I no longer love her, that's certain, but perhaps I still love her.
Love is so short, and forgetting is so long.
On a night like this, I once held her in my arms.
My soul is lost because I have lost her.
This is the last hurt she will ever make me suffer.
And these are the last lines I will write for her.
Pablo Neruda, Tonight I Can Write the Saddest Lines
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A little over 32,000 words in total.
Written in a burst of inspiration. The female lead is Aizen. OOC warning.
Absolutely on the female lead's side. The main story will be told from her perspective.
She's not weak, but she has almost no drive, so she's not strong either.
Her personality isn't exactly good: self-centered, avoidant, and passive.
But she's not bad, either: rational, gentle, and accepting.
Includes transmigration, reincarnation, and all kinds of other things.
Some scenes may also involve personal kinks.
That's all. If you can accept this potentially cringe-worthy story, welcome.
Theme: Love is so short, and forgetting is so long.
Oh... I actually also like this kind of "eras that change due to time". Especially the powerful God of Death can naturally live for a long time without any accidents, which makes it easier to increase the "feeling of being separated from another world".
... An ending that is not surprising. But I still feel a little sad after reading it...
…What are your thoughts that lead you to do these things? If it were me, I wouldn't do anything. Yeah, I forgot to mention, I think I have more than half of the similarities with the heroine... Most of the choices and actions she makes are my first inclinations.
…Oh? Are these two opposite people? Aizen is lonely to the point of madness (please forgive me for using this word, because I really can't fully understand and summarize his behavior, which is far beyond the scope of ordinary people), trying to find someone who can understand him. The heroine clearly believes that "it is impossible for someone to completely understand another person in the world." A person can live well. She has no interest in whether others understand her, and has no desire to understand others in depth.
In fact, I quite understand the heroine's behavioral motivations... She hates trouble, and is not very willing to actively explore secrets and unknowns. She just wants to live an ordinary life, neither too prominent nor too useless. She stands apart from the crowd and watches, analyzes rationally, and will stop meaningless resistance when encountering troubles that cannot be solved intellectually. She is good at evading and retreating, but she cannot be easily persuaded by others to change her mind. Giving up an argument just means that she is too lazy to continue the confrontation. It does not mean a change of point of view. No matter whether it is justified or not, she will not change her mind easily. The heroine is imperfect, and everyone has an imperfect side. ... Really, I still like "imperfect" protagonists like this.
Eh??? Eh!!!
Madam, you wrote well. I'll follow up soon.