I'm Done Being a Cannon Fodder Substitute

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Bian Huai has loved Gu Jingfeng for ten whole years.

He knows there's a white moonlight living in Gu Jingfeng's heart. Gu Jingfeng is with him only because he looks about seventy percent like that person.

Trying to look more like the white moonlight, he gradually loses himself. His clothes, the way he speaks, his personal tastes: he clumsily imitates that person in everything.

He has become a copy, just to win a scrap of affection from Gu Jingfeng. His heart is covered in scars, but he still flies into the flames like a moth.

Then one day, as he lies in a hospital bed, strange words suddenly appear in his mind.

He realizes he is only a character in a book, a mere seasoning in the emotional conflict between the protagonist gong and shou.

Gu Jingfeng was never meant to be his.

He stares blankly for a long time, and in an instant, so much becomes clear.

At last, he understands why he gave up the things he loved and charged headlong into the entertainment industry, even though he didn't like it at all. It was to make things easier for the protagonist shou to face-slap others.

Why, when he and Gu Jingfeng were attacked by thugs, he, a total weakling, reacted faster than Gu Jingfeng, who had practiced sanda since childhood, and just happened to take a knife for him. It was to make the protagonist gong's scummy behavior seem justified.

He doesn't regret ever loving Gu Jingfeng.

But from now on, he refuses to live in someone else's shadow. He will live as... the Bian Huai he was meant to be.

[Content warnings]

1. Gu Jingfeng is the CP. It was all a misunderstanding, really. Once they start communicating, things will be fine.

2. Bian Huai is the shou at first, but they switch later.

3. This is just a light read. The logic is dead, so please bear with it.

Theme: When you bloom, the butterflies will come