[A dangerously unhinged top] x [A beautiful young master bottom who wears a widow's air after his heart dies]
An Xuezhi knew full well that Tao Yin had a white moonlight he could never forget, but he still clung to him for years.
The pampered young master of the An family was nothing more than a bedmate Tao Yin could summon and dismiss at will. If their relationship hadn't been exposed, and the old master of the Tao family hadn't ordered Tao Yin to marry him, he might have spent his whole life as a nameless, unofficial lover hidden away underground, like a shameful secret kept out of sight.
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As expected, after they married, An Xuezhi was met with nothing but neglect and disdain. At last, his heart turned completely cold, and he decided to let go. Who could have guessed that the day after their divorce, Tao Yin would suffer an accident, lose his memories, and fall in love with him at first sight?
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After losing his memory, Tao Yin treated An Xuezhi as his whole world. In the past, he had begrudged him even the slightest response. Now, his love came crashing down like a vengeful backlash, overwhelming An Xuezhi and nearly burning him to ashes.
An Xuezhi felt happy, yet unbearably miserable. Because he knew all too well that this false dream of daylight would one day end.
"Good news, your husband should recover soon," the doctor said with a smile.
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Better to leave of his own accord than be driven out, and preserve what little dignity he had left. Before he went, An Xuezhi erased every trace of his life from the past few days. It was as if he had never been in that home.
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Later... Later, An Xuezhi heard that Tao Yin was getting married. The white moonlight he had loved for years without ever winning over had finally returned. What's more, Tao Yin had mistaken the lover who had lovingly cared for him during his recovery for that same white moonlight, because they looked so much like An Xuezhi.
When he heard the news, An Xuezhi only smiled. At this point, whatever happened was fine. The lovers would be together at last. Wonderful news, truly wonderful.
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Before the wedding, An Xuezhi received an invitation from Tao Yin. When word got around, everyone sighed that Tao Yin was too cruel. Why twist the knife so deeply? Yet no one expected that on the day of the ceremony, Tao Yin, who should have been holding his beloved white moonlight's hand and making his vows before the pastor, would go mad the moment he saw An Xuezhi.
"Zhizhi, don't leave me."
"Zhizhi, marry me."
"Zhizhi, please... love me."
An Xuezhi looked at the man whose eyes were bloodshot, then slowly pried open the hands gripping him tightly.
"I'm sorry." He smiled faintly. "But I stopped loving you a long time ago."
>> Love is a sighing smoke; in lovers' eyes, it is a spark refined by its flames; lovers' tears are the waves it stirs. It is also the wisest madness, a choking bitterness, and honey that cannot be tasted.
#Both leads are sexually and romantically exclusive. I won't allow the top to feel even the slightest affection for anyone but the bottom.
Theme: Fierce love and proud ambition alike know no bounds.