After I Went Mad, Everyone Regretted It

Romance-focused blurb: 1. As the Empire's youngest colonel and a famously cold-faced God of War, Xiao Feng has a little secret no one knows: he periodically loses it. When he's normal, he's an untouchable beauty. When his illness strikes, he's a lunatic in high heels, with a cinched waist and heavy face paint. His two personalities have always coexisted peacefully, until he was sent undercover into the most vicious pirate group in the galaxy and ran into an old friend from military academy. There was no time to switch agents, so in desperation, he took a reckless chance and sent his lunatic personality undercover. But he never expected that, while his identity stayed hidden, his lunatic personality would not only become his old friend's partner, but also witness his own "death" alongside that friend. ...The death of his ice-cold personality, that is. Xiao Feng, after coming to his senses: ...Well, that's me for you? 2. Renuo has a secret: he likes his old friend from military academy, who is now his enemy. But that man died because of him. He will never find release. 3. No one could have imagined that someone as strong as Xiao Feng would ever be powerless. That person was the white moonlight in everyone's dreams, and Xiao Feng failed to save her. They hated him, despised him, and demanded to know why he hadn't come sooner, why someone so strong hadn't been able to save her. Later, Xiao Feng died, and they began to regret it. Later still, they learned that Xiao Feng hadn't died. Xiao Feng had gone mad. Plot-focused blurb (from the other personality's perspective): In this era, evil gods have descended, and places of divine descent have appeared everywhere. They contain countless corrupted species and monsters that slaughter humans at will. Some people are forced into livestreamed missions and sent into these contaminated zones. Xiao Feng is dragged into it because of his undercover mission. Due to an accident, he has to let his other personality take his place. His other self has no memories. He wakes up in a contaminated zone, yet takes the piles of corpses and monsters in stride. But that personality, just like him, can never get used to the contaminated zones. Living people are sold as commodities, limbs are randomly sewn together to entertain others, and the helplessness of watching weak humans be manipulated and toyed with by evil gods makes "him" sick. "He" smiles as he watches it all, but his gaze is cold. If that's how it is, "he" will kill the gods. "He" will become a god. - At first, everyone was deeply opposed to the arrival of a lunatic on the livestream. They were already fed up. Couldn't they just live in peace? Later, people from the Empire's military pointed at Xiao Feng in disbelief. "This guy's gone completely crazy, and you're still not stopping him?" Everyone frowned. "He just wants to become a god. It's not like he wants the stars in the sky. Why are you getting mad at him?" Note: Both leads are strong. This isn't a romance-only story. Mild horror. The top's personality is a little unserious. Upcoming story: The Washed-Up, Universally Hated Celebrity's Secret Identity Is Exposed [Book Transmigration] 1. To keep their eldest son's position safe, the Dongfang family sent their younger son, Dongfang He, away when he was very young. Afraid their eldest son would be lonely, the family even chose another child of a similar age to take Dongfang He's place at his side. It wasn't until Dongfang He grew up that the family remembered he existed, but by then he had already been raised into a good-for-nothing. Fortunately, he was still good-looking. Since they were blood relatives, the family couldn't bear to let him become a complete failure, so they sent him into the entertainment industry to compete on a talent show and serve as eye candy. But he couldn't even manage to be eye candy. His temper was awful, and during the talent show, #Dongfang He Glares# shot straight to the top of the trending topics, making him everyone's laughingstock. Nobody knew how he managed to debut in a group, but that didn't stop everyone from accusing him of dragging the whole team down. Later, a video titled "Dongfang He Was Sexually Exploited" made him famous across the internet. In the video, his eyes are unfocused, and his smooth, fair back is dazzlingly exposed. For a while, the whole internet demanded that he leave the industry. 2. After Dongfang He left the entertainment industry, a livestream variety show called "Martial Arts Championship" became a hit. The guests visited remote mountain sects to interview their masters, and no one expected to run into Dongfang He there. Someone berated Dongfang He for shamelessly forcing his way onto the show, but he merely raised an eyebrow. "Forcing my way on? This whole mountain belongs to me." As the whole truth came out, the truth behind the talent show that had made Dongfang He the target of the entire internet also emerged, and everyone learned just how much he'd suffered. They were also astonished to discover that Dongfang He had beaten every single sect they interviewed. Everyone: ...Brother He was that wild back then? So his current temper is actually him holding back? Later, after hearing more stories about Dongfang He from the various sects, everyone wished they could get down on their knees and beg him to go back to his old, wild self. 3. The Dongfang family, after learning about Dongfang He's past, berated the various sects. "He's one of our children. How dare you bully him like that? He was only a little competitive. Did you really have to kick him out of the sect?" The sects were angry too. "That's Dongfang He! How could you insult someone so proud and wild? And you even called him a good-for-nothing? He's a genius who comes along once in generations. Do you people have eyes?" 4. Dongfang He knew he had undergone Book Transmigration. He guessed that completing the plot would let him go home, but he couldn't remember the plot. At first, he thought he was the villain in a power fantasy story. Later, he thought he was a disposable pawn in a story about a real and fake young master. But he diligently followed the plot, and still couldn't go home. Now, he's given up. Whatever happens, happens. If he can't go home, so be it. He's decided to lie flat. Upcoming stories: The Washed-Up, Universally Hated Celebrity's Secret Identity Is Exposed [Book Transmigration] His White Moonlight Wants to Feed the Demon with His Own Body [Reborn] Theme: Life can take many forms.