only Jinjiang had a [This Work Is Visible Only to the Author] setting x Also, this isn't an ordinary-person story (?). There's no way I could ever write a protagonist without giving them a cheat x Theme: Never give up your life lightly.