[Jealous of himself, powerful seme vs. mature, handsome repairman uke. Also known as: My Husband Wants to Kill My Lover]
With fifty-nine days left on the countdown to their divorce, Shi Hanguang's husband, Lu Xueting, discovered that he was dating his husband's alternate personality, A Xue.
When they were matched and married three years ago, they had no real feelings for each other. They got along perfectly well, treating each other with respect.
Lu Xueting was the top-ranked alpha in terms of pheromones, number one among five billion people. Shi Hanguang was a low-quality omega and had no hope of renewing their marriage. He planned to go their separate ways when the time came.
That's what Shi Hanguang had always thought, but after Lu Xueting discovered him dating A Xue, he seemed to have changed his mind.
A Xue was an alternate personality who had split off from Lu Xueting during his heat. This top-ranked alpha had never experienced a heat before, but when it finally came, it was earth-shattering.
Earth-shattering didn't just mean a split personality. A Xue was clingy and weepy, a crybaby who did nothing but hug Shi Hanguang and call him "wife" in a cutesy voice. He was the complete opposite of the primary personality and happened to be exactly Shi Hanguang's type.
Shi Hanguang had been dating A Xue for a year behind Lu Xueting's back. Though "behind his back" wasn't quite right, since Lu Xueting hadn't realized he had a split personality. Shi Hanguang had simply kept quiet.
Besides, by the time Lu Xueting found out, their divorce was near, and it shouldn't have made any difference to him. But Lu Xueting's reaction was nothing like that.
Using the treatment of his split personality as an excuse, he forcibly kept Shi Hanguang by his side. He put A Xue down and tried to eliminate him. Yet every time he was intimate with Shi Hanguang, he compared himself to A Xue, repeatedly asking in anguish whether Shi Hanguang was just as mean to A Xue as he was to him.
Following Lu Xueting from planet to planet and then out into the stars, Shi Hanguang learned many of Lu Xueting's secrets. He came to understand Lu Xueting better than before, but he couldn't answer that question. He loved A Xue, and Lu Xueting wanted to kill his lover.
Later, Shi Hanguang's spacecraft was destroyed in a stellar explosion predicted by the Alliance. Lu Xueting used every means at his disposal and finally saw Shi Hanguang again.
Looking at Lu Xueting, Shi Hanguang thought that it was his turn to ask a question now.
He asked, "Who is it this time? A Xue, or Lu Xueting?"
Theme: Develop a healthy view of love.
How to put it this way, I actually don't like reading ABO's articles. I always feel uncomfortable every time I read them. Especially when it is described that O is extremely dependent on A for survival, O seems to have become a piece of goods, a commodity, and a decoration of A. A can even be said to have complete control over O. In this ABO world, A has the greatest rights and freedoms. Every time I read this kind of article, I would be more inclined to read one where ao has equal rights or where the protagonist b never changes. This will make me feel better. But what makes me uncomfortable? It is the thoughts of this new era that make me feel uncomfortable. It is my thoughts as a person, a woman, a woman in a world of men and women who are relatively weak, and a person who is experiencing changes in the thoughts of men and women and exploring the awakening of women that make me feel "uncomfortable". They let me know that there are actually many unreasonable things, a lot of unfreedom and inequality. I am going through this, but I seem to have changed a little. I am like a secretly smug "new thing" who despises or even criticizes the "old things". I am like a butterfly that is emerging from its cocoon and can't wait to laugh at the huddled cocoon, eager to prove that it is different. Is it because I really hate this genre that I don't like abo? No, abo is just a writing subject. I just hate the social reality reflected in it. It is too similar to the old society. Women or disadvantaged groups actually survive in a patriarchal society. How long ago did the new era of female thought begin? It is less than two hundred years since women were enlightened on a large scale. How can two hundred years be worth thousands of years of patriarchal thinking? And how could I not face the previous status quo and just think that what is now has changed and that it will change sooner or later. But I have actually lost some courage, because I don't even want to see these unequal things. I prefer to see those more beautiful things with happy reunions and joy. I don't know what the person who originally created this setting was thinking. I just think that abo should not just be superficial and should not simply describe a's control over o. Even those unique settings such as estrus (originally used to express animal life behavior, in fact, I think it is a stinking /sexual interest, and human thoughts should not be /sexualized) should not be used simply to promote the protagonist's feelings. I have always believed that articles should give people something to think about. Be it dark or light, complex or simple. You can describe sweet love, no problem. I also like young couples to fall in love, and it is very happy to have CP. But it's not just that, I want to be told by you, taught by you, and influenced by you, how can a sweet love be considered sweet, how can it be considered a good love. I like to read novels. Up to now, most of the education I have received in my life has actually come from novels. You are my teachers, and you are my thousands of teachers. I can't stand classics, and I prefer reading online novels. I have benefited a lot, but I have also suffered a lot of intrusions. My enlightenment was ignorant, and to this day I am still learning to distinguish what is good and what is bad. Should the bad ones be condemned as extremely evil? Is good really good? Everyone thinks differently. I am learning and thinking, and I know that I will read novels throughout my life. I also hope that I can get thoughts and reflections from the novel throughout my life. Thanks to the author for the great writing, it really made me think a lot. After opening this book, all I can say is: It's a worthwhile trip.
