I Was So Afraid of Dying That I Brought a Tiny Bit of Extra Healing [Wasteland]

Complete. At the moment of her death, Yu Zhao is thrown into a high-risk post-apocalyptic wasteland novel. On the surface, she's a lackey of the Evil God and a trusted lieutenant of the villainous boss. Along the way, she hunts down the male lead like a vicious hound, until she's gravely wounded and falls off a cliff. She's probably dead. System: You may choose one passive skill to keep yourself alive. Yu Zhao, who just died: There's an option like that? I want healing! Healing! Healing! The stubborn System: Existing abilities detected. All abilities have been replaced with healing. When she opens her eyes, Yu Zhao is fighting the protagonist. She's a step too late! The protagonist falls. Oh no. Did she just kill the protagonist right after arriving in this world? According to the rules, if the protagonist dies, the world ends, and she won't survive either. Yu Zhao falls apart. She doesn't see the protagonist wake up and freeze, bewildered and uncertain. If a health bar appeared above his head, she'd see it going up by 100, by 100, by 100... Yu Zhao gives up on following the plot. Her healing ability is so overpowered that no matter how many corpses pile up, she can't die; even a direct hit from a powerful attack can't kill her; even if she's pierced through the heart in one blow... she still won't die. Not only can she not die, but in this chaotic, despairing wasteland, she becomes the one and only cure for injury and corruption. Yet the world never collapses, and she never bites the dust. One day, she sees the protagonist's team, alive and kicking. Yu Zhao: ... She looks at the 880 messages from the Boss on her communicator and falls apart all over again. If the protagonist is alive, she has to stay alive. To stay alive, she has to follow the plot. But she doesn't want to give up everything she's gained. How can she avoid being purged as a traitor by the villains? Then become the leader of the villains. One day, she takes off her mask. The pure God walking the earth and the mad devotee among the Evil God's forces have the same face. Later on, the righteous faction keeps throwing itself into the effort to save her, while the villains one after another look at her with reverence and want to follow her. Not a single person in the public thinks their villainous leader is detestable. Instead, they see her as the salvation of the apocalypse. Yu Zhao says, "I just want to keep my little life." Yu Zhao says, "My wish? For all of humanity to die." But when disaster strikes, she still steps before everyone, becoming a shield with her own body to protect countless lives. She is the only healer, the only salvation, the only light. In an age when hope has been extinguished, she is the sword-bearing one who cleaves the sky open to let in the light. "When I arrive, the world will move forward according to my will." The girl who only wanted to survive really does become a god walking the earth. Warnings: 1. A hint of cosmic horror in my own take on the apocalypse. Maybe it's not very cosmic horror after all. It's all made up, and I don't know how to sum up this genre. 2. I'm still bad at writing blurbs. I've revised this over and over until I've gone crazy, so just read the story! It may seem lighthearted, but this is still an apocalypse novel, and it may contain cruelty and darkness. The blurb only shows a tiny part of the setting. 3. The female lead is unconventional, with a tendency to attract everyone. 4. As is customary, don't draw parallels with reality. The setting is completely fictional and has nothing to do with the real world. 5. See the author's note in Chapter 1 for more. Ads for completed apocalypse novels available here: I Put All My Points into Attack Because I Was Afraid of Dying, I Was Mistaken for the Male Lead Because I Was Too Strong, and more. Feel free to stop by and take a look. Coming soon: My Sanity Hit Zero, So They Mistook Me for an Evil God After wreaking havoc in the Main God World and coming within a step of overthrowing the Main God and ascending to godhood, Xiang Wanfeng is sent flying back to her original world by the Main God in a panic. This planet is beautiful and fragile, a brilliant jewel in the vast universe. On the other side of its seemingly normal world, the Evil God's tendrils cling to it and slowly tighten, making it gradually become part of itself. Humans with supernatural abilities fight back in the shadows. They use their mental scores to determine whether they still count as human. If a score falls below 20, they mutate into puppets of the Evil God. If it falls below 30, they are locked up in the most dangerous prison in the world. When Xiang Wanfeng returns, the instrument secretly monitoring the world's mental scores lets out the sharpest alarm since its creation. Classified file: Most Dangerous Prison inmate Name: Xiang Wanfeng Age: 19 Cell: No. 0 Code: 000 Corruption level: 0 Mental score: 0 Threat level: Beyond Special Grade, unprecedented Assessment: Suspected vessel of an Evil God. Do not approach, inquire about, or touch. If she shows any signs of activity, execute immediately. When danger arrives, the Evil God reveals its true power. The world is laid to waste, the human realm becomes hell, and the universe becomes a furnace. As the entire world erupts into chaos, only the innermost room of the Most Dangerous Prison, where no one is allowed to go near, remains as it always was. When the rulers are at their wits' end, they make one desperate plea: "Go find 000!" In the cell that has never seen daylight, a pair of gray-violet eyes opens. The most dangerous inmate is released into human society, like an ancient beast let loose in the jungle. The team assigned to watch her and report her every move is made up of humanity's most accomplished ability users. They assume this is a mission doomed to fail. What beast would willingly let humans follow and watch over her? And indeed, the beast vanishes as soon as she leaves her cell. Even the world's most advanced surveillance system can't find a trace of her. But when they fall into danger, deep in an Evil God's domain that no one can enter, the sound of someone biting through a lollipop rings in their ears. Gray-violet eyes look their way, and the beast offers them her candy. "You guys are kind of pathetic, you know." No one knows what wish the mysterious powerhouse who shook things up in the Main God Space and became known to everyone as you know who made to the Main God. Was it immortality? A fortune? Or a guarantee that she'd always be number one? After crossing mountains of corpses and seas of blood, the strongest one with gray-violet eyes makes only one wish: for the world, shattered by the Evil God's invasion, to start over. At the cost of being cast out of the world herself. The companions who sacrificed themselves, the world that perished, the lives and youth scattered and lost amid the flames of war. The fireworks that faded, the smiles that vanished, and all the hands and determination that pushed her out of danger. So what if she has to start over? She can always stop being human. Of course, only an Evil God can defeat an Evil God. Xiang Wanfeng takes out the divine spark she stole from the Main God and smiles knowingly. Blurb to be decided. It's probably just a power fantasy for my own enjoyment. Theme: The greatness of humanity lies not in never falling, but in always rising again after a fall.