After reading this chapter, my thoughts are: draw conclusions without factual evidence, the theory is greater than the plot. If you are writing a paper, you can understand the frequent phenomena and explanations in these long paragraphs, but this is a novel. From the beginning to the present, I have written 18 chapters and more than 60,000 words. There is not much plot, but frequent conclusions and some nonsense. I know that the two of them are not in love now, and I know that Lu looks down on it, and that no one is optimistic about their union, but who gave me this conclusion and impression? This is the impression I got from the sentences that appear frequently and repeatedly in the article. But what about the evidence? What about the facts? What about the plot? Too little, really too little. Let us count the intersections of the protagonists in the article in detail. The first chapter explains the current situation of the two protagonists, the first clear intersection of words. Chapter 2 is Lu's personal scene, introducing dissociation syndrome, and a third character, secretary Wei Ming, appears. From his perspective, we watch the two protagonists get along during the onset of the disease, which is barely the second intersection. Why does Wei Ming think that they are not suitable? Starting from secular concepts and popular thinking, he followed the trend. Chapter 3, from Shi's perspective, appears with the fourth key character, Chen Wenlin. They discuss gender and class. The whole article talks about a central idea: Lu is unattainable, while Shi's status is low but his fate is really good. Where does his conclusion come from? It was also an idea instilled by society. He looked at the matter from his own perspective and came to the conclusion that the two people were not suitable for each other. The two chapters before and after are written from the people around the protagonist. It is inappropriate to write about the two protagonists in large strokes. In Chapter 4, a lot of ink is used to describe how Alpha is so powerful, how Omega is controlled by hormones and has no thoughts and is trapped by love. There is also a sentence of unworthiness, and the official confrontation between the two protagonists appears at the end. In Chapter 5, the two protagonists talked about solving dissociation syndrome. It was originally well written, but there began to appear a lot of concluding sentences, describing social phenomena. Because it is an imaginary novel, in the novel, everyone generally calls it: setting. However, this kind of direct blaming out and saying that this is what it is, without factual evidence or follow-up argumentation, seems to be just to make one's own statement strong. This kind of writing like "Wang Po sells melons and boasts" or "proves my reason with my words", or "the right of interpretation belongs to me" is always a bit unconvincing and thin. One or two points can still be understood in the novel, but they appear in such a large space without factual support. In my opinion, it is inappropriate to put them at the beginning of the novel. There will be interpretations and chapters later. Chapter 6, Lu Dui used pheromone suppression, which is the connection of the previous discussion plot. In this chapter, there is a more detailed description of Lu's two personalities, and talks about Ao's views and differences on sex. It once again writes about Lu's business empire, ruthlessness, and power. There is an example of an outstanding employee for Lu's indifference, which gives people a more concrete impression of his indifference. The space here has more intersection with Chen Wenlin, and I came to another conclusion: Lu has no love, and they are not worthy. As a digression, when I saw pheromone suppression, I immediately thought of domestic violence. There are different forms, but they are both physical and mental abuse. Chapter 7 also writes about the common thoughts on Ao's marriage and status in society from the perspective of Wei Ming. Wei Ming, who is not immune to the secular view, also focuses on love when he treats Shi. He subconsciously believes that O values love very much and puts love first. As an A, he is "arrogant" and "ignorant" but "kindly" sympathizes with Shi Hanguang. He even empathizes with himself and puts himself into O's perspective and Shi's identity. He feels that falling in love with Lu is a painful thing. No one listened to Shi Hanguang's words, and he was forced to remain silent. In Chapter 8, the fifth key character appears, Lin Chunxing, who is also an o, the outstanding "beauty", "vase", "beautiful offspring breeder", etc. In o, unfolding a plot in which Shi Hanguang is forced to compete with o, which once again invisibly confirms Lu's powerful and charming, eager to pursue, Shi's good fortune, low status, and no o taste. Chapter 9 writes about Shi's failure to meet Lu's mating requirements, explores the "pity" of the two in a relatively equal concept, and writes about the emotionless union of the two under the light of the brain, a light-brain emotional bullying, and a compromise between power and power, which connects the previous o-competition plot, Shi's unique. Chapter 10: It is different when I write it. It is not like o, not secular, not like labeled o, it is good in the eyes of others. It writes about many social phenomena and draws many conclusions. The sixth and seventh characters appear, and two other secretaries. One of them is secretly in love with Lu, and for this reason he "climbed" into the other secretary's bed. The malice and condescension in the article are almost pierced from the screen. Time and time again it has been proven that Lu is good and Shi is unworthy. I don't want to talk about the next few chapters. Another very serious problem is that the plot is interrupted again and again. Artificial chapter breaks make the plot fragmented. Coupled with the large-scale theories and conclusions, the plot becomes bait in the fish pond, scattered everywhere. The ups and downs of emotions are not well written. Often, readers are forced to accept the next chapter and new emotions just after the beginning. In fact, this phenomenon has appeared since the article about the Demon Lord. It repeatedly recounts the Immortal Lord's unlove and the Demon Lord's regret, and uses sentences to prove it again and again. But this is writing a novel, and it is the most common and simplest to use facts and plots to prove one's conclusions. Including those thought-provoking words, the finishing touch is here, but if it is all just the finishing touch, then there will be no "eye" and it will all become handouts. In my understanding, novels should use stories, plots, descriptions, and every character's every move to make people introspect, instead of laying out theories and definitions to tell you that this is how it is. The conclusion should be placed in front or behind the facts. You said social ao is unequal. , I have seen it, and I have also seen it from the concepts of the people around the protagonist, and I also agree with your facts. However, the repeated description appears too many times, but no more facts and examples are given, and the conclusion is not in-depth. It stays at the shallow "talking", "whispering" and "self-proof", which also makes me a little tired. I have written more than 60,000 words, but the main plot of the two protagonists has not been advanced at all. The writing seems a bit rushed. I am eager to show the readers the "concepts", "ideas" and "introspection" I want to write, but I have forgotten that the two protagonists are the main plot. I discuss society based on the emotional lines of the two protagonists, rather than letting my own "ideas" intervene between the two protagonists. It seems as if the author has personally "ended". In fact, since I started reading this article, I have noticed that the writing actually follows the trend. In the past two years, feminism has exploded, and various social trends such as gender equality, marriage issues, love views, unmarried people, social classes, etc. That have not aroused widespread thinking have emerged. People see "female", they see "woman", a "person", a subject, and the object that does not attach itself to men becomes a subject. It can be seen that Dada is like me. He frequently views short videos, 🐶, and his procrastination has reached a new level. It can also be seen that Dada is very attentive and has no secrets. He has indeed written down all his "bottom-up" thoughts. In summary, I have thought a lot and wanted to show us a lot, but some of them did not handle the rhythm of the writing well, and the plot jumps, especially there are many plot cuts (describing a plot that has not been finished and hastily cut to the next plot, and the emotions are just about to get up and "pop"), resulting in the plot being not smooth enough. Secondly, it is repeatedly drawing conclusions, and there are too many similar conclusions and sentences. Finally, as a reader who really wants to see the emotional drama of the protagonist, I really, really, really hope that the two protagonists can have more intersections! I like this article very much, thank you to the author! Compare your feelings! [Compare hearts][Compare hearts][Red hearts][Red hearts]
Will it be updated during the New Year??·??·??*????
Will you become a star thief as a kid after your divorce? Or do business in the distant affiliated stars or wild stars in the gray zone? Although Lu Xueting's business empire is huge, the universe is so big, there are always places that he can't take care of. What would he do when he was young? So curious!!! Damn, write it quickly, I really want to see the next plot.
I knew that I would be rewarded if I refreshed from time to time. I smashed it down, hahahaha [Compare your heart]
Finally updated!!! I didn't wait in vain!!!! 💪😳
I'm not allowed to wash! Can you be a human being?
Okay, okay, "Find My Wife"
Madam, is there any update today? 😭
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